This is new. How I managed to ignore this is beyond me. I guess I never really thought about it before. Hell, I had no need to think about it before. Now I have time to, and boy, has it revealed so many things to me, even things I didn't pay any attention to.
-The constant foggy/fuzziness in my head, for starters. I guess I never really thought about how that /wasn't/ 'normal'. Now I just wonder, what is it like to have a clear, quiet mind? It must be unnerving.
-Voices. Well, of course that isn't 'normal' either, but voices could mean anything. Who knew?
-Memory. Oh, boy. When everything started mentioning "time loss" I thought for sure that 'symptom' wasn't mine. Then, I thought. How much of my life /did/ I actually remember? Pieces began to fall into place. I could hardly remember anything, but it made sense now. My sudden forgetfulness of something that JUST happened, or something someone JUST said, or any thing in the past. Family vacations, general things like where I went to dinner last week. Family would mention these things and I'm frequently in the dark. Time loss, definitely.
-Childhood. People talk about theirs all the time. Stupid things they did, toys, etc. Of all times, I just thought I had poor memory; no, it just turns out an entire time period is blocked. Interesting.
-The 'butterflies' feeling; apparently, that's anxiety. Who knew? But that one is on the fence.
-Photography. I've always had a problem with my self image. I always thought it was due to my self esteem, but my reflection never looked 'natural' to me, I guess. Like the mirror was wrong.

So, of course these types of revelations bring me relief, and some form of reassurance. It's all so fascinating to me as well. I wish I could learn more, but I'd have to figure out myself first. Speaking of myself, the negative revelations:

-I've always been aware of several alters, I just didn't realize they were called 'alters'. I never really did question why they had names though, but anyway: Looking at what co-conscious is, I guess I'm only slightly co-conscious. Is that even possible? Either way, this means I'm not aware of who else comes out/who else is here. It's slightly unnerving. Who else is taking control?
-What actually /happened/ so long ago?!
-The big one now: Who AM I? Am I ME? Or am I just an alter? A fragment? Who is the 'core' then?.....

There's so much more; just minor things, though. So it's a relief and a worry at once. I have so much to work with. For now, I just hope this blog thing will help settle my mind and help it straighten out. Everything is so cluttered. (and if anyone is reading, I'm sure you can tell by my writing. It's jumpy and everywhere My apologies if you are confused... I'm just figuring my mind.)

...I guess I'm just glad I'm not alone with this.

/rant.