Since my last post I've been pretty much fine. Yesterday and today were slightly less good. Very depressed at times but after my depression has had its moment in the spotlight it steps aside and I feel okay again. Slight anxiety at the store yesterday and considerably more today when I went alone. Then this afternoon I at first thought I had indigestion from eating brownies and tater tots for breakfast but it turned out to be anxiety. At the store I bought heavier dumbbells because I haven't been as motivated to work out or seeing the results I'd like. I have a feeling my self-confidence will rise and with it my good moods will come more naturally, and if nothing else I'll feel more secure and safe in myself as I grow stronger. Hopefully tomorrow I can go back to feeling fine and coasting along through the days. I'd like to do jigsaw puzzles again but last time I experienced a lot of anxiety and obviously I want to avoid that. Maybe I'll make a big pot of tea to go along with them, I'll just have to try it and see. Oh, and I haven't had any more weird dreams, just those two I mentioned over a month ago.