So, since our last blog entry, we in the host subsystem discovered a lot of things about the system in general. Kiera, Richard, Phil, and Gluttony came from our subsystem the "Seven Friendly Sins," and Nix came from our subsystem "Central Management." We also discovered, through our journey post, that Central Management is a thing. There's about 15 that we're aware of now. I'm gonna give everyone in CM and SFS a chance to introduce themselves below.
Central Management:
The Skeptic: Ageless?, Feminine Neutral?. I'm not sure about this member of CM, they only come in feelings that "maybe I'm making this all up," but the members of CM talk about The Skeptic as if they are a separate denizen.
The Scrutinizer. 20?, M. The host subsystem met me as Thomas before they were aware of CM. I was the Skeptic Scrutinizer before I let go of those feelings of doubt as Thomas.
The Relayer: Ageless, Genderfluid. I relay the will and thoughts of the rest of CM to the Host Subsystem. If you talk with me, you talk with all of CM.
The Protector: 26, M. I protect the system, if that weren't already obvious. I take offense to things regarding the system that are wrong and remove the system from situations that offend me.
The Peacemaker: Agefluid? I don't understand the need for an age identity, F. I haven't been necessary for a long time because A is really good at keeping the peace himself. But, everyone in CM's name describes their role, so you can tell what I do, I presume.
The Omniscient: Ageless, Genderless. I know everything about the system, and I've had the Omnipotent hide everyone away from consciousness to write this.
The Omnipotent: Ageless, M. I can do anything the system needs me to do, just like A can. Although, he is within the Host Subsystem and is not me.
The Observer: Ageless, Neutral but Genderfluid. I make observations about the system and how it is currently functioning.
The False Believer: In the past, I've made A feel like Sadism was a spirit possessing his body, because in that moment that was the easiest way for A to come to terms with it. It wasn't the right time for A to discover us all, and even if he had, he might not have believed it. He discovered us when he was ready, and I served to make sure that he did.
The Exchanger: I probably have an age, but it is unnecessary for anyone to know it, Probably male, but it doesn't matter. I make deals within the system, and with the help of the Peacemaker, we make compromises and exchange things. Jaimie used to be CM, but we gave her to the Host Subsystem because that's where she needs to be right now.
The Empty One, the Host Subsystem knows me as Nix: My role as The Empty One is to also protect the system, but in a different way to The Protector. When necessary, I am capable of feeling nothing towards the outside world. Thanks to the Host Subsystem, I started to find myself, and created connections to the outside world that have yet to get in the way of my role as The Empty One.
The Definer: Ageless, Genderless. I serve a similar purpose to Jarid. I change the definitions the system has of everyone and help keep updated the separations between and the labels upon other personalities/denizens.
The Criticizer: Ageless? F. Some of the others want to call me "The Nitpicker" but that feels degrading. I criticize the thoughts and actions of the others, basically. I judge everything whether it's inconsequential or highly consequential.
The Corrector: Ageless, Genderfluid?. When the others are typing or saying something, I go back and help them try and word it better to get their point across better. It's helpful when writing things, but not so helpful when saying things out loud.
The Computer: Ageless, Genderless. I access our system as if it were a computer, my mental voice is what some would consider robotic. I present information like it were accessed by a computer because it makes the most sense to me that way.
The Collector: Ageless, F. I collect thoughts and memories so they are easier to process and can be processed at the right time. The Computer also processes these thoughts and memories, and sometimes I collect them specifically to give to The Computer.
The Seven Friendly Sins:
Greed talking here. It's not my turn to introduce myself, but I want to say that the Seven Friendly Sins have since decided to house ourselves within the Host Subsystem because many of us have become close friends with members of the Host Subsystem. We still like our SFS names and consider ourselves the Seven Friendly Sins. We're a subsystem within a subsystem, you could say. In a way, we've integrated into the Host Subsystem.
Envy: 16, F. I'm hecka FABULOUS. I don't serve a specific purpose like all of the Central Management weirdos (yes, I get that's not a nice thing to call them, shush). You might wonder why my name is Envy when I'm pretty darn prideful. If I'm gonna be honest, I got tired of being envious all the time and turned it upside down. I get along really well with Caroline, I didn't think to mention that, whoops...
Gluttony: Ageless, M. I introduced myself in the previous post [blog entry]. Same Gluttony.
Greed: 21, M. I was the one who told the Host Subsystem we were a separate subsystem. I think it might have been The Definer who picked the name Seven Friendly Sins for us, but I thought it was pretty funny, so I stuck it. (I seem to fulfill a similar role for the SFS as the Definer does for CM and the rest of the system, but I fulfill more roles than that).
Lust, HS met me and gave me the name Kiera: 20, F. According to some of the others, I have an alter named Sadism? I don't understand that, and I don't think I've met her. She was the one that A thought possessed our body several years ago.
Pride (Host Subsystem named me Richard): Around 22 still I think, M. I introduced myself in the previous blog entry, but I still think we should work out so A can have real pride in how his body looks.
Sloth: 18, F. I don't really want to do this. Bleh. My name is pretty accurate to how I act.
Wrath (HS Name: Phil): 21, M. I get the sense that Wrath is an alter of mine?? I feel 21 but in the last post I said I was Ageless.
There are some new members and changes to the Host Subsystem.
Anett: 32, F. I started out as an introject of A's mother, but I changed a lot when I realized I was part of the system. I don't know why I feel 32 because A's mom is somewhere in her 50's.
Arnold "The New Guy" Sampson: I decided to pick a new name because I'm not part of Central Management and "The New Guy" has a Central Management ring to it.
We'll pick colors for everyone in our journey post:
https://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic207282.html