Constant are my thoughts of you
Swirling my brain like a toxic soup
leaving my body craving your touch
the constant ache is just too much

I love you but I hate you too
the moment you are gone from view
how dare you leave me in this state
A second is too much to wait

And so I stalk you like a cat
certain that you won't be back
you've taken what you need and gone
your plan I'm certain all along

And you undaunted by my plight
I don't exist when out of sight
And I'm convinced that this is true
My mad tormenting thoughts of you

And like a spider in a web
you've wound me up in tiny threads
Which means that I can never leave
this addictive wicked web you weaved

And I'm the crazy one you say
But your twisted love made me this way
The trauma bond you bound so strong
Destroys my soul now you are gone