Daggone this is too much. I mean a blog here and a journey thread there and other things and I know we're multiples maybe kinda sorta but is there really THAT much to talk about? But I'm a talker so yeah buddy if there's a space I'm gonna fill it. I am Sabrina, and I'm the chatty one, if you find yourself talking with me well then I reckon you're in for it because I'll talk your damn ear off I'm sorry I just can't help it OMG I swear I know I'm gonna get us in trouble maybe I'm the crazy one or something but that's okay because someone has to be it.

No, seriously. Maybe I'm the carefree one, that lets all that out. Joy and wonder of life.

OMG that sounds way to grown up for me to have said it. but I can't say that's wrong, either.

But yes I do tend to run away unless I got Samantha pulling the reins in a little. I just... oh we're not supposed to talk about that. I just was talking to someone in here and I know I sent them the longest message anyone has probably ever wrote in here and we're going to be in so much trouble for staying up too late but it's like, seriously for a minute. We're so full of stuff, and it needs to come out, and maybe I'm like, the safety valve. And I been holding it in for us, for a really, really really long time.

So I know I'm just a dumb kid, I'm not stupid I know what I am, but if y'all just bear with me, maybe it'll calm down a little. I mean, I'll always be me, but maybe I just won't be gushing at the mouth all the time, once some of the steam gets let out. I'll try to be a little better, I don't want to make people roll their eyes when I write something, and be like OMG there's that Sabrina she's gonna talk our ears off.

I reckon I wouldn't like that, either. I guess I'm sorry.

I just talk too much I guess. It's what I do best. Everybody else is like shy or reserved or something and I'm like wide open, 'cause someone got to be. I mean golly, we can't all hide, all the time. that's not healthy.

I'm Sabrina, by the way- enjoy me being calm while I am. I'm the .. well one of the... teens in a system that we're still working on and discovering. Heck we may all just be bullcrap, but whatever works, yeah? So if we operate on the assumption that we really are a system, I am one of the teens, and the one that interacts most with the outside world. I got a twin brother and he just stays inside and stays mad, he holds all the anger for us. Me, I guess I might even be his outlet cause I can be all snarky and stuff- and I like it that way. Someone got onto Steph (he's like one of the hosts) for calling me a mall rat and I'm thinking like no I like that that's what I am up yours if you don't like it. I wear the badge with pride, I don't care. Not like anyone knows what one of those are any more anyway.

I'm sure if the others decide they want to talk they'll use this blog too, but yeah even a system can get spread thin and especially when you got memory issues you start to forget who said what where when. So this might be a quiet blog. Still I wanted to put something in it, I been pretty manic tonite. I can't believe I calmed down so fast. This really isn't me, I must have someone else cofronting because I just feel so calm all of a sudden. Not like I'm upset or anything I mean I'm just a mile a minute most of the time. This is about as slow as it gets for me, and I feel it slipping so maybe I better sign off before I bore you with an hour of everything about everything, lol.

Peace y'all.