It's strange is this world. Things change, rearrange, come to an end, begin a new, personal battles, wars, fighting... And I watch knowing my life is merely a spec in the entire human existence. We as humans have bred all over the world, overpopulating it, taken over it, destroyed parts of it and tried to repair the damage when the world started to crumble.

And yet... There are other things in life that push that knowledge aside. Is it selfish for human emotions to blot out other things in the world? Who knows. All I know is I have emotions. In the past, they have deserted me, leaving me to feel as though I am a shadow observing everything in my surroundings. But now, my emotions have more ups and downs than a roller-coaster. I can be happy about something and the tiniest of things can make it all change.

I am definitely present in this world. Though when I become a shadow, it can feel as though I am not. The world seems to spin far too fast for my liking as my every day life is moving faster than ever. From being a child living with her older brother and single father to living with my older brother while the house is up for sale and my dad enjoying the luxury of finding someone he loves.

It's a strange world we live in...