I'm married to someone who has dissociative identity disorder. Unfortunately, I am again more than ready to leave at this point in time. The only thing keeping me here is the children. They are so happy and I would not dare disrupt their lives, but living with my husband is literally killing me. I feel like I'm dying inside. I feel guilty talking about him, but I just can't stand it anymore. I feel guilty because my husband was abused as a child and caused him to be dissociative, and I should be more understanding. But now not only is he suffering as a result of the abuse, it is taking its toll on me as well. It's not his fault I know, but there is only so much a person can take. I know if he could overcome this he would, but I don't think this is ever going to go away. Do I contine to suffer.... Wasting my life trying to fix something that can't be fixed... I'm scared because I'm getting more comfortable with the idea of leaving, but I don't want to emotionally scar my children by getting a divorce! I feel like I'm in prison...