Im sat at work and just feeling really down i hate comming to work not because i dont want to work because i do but because i always think too much and i have nothing to destract me from thinking and the stuff that goes round my head just digs at me constantly its even getting to my alters Paige asked me today "Whats wrong you always get down at work?" Sara has gone quiet and Tom just wants ti hurt my boss i mean he is the main reason i hate being here but at the end of the day i have to be here i cant let my girlfriend down and if im not here earning money i feel like i have.