Things are going okay right now...I have a medical evaluation on the 9th, which I am supposed t be prescribed with some mood stabiliziers...i am kind of nervous about the whole ideal honestly...but I know I need all the help that I can get. Me and my fiance are actually doing well for once, and I just came off of a manic and/or hypomanic episode. Right now I feel like I might be plunging back into the darkness...but I hope not because i am just about to start my internship and I want to be on my best and brightest for this...although I know I cannot control my moods...I hope that this round might be good to me...as weird as that may seem. I am optimistic and partially pessimistic about getting help...but I have realized in the past few weeks that many things I do are a way of coping with my mood disorder..and I need to own up to that. Hopefully things will get better, I will keep you all posted. Thanks for caring.

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Anne Marie

I'm about to change some of my meds and, like you, I'm a little scared. It's hard to tell what will happen; which side effects, how effective they are, ect. For me they were helpful, but I think there is a better combination out there. I wish you luck. I'm also glad that things with your fiance are working, that is always good.