I actually got some sleep last night. I have been running on little to no sleep, not included the times I have drunk or medicated myself to sleep, for the last few weeks. I still didn't get to sleep until after 4am, but I did sleep in to 1pm.

Still feel down. But I have been getting the feeling of that i am different to everyone else around me and I just want it to stop. Does that happen to anybody else?
I was at the supermarket today and I felt like everybody there could see right through me and were judging me for being like I am. This is the first time I have ever had that feeling before and I didn't like it at all.

Landor