Hi everyone,

I have been on AMbilify for two weeks, slowly ramping up the dosage, and honestly I don't think its worth the 500 dollars a month that its going to cost me.

I feel like I am on edge. I am clinching my jaw so much it aches. I am sleeping less than I was which is both good and bad. I was sleeping to much, but now I am waking up so often that it seems like I am not getting any rest at all.

Work is going badly as well. I have missed a lot of it this year between problems with my bipolar and problems with my father being sick. It seems a day doesn't go by without my supervisor needing to "talk" to me about something. I try my best but it seems like I am just failing. I am looking for a new job. I need to get off of third shift, i think its making my problems worse.

I wish I was out of debt, then i could take a less stressful (less well-paying) job and be happy, or at least happier.

Well i have been rambling too much, I will leave off here.