Would You Swap Pity for A Penance






The Noose
A Perfect Circle




So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead




“I Love you Nan x.
but it pains me to betray my heritage that met you beuria here.,”



( Battle of Bannockburn



The Battle of Bannockburn was a significant Scottish victory in the First War of Scottish Independence, and a landmark in Scottish history. Stirling Castle, a Scots royal fortress, occupied by the English, was under siege by the Scottish army. Wikipedia )




“Dear Nan.,
this song is for US *A Hug Good NIGHT x*”




"One" Metallica

I can’t remember anything
Can’t tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I’m waking up, I cannot see
That there’s not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me
Back in the womb it’s much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can’t look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I’ll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me
Now the world is gone, I’m just one
Oh God, help me Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me
Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell
Landmine
Has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell


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(I Bury Secrets for A living!).



"Sober" Tool

There's a shadow just behind me,
Shrouding every step I take,
Making every promise empty,
Pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
Who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path of "must we"
Just because the son has come.
Jesus, won't you ######6 whistle
Something but the past is done?
Jesus, won't you ######6 whistle
Something but the past is done?
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever.
I just want to start this over.
I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down.
Mother Mary won't you whisper
Something but the past is done.
Mother Mary won't you whisper
Something but the past is done.
Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start this over.
Why can't we sleep forever.
I just want to start this over.
I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
Trust me [x5]
Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start things over.
Why can't we sleep forever.
I just want to start this over.
I want what I want [x4]



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“If I feel Remorse in Life then I would Not be here this very day.
If I act-out in A Rancorous but illegitimate manner of combative stupor.”


Whoopi-shit. I’ve just donated 07 years to the bend/will, of Psychiatry.


I have Diagnosed Myself: Highly Functioning Individual (that’s board) that has a personality uniquely indifferent to others where I can be locked up In High - Medium Secure Forensic Psychiatric Unit, and totally mellow with the residents and give moderate annoyances to the staff.
“Word-up Peeps!! x”



( There will be A Thank You Letter!?! )

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