**Updated 11/22/2010**
Plenty has happened since the last time that I've written so I've edited and added some things. I haven't updated this in four months so I have lots of new information. My experiences always change as I learn and grow, regardless of the fact that the government is relentless in trying to bring me down. This is groundbreaking information about the people in power and their evil agenda.
Barack Obama is a mind control expert, as are all freemasons. George H.W. Bush is also among this group of people. Many of you know of the freemasons but for those who aren't familiar, these are the people who actually control this planet. This is something that I know for a fact and I am willing to divulge every detail regarding this information. If you want to learn the truth about our government, read every word of this informative exposé regarding the freemasons, the highest levels of our government, and psychic powers. I will also delve into the topic of mind control. You may feel like this material is boring; be sure to understand that mind control exists within written passages as well. This may seem tough to believe but be sure to keep an open mind as you read this information.
If you search for "freemasons" in Google, the first page states 'Barack Obama is not a mason'. Well this is an absolute lie. All presidents are freemasons. Other individuals that are surely involved are: George W. Bush, Bill Clinton, Joe Biden, Eric Holder, and all of these individuals' wives.
The most difficult part about writing this is the fact that it greatly damages my credibility as a level-headed, intellectual, normal person with a sound mind. I was a regular human being with an ordinary, American lifestyle. By this I mean I am young, only 24 years old. I go to college, I have a job, a dog, a girl that I like, close friends, and so on. I smoke weed, I drink, and I do nothing out of the ordinary that would really make me a horrible person.
I can't stress enough that I am quite normal. Always respecting my parents, having close friends, and so on. Keeping my priorities straight and most importantly bending over backwards as to never offend anyone, even folks that I don't necessarily care about. Only recently did I start working on this ability to be a nicer person; I'd say prior to being 22 I was lost. Now I realize that you only get out what you put in, so I try my best to stay as loving as possible to all people.
So now I have to come to terms with the fact that everyone thinks I'm crazy. In the past few days, I've told them that I know for a fact that plans exist that involve detailed wrongdoings within our government; I also know that they are certainly trying to kill many of us late next year under the guise of releasing a resurgence of swine flu.
They used it just as a trial version this past fall season, but this time they are planning releasing a chemical agent that is going to kill many, many people. They say that they are using it as a means of population control. They even tested a variant of it in the Ukraine, but obviously media reports of that incident were suppressed. [Update 11/22/2010- Nothing has happened yet, but something might. I'm always ready for anything.]
The most awful part about this, which is affecting my reputation as a smart and level-headed person is the fact that I am telling everyone that these thoughts are psychic thoughts.
In the past four days I feel as though just expressing these personal, psychic thoughts have caused me to alienate my closest friends and the people in my family who are closest to me. I am normally the one who acts the most stable among my peers. If anyone has a problem I put it in perspective and I do my best to empathize with both parties. I am probably one of the best people to talk to in the sense that I always have the best intentions in mind. I am usually the one with no problems, usually the one listening to everyone else's problems.
But now it seems as though things have taken a horrible turn for the worse. An important part of this is that I have to still keep things stable; I crossed the line when I told my parents about it because they are getting old and don't deserve to hear my crap. I don't want to stress or worry them because I love them so much. This is the hardest, worst thing I've ever had to go through, and I'm doing it for the good of humanity. I am risking sounding crazy.. but I'm not crazy. I'm beyond normal. So why would I do this?
Our government has plans for us. This is certainly not some belligerent liberal teapot about to boil over; this is a sound-minded man with a good heart who has an important message. Picture a normal guy destroying his reputation to send out just this very letter. I've ruined relationships with loved ones and even had to run on my bicycle the other night because I was threatened with being forcibly removed from my home and taken to a mental hospital by my parents.
I've told ten people who are close to me in great detail about how I feel and how I've been feeling these past few days and they all think I'm crazy. Contrary to what most people would do (i.e. seek help), I simply just don't care anymore. I am going to continue to steer with my heart and expose these fraudulent, hateful, inhuman bastards. I feel as though this is my duty. So please, don't consider this to be a wild, confusing, paranoid, almost schizophrenic rant. This is the very truth at its core and I know this to be a fact. Just remember that prior to this week I was normal and was not feeling this way. I am not JUST well-written... I have a heart and I know what's good and right. I'm not crazy.
I am an American citizen, originally Indian, living in the great city of Philadelphia, PA, USA. I am proud of where I live and I am proud of who I am. I may not fully respect every law of this country, but I respect people, I respect police officers, and I respect the original intentions of a democratic society which were paved with the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence. I have questioned many things that our government has done, but I still feel a great sense of allegiance to my city. I have told you some things about myself now, so let me continue on with my message.
Everyone has psychic abilities whether they know it or not. Sounds nuts.. well, keep an open mind.
You ever get a thought about someone, and you don't really know why? They all of a sudden just pop into your head? As silly as it seems, its not because YOU thought about THEM but more because THEY thought about YOU.
This is such a farfetched concept for us to truly accept. If mental connections really exist then what is left? If everyone inherently possesses the ability to just access someone's thoughts and feelings then how could we all possibly live like this?
Since nobody has told us this special secret about humanity we are conditioned to never even fathom the possibility of the existance of psychic abilities. As a result, our minds automatically justify psychic thoughts by associating them with current thoughts. Here is an example: Say that you are walking down the street and you see a dress being worn by a mannequin in a store window. Simultaneously, your sister has a thought about you. As crazy as it may seem, THAT thought actually manifests itself with your current thought. [I know, don't I sound like I'm nuts?]
Anyway, the two thoughts intertwine with eachother. You all of a sudden are focusing on your sister wearing that dress. Your thought may SOUND something like this, "I wonder what my sister would think of that dress," or "I wonder what my sister would look like in that dress." You'll walk off and continue what you were doing, never even really realizing what actually occurred: A psychic connection! This may seem insane, but stay with me folks. What occurred is that the only way for your mind to actually justify having thought about her without any real reason is by joining the two thoughts. Crazy? Maybe.. but maybe not.
I originally started to notice these psychic powers several months ago, maybe even a year ago. My brother kept telling me, "When someone thinks about you, it means you are thinking about them." I didn't really believe him at first, but eventually I began to realize that there is no way this COULDN'T be true. Before I knew it my psychic powers started to heighten. Pretty soon I would pick on up any and every little thought; it was almost like that movie that with Mel Gibson called, "What Women Want." I know.. this really sounds nuts. An important part about this is that not only could I tell who was thinking about me, I could also sense their underlying emotions, and specifically how they felt about me.
The reason that these powers actually heightened is because I PRACTICED. This is something that could technically take even years of practice. Eventually you will end up isolating psychic and normal thoughts if you continue to practice this method. Start to think about why you have certain thoughts. If people start to include themselves in your conscious thoughts and you wouldn't normally think about them, then it means that they are thinking about you. I know it seems odd but if people start to mix themselves with your current thoughts, its most probably psychic related if you aren't inclined to normally think about them. Old friends that aren't a part of your life? Old co-workers? You can really recognize this ability if you start to think about someone that you barely ever hear from, and nothing reminded you of them. A good example is if a childhood friend of yours walks past a playground where you used to play and thinks of you, the psychic thought will process and you won't realize why you have that person on your mind.
Also, pay attention to any moment where you are ever in a haze and cannot stop thinking about someone. Its because their underlying emotions are SO STRONG.. Anger and love are the two possible feelings that will be stronger than ever. They are the two instances in which you will be in a haze, and you'll say, I CANT GET THIS PERSON OFF MY MIND!
If I were reading this several years ago I would never think of believing this. I would just say that it is someone who is just trying to persuade people about paranormality. A conspiracy theorist, if you will. But I'm one of the most sane, level-headed, conscious people that I know! Regardless of how normal I am, lately I've become adept to reading people as a means of learning more about them. As I've said, you may think I'm crazy. It's okay, I'm still writing this. I'm ready for the criticism, I'm ready for my friends, family, and loved ones to cast me out of their lives. I'm here for a reason.
I would have to say the worst part about this entire situation is the fact that I feel so alone. I've always had friends or family that love me and care about me and are ready to listen to me, but lately, my close relationships are completely ruined. I can't even vent to anyone anymore because they'll all tell me that I'm crazy.
I've alienated every single person that I even remotely care about because I'm shoving this garbage down their throat, but its all I know. Humans are the ones that are here to listen to you, or so I thought, especially the ones that love you and know you. Instead these same people keep telling me to seek professional help, or start taking anti-psychotic medication. I won't do either! Instead I'll just continue spreading my message until people realize that our government is pure evil. I need to expose these individuals for who they are. At this point, this is my only true therapy.
Here is how this episode began. First off, I'm not afraid to tell you this very private and potentially damaging piece of information; I used to sell weed, but I stopped, because I noticed that the D.E.A. was watching me. I cut back on my illegal activity yet for some reason I noticed that I was still on their radar. Even though I was layin' low, they continued to watch me for such a long period of time. I didn't understand why, but it began to frustrate me.
Either way I managed to continue my life as a normal student, even though they were on to my every move. It's because of what I DID.. but even when I took their message and backed off, it seemed to enrage them. They just wasted so much time watching a citizen who did nothing more than live his life. They don't even fully know what they've really caused. They'll know, though. In time, everyone will know. This written piece will be common knowledge for every man, woman, and child on god's green earth. At this point I'd like to say I'm glad they kept watching me because they watched every single day since this started. I'm glad that federal law enforcement officers saw everything because its a group of people that wouldn't necessarily be open-minded to this information. Continuing on...
About one week ago something happened that truly blew my mind. My psychic powers began to heighten to a very scary degree almost. It may have been the practice, or well, thats what I believe. Isolating and separating my thoughts every second of the day had caused me to be able to realize which thoughts WERE mine, and which WEREN'T. Again, seems nuts. But its a skill that anyone can practice. After learning this method you can even tell which siblings of yours may secretly resent you, and feel bad about it at the same time, but don't. A wishy-washy almost goofy situation. Tough to wrap your mind around it, I know. How could this be??
Once again, the movie What Women Want starring Mel Gibson comes to mind. I even got on two subways for the first time since my powers heightened, the Broad Street Line and the Market-Frankford Line in my home city of Philadelphia.
Both times I heard so much you wouldn't even believe. I could not even imagine the amount of negative thoughts that exist in this world. More bad than good! Also, you can FEEL people's feelings. If someone is very sad, it is apparent, and you feel it. If someone is happy, that also stands out.. If someone loves you, it certainly stands out. Its a conjoined feeling.. all of our minds are meant to be one collective consciousness. If we aren't all on the same page we are facing imminent danger! Keep reading, because this is the heart of this message. I specifically want to say that our government does not want the best for us, not by any means, not by a long shot, no way in hell.
Back to what I was saying about the D.E.A.
About five days ago, my psychic powers hit the highest peak that they've ever hit. Keep in mind that the D.E.A. was still listening in on my calls. I was talking to my best friend on earth on the phone, like I always do. I said something to her like, "Hey, as soon as you put your two weeks in at your job and decide to move out here I am going to start looking for a job. The reason I didn't before is because I'm already not even home that much because of class, and I feel bad leaving the dog at home without anyone to watch him. I think that once you're here it'll be much better because we can coordinate our schedules in favor of the dog." I said something along those lines.
All of a sudden my psychic powers began to kick in. Someone, obviously a third party who was listening in on the conversation, had a thought that responded directly to what I had just said. Keep in mind that my psychic powers were at their peak due to the fact that I continued to practice them. This third party was in fact the D.E.A. agent who was assigned to listen in on my call for the day. The thought went something like this: "Well, that's what you get for treating your dog like a baby. He's spoiled now." These thoughts came in so quickly because she thought about me while thinking about the dog. Also what helped was the fact that I was in a heightened psychic state since my practice was continuing to make my powers stronger and stronger. When someone focuses on you, or your current state, or your current activities, or your face, or is in any moment with you, it is possible to connect with them on a psychic level because you are both experiencing the same thing. [Nuts, I know.]
I immediately responded to that thought out loud. This was the first time I had ever done this to such a high degree of accuracy. I kept my thoughts open, ready for whatever would happen next, seeing if I could get this person to freak out. I kept my friend on the phone and talked to her AND the D.E.A. agent. She is my best friend so even if she thought I was nuts she stayed on the phone and kept laughing as she normally would.
[You have to keep in mind that the example that I described about the mannequin is just the very beginning. Its because we are conditioned; our mind justifies these thoughts because we were never taught to practice this ability. The general consensus across the planet is that we cannot all possibly read eachothers minds. Practicing psychic abilities allows humans to isolate psychic thoughts from personal thoughts. Once you begin to seriously work on this ability, your psychic abilities will heighten, similarly to my level of clairsentience.]
Here are the types of things that I was saying to the agent. I was describing her, the way she looked, and how she felt. When she started to feel scared, I'd tell her that. Then I connected directly to her thought process, listening in on her every word. "This can't be... but it is.. but it can't be.. but it is.." Just her trying to actually justify the situation was mind boggling. Her FEELINGS were standing out the most.. .Terrified... but mesmerized. As if she had seen God. I was feeling these feelings simultaneously since our minds were connected at that point in time.
I am going to pause this dialogue at this moment and let you read an excerpt from Linda Kaye that best explains the way all of this works. This is truly something that inspired me to practice my psychic abilities and continue searching for the deepest truths about life. I found these three paragraphs because I went to Google and typed in "When someone is thinking about you". I did this because I started getting so many psychic transmissions that I had to see if there were any more resources on this. I wanted to see if others were feeling this way. Anyway, here is what I found:
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Have you ever asked yourself why it is so difficult to stop thinking about someone? We are all psychic in one way or another. When you connect to another man/woman in a deep way, you are connecting with your souls. Most people don't realize how psychic they really are. Everyone is clairsentient whether they know it or not. Being clairsentient means that you have the psychic ability to feel another person's energy and feelings.
Now, when you think about someone in a normal way, there is nothing unusual there. Then all of a sudden you feel overwhelmed like you are in a fog and you can't stop thinking about them. Now, stop for a second and focus on where you are feeling the energy. It is usually in the heart and chest area. You've had that funny feeling before. Remember. You just thought it was YOU. What is going on is that you are feeling THEIR THOUGHTS. WHAT YOU ARE FEELING IS WHAT THEY ARE THINKING AND FEELING ABOUT YOU.
During the time you are experiencing this, you may feel feelings from extreme sadness, or guilt to feelings of peace or missing someone. Keep in mind you only started feeling these thoughts when you connected to their energy. So know that you if you are feeling great sadness, it will pass. If you are feeling a great feeling of peace and joy, you know they are thinking wonderful thoughts of you.
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Linda Kaye Lebovic is the only person who actually corroborated what I already knew to be the truth, however she didn't really dive into great detail. She is certainly truthful in her findings and a great source. But anyway, let me continue with my original story.
I hung up with my friend and continued my conversation with the D.E.A. lady because I knew that my house was tapped through my logitech webcam, by the D.E.A. I kept looking and talking to her, and she would not disconnect from me, mentally.
She was scared out of her mind, and eventually convinced herself that I was God on earth. She started saying things like, "Why you ain't on psychic friends network?" I figured out that she was Half Black and Half Hispanic, 36 years old, but often lies about her age but couldn't go lower than 33. She is a single lady with not too many close friends, but she's very close with her mom. How did I know so much about her? Because I'd ask her questions and our minds would be connected, and based on what I'd say, the answer went as follows: "Yes,No,Yes,No,yeee.." Well, that last YEEEEE is actually a YES. Its an underlying feeling that people can't hide from. This was blowing her mind. She couldn't lie to me because our minds were one. Even when she was lying it was like she knew, and then I knew. That uncertain feeling was something that she was unable to hide from and its because we were connected as one mind source at that point in time.
Bear with me folks, this is seriously insane. This lady almost had a heart attack and would NOT stop thinking about me for the rest of the night. This was the highest peak I had ever hit and I was experiencing it with this lady whom I had never even met! The reason it got to that point is because my psychic powers continuted to heighten.
She KNEW it was real. She had thoughts like, "Why are we watchin this guy?" Towards the end she got so sad.. and so emotional. So I said, "Why you sad baby?" She was almost in tears at that point. It was something she had never experienced in her life, an epiphany if you will. She seriously felt as if she was talking to God on earth. Just me, talking to my webcam, nobody responding directly but only mentally responding. The lady was on my mind all night. But not because I was thinking about her. I swear, I was trying to stop at a certain point. But she was deeply thinking about me so much that she created that connection that would not disconnect. She was mesmerized!
I wasn't really phased for some reason because it was so common for me to experience these psychic thoughts. I said to myself this information is so clear! This was certainly the cherry on top.. Having this much power was amazing.. or so atleast I thought.
[Update 11/22/2010]-- I would like to interject and say that after thinking about this for many months, I am not sure if this was someone who worked for the government or worked for the D.E.A. By this I mean that I found out during the past 4 months that the government watches that website that teaches people to be psychic. This could very well have been someone who worked for the government that was pretending to be a D.E.A. agent. Either way I am still not sure at this point because I haven't spoken to an agent face to face. Continuing on..
If a third party reacts to any piece of my conversation, then I'll know that they are listening. There is no hiding from this.. the underlying truth within all of this is all of our minds have the potential to be connected, and you cannot hide from your thoughts. It is impossible. All it takes is some practice, isolating psychic from personal thoughts, and before you know it, you can easily read minds. You will be amazed. Also, if someone is focusing on you and what you're doing, and they know what you look like, i.e. the D.E.A., then its easy to keep a connection. When someone thinks about you, your brain automatically connects with them. If you don't know them personally then it will be blurry, but still a connection. [Like a road-rage incident or something.]
That's how it was for me with the D.E.A. Try another practice method: Tell a close friend to try to connect to you, one who doesn't live very close, but you know their face. Tell them to focus hard on you while you do the same. See how you feel, you may just be able to feel their feelings! [Nuts, I know. Just a practice method.. Couldn't hurt to try, right?]
Our souls all have the ability to communicate, regardless of where our bodies may be on this planet. So I'd talk and say any real thing and as soon as I FELT a reaction, I'd respond to it.
On the way to my parents' house, someone connected to me and pretended to be a D.E.A. agent. They were talking to me in my head and telling me about their family and things like that. At the time I really believed that it was a D.E.A. agent but in actuality it was someone that worked for the government. I was naive back then but as time marched on I realized that there is no way that just a D.E.A. agent would be able to communicate with me so well.
Ever hear someone say that they hear voices in their head? Well guess what people. Schizophrenia is our government taking a $#%^ on low-income people. Nobody ever knew this.. many people who suffer from schizophrenia do say that it is the government, but the general response is that they are crazy. Our government is psychic; schizophrenia is just another piece of the puzzle that reiterates the norms. A government-endorsed paper called the "Drift Hypothesis" was released to explain the relationship between low-income people and schizophrenia. I have read every word and I cannot find one relevant piece of information that actually explains why POOR PEOPLE hear VOICES in their head. I will explain more about this in detail further along in this writing.
I have to be the one to bear this news, regardless of how I feel. I understand that this is my mission on earth, and I have no choice but to release every piece of information regarding psychic powers and our government.
That night on Saturday, someone came into my thoughts while I was laying in bed. They told me they were God. You're all going to think I'm nuts, but, it gets better....and by that I mean nuttier. Just remember that at this point I still thought that the only people communicating with me were federal agents. I still hadn't made the connection between schizophrenia and the government. I was so naive that I just thought it was psychic people. Didn't take me long to figure out what I was in for!
Anyway, the kinds of things they were telling me were certainly God-like, but their feelings weren't ethereal by any means. They were underlying MEAN feelings. Whoever the ###$ this fool was, he underestimated me and my psychic powers by a long shot. Its like, I knew exactly what the deal was with this guy.
This person who was trying to connect to me at that very point was a face that I didn't fully recognize, but I ended up calling their bluff. You see our minds were connected, so there couldn't possibly have been ANY lies. The mind is the last stronghold of truth; after all, if you can't be free and truthful in your own mind, then where can you be yourself? Also keep in mind that since I didn't know who was connecting to me, and they knew my detailed face, I didn't know who it was.
That Saturday night, he told me he was God, and then backed off for a bit. He told me specifically that using psychic abilities to get girls was wrong and that I need to just calm down and stop flaunting my abilities. He also told me to stop reading the minds of federal agents because I shouldn't show off. He also told me to stop smoking weed. He said specifically that it is wrong for me to show off. [Am I losing it?? Hell No! This $#%^ was in full force so it couldn't just be a dream. I was practicing psychic powers for six months at least so this was certainly not just me losing it.]
The next day was Sunday. He hadn't connected to me for a bit. Then on the ride home, he re-connected with me. [Keep in mind its difficult to connect with more than one person at a time if you want to read specific, detailed thoughts.] Anyway, he told me in exact words that I shouldn't connect with Federal agents anymore, and that I shouldn't flaunt my abilities. His justification for telling me this was the fact that I should learn to be humble. He almost had me believing him. He really almost got me but once I reached home he messed up big time.
I was talking to this "God" for a while. Didn't really read his face, but he seemed okay to me. Got home to Philly from Harrisburg and I still had him on my mind. Two hour drive to see my parents for Father's day. Like I said, beyond the scope of all of this nutty-sounding $#%^, I am still a regular guy with regular hopes and dreams, like the rest of you. Seeing my dad was great; hadn't seen him in a while, or my mom for that matter. Love them both and god bless them. Continuing on..
I got home and while I was in my bathroom I called "GOD's" bluff. Our minds were connected so he couldn't really lie about anything once I put him on the spot. My mind was powerful but I hadn't even realized how powerful until that very moment because I made the choice to call his bluff.
I said to him, "Are you really God?" His answer: "Yes..No..Yes..[tiny voice] no." And that tiny no was the exact answer. He also had an underlying feeling of uncertainty I could feel, similar to the concept of lying to yourself. I ended up getting him to admit that he was related to one of the feds that was watching me. He told me he learned psychic in Vietnam, and that he was a military officer, and an Ex-FBI agent. But then, I decided to make sure. I called his bluff, yet again. "Yes, No, Yes, No, Yes... [tiny voice] No...." And that final answer, like Regis says, is what counts! So who actually was this guy? Who.... his uncertainty stood out the most. Aside from hearing what he said, I felt his feelings.
You can call someone's bluff and sense their uncertainty, mentally. Kinda like an [oh $#%^ does he know that I'm lying to him?] feeling. One major part of this is that you cannot lie to yourself. When two minds connect, they are one, and the truth will always prevail.
This guy couldn't have been God. Even at one point during our elevated, psychic, mental discourse, he got angry at me. Well, this was the kicker. How could GOD get angry with me? He even apologized and said, well, sometimes I get angry. What the hell? For god's sake.. this guy is GOD! Getting angry?