I'm back to staring at my reflection and feeling nothing but self-pity and i hate it. People tell me all of the time that i dont see what they do. But how can they possible say that when they can't look through my eyes?
I have started taking some of my medication again but they take a long time to kick in. How can the mirror lie? I'm so torn between believing what im seeing or that maybe, it is a disorder, just like i was the first time round.