*TW*

Tbh, I don't know what to do at this point.

I don't have much money right now, so I can't quite afford therapy.

I either can't sleep well at night or sleep the whole ###$' day and it's causing me trouble with my job. I can't get fired because it's hard to get a new one and...

I'm about to go back to classes and I'm afraid I'll fail. I don't know how to keep working and studying and don't let myself go back to depression and anxiety problems.

Damn, I really wish I could just freeze the world and not do $#%^ for a while.

I can't lose my job, I need the money. I need to eat and pay stuff and buy groceries.

I feel like I'm a damn dissapointment to everyone. lol

I hate myself so much right now.