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Schizophrenia, Psychic, and our Government 1

Postby mutthumara50 » Tue Dec 07, 2010 12:34 am

**Updated 11/22/2010**

Plenty has happened since the last time that I've written so I've edited and added some things. I haven't updated this in four months so I have lots of new information. My experiences always change as I learn and grow, regardless of the fact that the government is relentless in trying to bring me down. This is groundbreaking information about the people in power and their evil agenda.

Barack Obama is a mind control expert, as are all freemasons. George H.W. Bush is also among this group of people. Many of you know of the freemasons but for those who aren't familiar, these are the people who actually control this planet. This is something that I know for a fact and I am willing to divulge every detail regarding this information. If you want to learn the truth about our government, read every word of this informative exposé regarding the freemasons, the highest levels of our government, and psychic powers. I will also delve into the topic of mind control. You may feel like this material is boring; be sure to understand that mind control exists within written passages as well. This may seem tough to believe but be sure to keep an open mind as you read this information.

If you search for "freemasons" in Google, the first page states 'Barack Obama is not a mason'. Well this is an absolute lie. All presidents are freemasons. Other individuals that are surely involved are: George W. Bush, Bill Clinton, Joe Biden, Eric Holder, and all of these individuals' wives.

The most difficult part about writing this is the fact that it greatly damages my credibility as a level-headed, intellectual, normal person with a sound mind. I was a regular human being with an ordinary, American lifestyle. By this I mean I am young, only 24 years old. I go to college, I have a job, a dog, a girl that I like, close friends, and so on. I smoke weed, I drink, and I do nothing out of the ordinary that would really make me a horrible person.

I can't stress enough that I am quite normal. Always respecting my parents, having close friends, and so on. Keeping my priorities straight and most importantly bending over backwards as to never offend anyone, even folks that I don't necessarily care about. Only recently did I start working on this ability to be a nicer person; I'd say prior to being 22 I was lost. Now I realize that you only get out what you put in, so I try my best to stay as loving as possible to all people.

So now I have to come to terms with the fact that everyone thinks I'm crazy. In the past few days, I've told them that I know for a fact that plans exist that involve detailed wrongdoings within our government; I also know that they are certainly trying to kill many of us late next year under the guise of releasing a resurgence of swine flu.

They used it just as a trial version this past fall season, but this time they are planning releasing a chemical agent that is going to kill many, many people. They say that they are using it as a means of population control. They even tested a variant of it in the Ukraine, but obviously media reports of that incident were suppressed. [Update 11/22/2010- Nothing has happened yet, but something might. I'm always ready for anything.]

The most awful part about this, which is affecting my reputation as a smart and level-headed person is the fact that I am telling everyone that these thoughts are psychic thoughts.

In the past four days I feel as though just expressing these personal, psychic thoughts have caused me to alienate my closest friends and the people in my family who are closest to me. I am normally the one who acts the most stable among my peers. If anyone has a problem I put it in perspective and I do my best to empathize with both parties. I am probably one of the best people to talk to in the sense that I always have the best intentions in mind. I am usually the one with no problems, usually the one listening to everyone else's problems.

But now it seems as though things have taken a horrible turn for the worse. An important part of this is that I have to still keep things stable; I crossed the line when I told my parents about it because they are getting old and don't deserve to hear my crap. I don't want to stress or worry them because I love them so much. This is the hardest, worst thing I've ever had to go through, and I'm doing it for the good of humanity. I am risking sounding crazy.. but I'm not crazy. I'm beyond normal. So why would I do this?

Our government has plans for us. This is certainly not some belligerent liberal teapot about to boil over; this is a sound-minded man with a good heart who has an important message. Picture a normal guy destroying his reputation to send out just this very letter. I've ruined relationships with loved ones and even had to run on my bicycle the other night because I was threatened with being forcibly removed from my home and taken to a mental hospital by my parents.

I've told ten people who are close to me in great detail about how I feel and how I've been feeling these past few days and they all think I'm crazy. Contrary to what most people would do (i.e. seek help), I simply just don't care anymore. I am going to continue to steer with my heart and expose these fraudulent, hateful, inhuman bastards. I feel as though this is my duty. So please, don't consider this to be a wild, confusing, paranoid, almost schizophrenic rant. This is the very truth at its core and I know this to be a fact. Just remember that prior to this week I was normal and was not feeling this way. I am not JUST well-written... I have a heart and I know what's good and right. I'm not crazy.

I am an American citizen, originally Indian, living in the great city of Philadelphia, PA, USA. I am proud of where I live and I am proud of who I am. I may not fully respect every law of this country, but I respect people, I respect police officers, and I respect the original intentions of a democratic society which were paved with the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence. I have questioned many things that our government has done, but I still feel a great sense of allegiance to my city. I have told you some things about myself now, so let me continue on with my message.

Everyone has psychic abilities whether they know it or not. Sounds nuts.. well, keep an open mind.

You ever get a thought about someone, and you don't really know why? They all of a sudden just pop into your head? As silly as it seems, its not because YOU thought about THEM but more because THEY thought about YOU.

This is such a farfetched concept for us to truly accept. If mental connections really exist then what is left? If everyone inherently possesses the ability to just access someone's thoughts and feelings then how could we all possibly live like this?

Since nobody has told us this special secret about humanity we are conditioned to never even fathom the possibility of the existance of psychic abilities. As a result, our minds automatically justify psychic thoughts by associating them with current thoughts. Here is an example: Say that you are walking down the street and you see a dress being worn by a mannequin in a store window. Simultaneously, your sister has a thought about you. As crazy as it may seem, THAT thought actually manifests itself with your current thought. [I know, don't I sound like I'm nuts?]

Anyway, the two thoughts intertwine with eachother. You all of a sudden are focusing on your sister wearing that dress. Your thought may SOUND something like this, "I wonder what my sister would think of that dress," or "I wonder what my sister would look like in that dress." You'll walk off and continue what you were doing, never even really realizing what actually occurred: A psychic connection! This may seem insane, but stay with me folks. What occurred is that the only way for your mind to actually justify having thought about her without any real reason is by joining the two thoughts. Crazy? Maybe.. but maybe not.

I originally started to notice these psychic powers several months ago, maybe even a year ago. My brother kept telling me, "When someone thinks about you, it means you are thinking about them." I didn't really believe him at first, but eventually I began to realize that there is no way this COULDN'T be true. Before I knew it my psychic powers started to heighten. Pretty soon I would pick on up any and every little thought; it was almost like that movie that with Mel Gibson called, "What Women Want." I know.. this really sounds nuts. An important part about this is that not only could I tell who was thinking about me, I could also sense their underlying emotions, and specifically how they felt about me.

The reason that these powers actually heightened is because I PRACTICED. This is something that could technically take even years of practice. Eventually you will end up isolating psychic and normal thoughts if you continue to practice this method. Start to think about why you have certain thoughts. If people start to include themselves in your conscious thoughts and you wouldn't normally think about them, then it means that they are thinking about you. I know it seems odd but if people start to mix themselves with your current thoughts, its most probably psychic related if you aren't inclined to normally think about them. Old friends that aren't a part of your life? Old co-workers? You can really recognize this ability if you start to think about someone that you barely ever hear from, and nothing reminded you of them. A good example is if a childhood friend of yours walks past a playground where you used to play and thinks of you, the psychic thought will process and you won't realize why you have that person on your mind.

Also, pay attention to any moment where you are ever in a haze and cannot stop thinking about someone. Its because their underlying emotions are SO STRONG.. Anger and love are the two possible feelings that will be stronger than ever. They are the two instances in which you will be in a haze, and you'll say, I CANT GET THIS PERSON OFF MY MIND!

If I were reading this several years ago I would never think of believing this. I would just say that it is someone who is just trying to persuade people about paranormality. A conspiracy theorist, if you will. But I'm one of the most sane, level-headed, conscious people that I know! Regardless of how normal I am, lately I've become adept to reading people as a means of learning more about them. As I've said, you may think I'm crazy. It's okay, I'm still writing this. I'm ready for the criticism, I'm ready for my friends, family, and loved ones to cast me out of their lives. I'm here for a reason.

I would have to say the worst part about this entire situation is the fact that I feel so alone. I've always had friends or family that love me and care about me and are ready to listen to me, but lately, my close relationships are completely ruined. I can't even vent to anyone anymore because they'll all tell me that I'm crazy.

I've alienated every single person that I even remotely care about because I'm shoving this garbage down their throat, but its all I know. Humans are the ones that are here to listen to you, or so I thought, especially the ones that love you and know you. Instead these same people keep telling me to seek professional help, or start taking anti-psychotic medication. I won't do either! Instead I'll just continue spreading my message until people realize that our government is pure evil. I need to expose these individuals for who they are. At this point, this is my only true therapy.

Here is how this episode began. First off, I'm not afraid to tell you this very private and potentially damaging piece of information; I used to sell weed, but I stopped, because I noticed that the D.E.A. was watching me. I cut back on my illegal activity yet for some reason I noticed that I was still on their radar. Even though I was layin' low, they continued to watch me for such a long period of time. I didn't understand why, but it began to frustrate me.

Either way I managed to continue my life as a normal student, even though they were on to my every move. It's because of what I DID.. but even when I took their message and backed off, it seemed to enrage them. They just wasted so much time watching a citizen who did nothing more than live his life. They don't even fully know what they've really caused. They'll know, though. In time, everyone will know. This written piece will be common knowledge for every man, woman, and child on god's green earth. At this point I'd like to say I'm glad they kept watching me because they watched every single day since this started. I'm glad that federal law enforcement officers saw everything because its a group of people that wouldn't necessarily be open-minded to this information. Continuing on...

About one week ago something happened that truly blew my mind. My psychic powers began to heighten to a very scary degree almost. It may have been the practice, or well, thats what I believe. Isolating and separating my thoughts every second of the day had caused me to be able to realize which thoughts WERE mine, and which WEREN'T. Again, seems nuts. But its a skill that anyone can practice. After learning this method you can even tell which siblings of yours may secretly resent you, and feel bad about it at the same time, but don't. A wishy-washy almost goofy situation. Tough to wrap your mind around it, I know. How could this be??

Once again, the movie What Women Want starring Mel Gibson comes to mind. I even got on two subways for the first time since my powers heightened, the Broad Street Line and the Market-Frankford Line in my home city of Philadelphia.

Both times I heard so much you wouldn't even believe. I could not even imagine the amount of negative thoughts that exist in this world. More bad than good! Also, you can FEEL people's feelings. If someone is very sad, it is apparent, and you feel it. If someone is happy, that also stands out.. If someone loves you, it certainly stands out. Its a conjoined feeling.. all of our minds are meant to be one collective consciousness. If we aren't all on the same page we are facing imminent danger! Keep reading, because this is the heart of this message. I specifically want to say that our government does not want the best for us, not by any means, not by a long shot, no way in hell.

Back to what I was saying about the D.E.A.

About five days ago, my psychic powers hit the highest peak that they've ever hit. Keep in mind that the D.E.A. was still listening in on my calls. I was talking to my best friend on earth on the phone, like I always do. I said something to her like, "Hey, as soon as you put your two weeks in at your job and decide to move out here I am going to start looking for a job. The reason I didn't before is because I'm already not even home that much because of class, and I feel bad leaving the dog at home without anyone to watch him. I think that once you're here it'll be much better because we can coordinate our schedules in favor of the dog." I said something along those lines.

All of a sudden my psychic powers began to kick in. Someone, obviously a third party who was listening in on the conversation, had a thought that responded directly to what I had just said. Keep in mind that my psychic powers were at their peak due to the fact that I continued to practice them. This third party was in fact the D.E.A. agent who was assigned to listen in on my call for the day. The thought went something like this: "Well, that's what you get for treating your dog like a baby. He's spoiled now." These thoughts came in so quickly because she thought about me while thinking about the dog. Also what helped was the fact that I was in a heightened psychic state since my practice was continuing to make my powers stronger and stronger. When someone focuses on you, or your current state, or your current activities, or your face, or is in any moment with you, it is possible to connect with them on a psychic level because you are both experiencing the same thing. [Nuts, I know.]

I immediately responded to that thought out loud. This was the first time I had ever done this to such a high degree of accuracy. I kept my thoughts open, ready for whatever would happen next, seeing if I could get this person to freak out. I kept my friend on the phone and talked to her AND the D.E.A. agent. She is my best friend so even if she thought I was nuts she stayed on the phone and kept laughing as she normally would.

[You have to keep in mind that the example that I described about the mannequin is just the very beginning. Its because we are conditioned; our mind justifies these thoughts because we were never taught to practice this ability. The general consensus across the planet is that we cannot all possibly read eachothers minds. Practicing psychic abilities allows humans to isolate psychic thoughts from personal thoughts. Once you begin to seriously work on this ability, your psychic abilities will heighten, similarly to my level of clairsentience.]

Here are the types of things that I was saying to the agent. I was describing her, the way she looked, and how she felt. When she started to feel scared, I'd tell her that. Then I connected directly to her thought process, listening in on her every word. "This can't be... but it is.. but it can't be.. but it is.." Just her trying to actually justify the situation was mind boggling. Her FEELINGS were standing out the most.. .Terrified... but mesmerized. As if she had seen God. I was feeling these feelings simultaneously since our minds were connected at that point in time.
I am going to pause this dialogue at this moment and let you read an excerpt from Linda Kaye that best explains the way all of this works. This is truly something that inspired me to practice my psychic abilities and continue searching for the deepest truths about life. I found these three paragraphs because I went to Google and typed in "When someone is thinking about you". I did this because I started getting so many psychic transmissions that I had to see if there were any more resources on this. I wanted to see if others were feeling this way. Anyway, here is what I found:

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Have you ever asked yourself why it is so difficult to stop thinking about someone? We are all psychic in one way or another. When you connect to another man/woman in a deep way, you are connecting with your souls. Most people don't realize how psychic they really are. Everyone is clairsentient whether they know it or not. Being clairsentient means that you have the psychic ability to feel another person's energy and feelings.

Now, when you think about someone in a normal way, there is nothing unusual there. Then all of a sudden you feel overwhelmed like you are in a fog and you can't stop thinking about them. Now, stop for a second and focus on where you are feeling the energy. It is usually in the heart and chest area. You've had that funny feeling before. Remember. You just thought it was YOU. What is going on is that you are feeling THEIR THOUGHTS. WHAT YOU ARE FEELING IS WHAT THEY ARE THINKING AND FEELING ABOUT YOU.

During the time you are experiencing this, you may feel feelings from extreme sadness, or guilt to feelings of peace or missing someone. Keep in mind you only started feeling these thoughts when you connected to their energy. So know that you if you are feeling great sadness, it will pass. If you are feeling a great feeling of peace and joy, you know they are thinking wonderful thoughts of you.

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Linda Kaye Lebovic is the only person who actually corroborated what I already knew to be the truth, however she didn't really dive into great detail. She is certainly truthful in her findings and a great source. But anyway, let me continue with my original story.

I hung up with my friend and continued my conversation with the D.E.A. lady because I knew that my house was tapped through my logitech webcam, by the D.E.A. I kept looking and talking to her, and she would not disconnect from me, mentally.

She was scared out of her mind, and eventually convinced herself that I was God on earth. She started saying things like, "Why you ain't on psychic friends network?" I figured out that she was Half Black and Half Hispanic, 36 years old, but often lies about her age but couldn't go lower than 33. She is a single lady with not too many close friends, but she's very close with her mom. How did I know so much about her? Because I'd ask her questions and our minds would be connected, and based on what I'd say, the answer went as follows: "Yes,No,Yes,No,yeee.." Well, that last YEEEEE is actually a YES. Its an underlying feeling that people can't hide from. This was blowing her mind. She couldn't lie to me because our minds were one. Even when she was lying it was like she knew, and then I knew. That uncertain feeling was something that she was unable to hide from and its because we were connected as one mind source at that point in time.

Bear with me folks, this is seriously insane. This lady almost had a heart attack and would NOT stop thinking about me for the rest of the night. This was the highest peak I had ever hit and I was experiencing it with this lady whom I had never even met! The reason it got to that point is because my psychic powers continuted to heighten.

She KNEW it was real. She had thoughts like, "Why are we watchin this guy?" Towards the end she got so sad.. and so emotional. So I said, "Why you sad baby?" She was almost in tears at that point. It was something she had never experienced in her life, an epiphany if you will. She seriously felt as if she was talking to God on earth. Just me, talking to my webcam, nobody responding directly but only mentally responding. The lady was on my mind all night. But not because I was thinking about her. I swear, I was trying to stop at a certain point. But she was deeply thinking about me so much that she created that connection that would not disconnect. She was mesmerized!

I wasn't really phased for some reason because it was so common for me to experience these psychic thoughts. I said to myself this information is so clear! This was certainly the cherry on top.. Having this much power was amazing.. or so atleast I thought.
[Update 11/22/2010]-- I would like to interject and say that after thinking about this for many months, I am not sure if this was someone who worked for the government or worked for the D.E.A. By this I mean that I found out during the past 4 months that the government watches that website that teaches people to be psychic. This could very well have been someone who worked for the government that was pretending to be a D.E.A. agent. Either way I am still not sure at this point because I haven't spoken to an agent face to face. Continuing on..
If a third party reacts to any piece of my conversation, then I'll know that they are listening. There is no hiding from this.. the underlying truth within all of this is all of our minds have the potential to be connected, and you cannot hide from your thoughts. It is impossible. All it takes is some practice, isolating psychic from personal thoughts, and before you know it, you can easily read minds. You will be amazed. Also, if someone is focusing on you and what you're doing, and they know what you look like, i.e. the D.E.A., then its easy to keep a connection. When someone thinks about you, your brain automatically connects with them. If you don't know them personally then it will be blurry, but still a connection. [Like a road-rage incident or something.]
That's how it was for me with the D.E.A. Try another practice method: Tell a close friend to try to connect to you, one who doesn't live very close, but you know their face. Tell them to focus hard on you while you do the same. See how you feel, you may just be able to feel their feelings! [Nuts, I know. Just a practice method.. Couldn't hurt to try, right?]

Our souls all have the ability to communicate, regardless of where our bodies may be on this planet. So I'd talk and say any real thing and as soon as I FELT a reaction, I'd respond to it.

On the way to my parents' house, someone connected to me and pretended to be a D.E.A. agent. They were talking to me in my head and telling me about their family and things like that. At the time I really believed that it was a D.E.A. agent but in actuality it was someone that worked for the government. I was naive back then but as time marched on I realized that there is no way that just a D.E.A. agent would be able to communicate with me so well.

Ever hear someone say that they hear voices in their head? Well guess what people. Schizophrenia is our government taking a $#%^ on low-income people. Nobody ever knew this.. many people who suffer from schizophrenia do say that it is the government, but the general response is that they are crazy. Our government is psychic; schizophrenia is just another piece of the puzzle that reiterates the norms. A government-endorsed paper called the "Drift Hypothesis" was released to explain the relationship between low-income people and schizophrenia. I have read every word and I cannot find one relevant piece of information that actually explains why POOR PEOPLE hear VOICES in their head. I will explain more about this in detail further along in this writing.

I have to be the one to bear this news, regardless of how I feel. I understand that this is my mission on earth, and I have no choice but to release every piece of information regarding psychic powers and our government.

That night on Saturday, someone came into my thoughts while I was laying in bed. They told me they were God. You're all going to think I'm nuts, but, it gets better....and by that I mean nuttier. Just remember that at this point I still thought that the only people communicating with me were federal agents. I still hadn't made the connection between schizophrenia and the government. I was so naive that I just thought it was psychic people. Didn't take me long to figure out what I was in for!

Anyway, the kinds of things they were telling me were certainly God-like, but their feelings weren't ethereal by any means. They were underlying MEAN feelings. Whoever the ###$ this fool was, he underestimated me and my psychic powers by a long shot. Its like, I knew exactly what the deal was with this guy.

This person who was trying to connect to me at that very point was a face that I didn't fully recognize, but I ended up calling their bluff. You see our minds were connected, so there couldn't possibly have been ANY lies. The mind is the last stronghold of truth; after all, if you can't be free and truthful in your own mind, then where can you be yourself? Also keep in mind that since I didn't know who was connecting to me, and they knew my detailed face, I didn't know who it was.

That Saturday night, he told me he was God, and then backed off for a bit. He told me specifically that using psychic abilities to get girls was wrong and that I need to just calm down and stop flaunting my abilities. He also told me to stop reading the minds of federal agents because I shouldn't show off. He also told me to stop smoking weed. He said specifically that it is wrong for me to show off. [Am I losing it?? Hell No! This $#%^ was in full force so it couldn't just be a dream. I was practicing psychic powers for six months at least so this was certainly not just me losing it.]

The next day was Sunday. He hadn't connected to me for a bit. Then on the ride home, he re-connected with me. [Keep in mind its difficult to connect with more than one person at a time if you want to read specific, detailed thoughts.] Anyway, he told me in exact words that I shouldn't connect with Federal agents anymore, and that I shouldn't flaunt my abilities. His justification for telling me this was the fact that I should learn to be humble. He almost had me believing him. He really almost got me but once I reached home he messed up big time.

I was talking to this "God" for a while. Didn't really read his face, but he seemed okay to me. Got home to Philly from Harrisburg and I still had him on my mind. Two hour drive to see my parents for Father's day. Like I said, beyond the scope of all of this nutty-sounding $#%^, I am still a regular guy with regular hopes and dreams, like the rest of you. Seeing my dad was great; hadn't seen him in a while, or my mom for that matter. Love them both and god bless them. Continuing on..

I got home and while I was in my bathroom I called "GOD's" bluff. Our minds were connected so he couldn't really lie about anything once I put him on the spot. My mind was powerful but I hadn't even realized how powerful until that very moment because I made the choice to call his bluff.

I said to him, "Are you really God?" His answer: "Yes..No..Yes..[tiny voice] no." And that tiny no was the exact answer. He also had an underlying feeling of uncertainty I could feel, similar to the concept of lying to yourself. I ended up getting him to admit that he was related to one of the feds that was watching me. He told me he learned psychic in Vietnam, and that he was a military officer, and an Ex-FBI agent. But then, I decided to make sure. I called his bluff, yet again. "Yes, No, Yes, No, Yes... [tiny voice] No...." And that final answer, like Regis says, is what counts! So who actually was this guy? Who.... his uncertainty stood out the most. Aside from hearing what he said, I felt his feelings.

You can call someone's bluff and sense their uncertainty, mentally. Kinda like an [oh $#%^ does he know that I'm lying to him?] feeling. One major part of this is that you cannot lie to yourself. When two minds connect, they are one, and the truth will always prevail.

This guy couldn't have been God. Even at one point during our elevated, psychic, mental discourse, he got angry at me. Well, this was the kicker. How could GOD get angry with me? He even apologized and said, well, sometimes I get angry. What the hell? For god's sake.. this guy is GOD! Getting angry?
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Postby mutthumara50 » Tue Dec 07, 2010 9:51 pm

[As difficult as it may be for you to really believe what is being written here, it couldn't hurt to practice this method, right? Try to begin isolating your psychic thoughts from your conscious thoughts.. you may be surprised. You see, you have to literally figure out exactly how your mind works. If you know what it is that you normally think about, then eventually, you'll know which thoughts are YOURS, and which, well, aren't. If you see an item at the store in the Kitchen section, and your mom thinks of you at that exact time, you may mix the two thoughts, and you may just think about what your mom may do with those Kitchen items. Once again, this is your mind's way of justifying having thought about your mom without any reason for doing so. Additionally, while the two of you connect, you can feel her feelings as well.]

I know that this is simply possibly the most insane thing you've ever had the privilege of reading, but I can't stress this simple fact enough: I AM NORMAL. I've always been normal, and I'm always going to be normal. Its just that I had a psychic breakthrough, and I'm here to inform humans of the possibilities that exist within our minds. We can all connect with one another whether you want to believe it or not. Even the worst of souls. The worst of the worst. Our government.

Anyway, I ended up figuring out by the end of that night, and Monday night, and Tuesday night, that the person who was pretending to be god was a guy at the highest level of the government. All that bluff-calling? It was interesting and I'm glad I did it. As soon as I figured this out, I was off on my bicycle. I rode Southeast on Ridge Avenue for almost two miles and stopped and told so many people "remember this face, the government is trying to kill me." I made sure that I told at least a few hundred people. Just packs of people standing outside.. looking at me. Well, I don't take chances. I knew exactly what was going on...
Everyone has the ability to feel people's feelings, including uncertainty once you become psychic enough. And believe me, these ###$ certainly don't have good intentions. No way. So here's where the story takes a turn for the worse, and, maybe you guys can help me by trying your best to connect to these idiots, specifically everyone I mentioned in the first paragraph. (Bush, H.W. Bush, and their wives. Condoleezza Rice, Joe Biden, and Barack Obama for sure.)

Work on your psychic abilities, and eventually, read these idiots' minds, and see what's on their minds. Start with friends and family before moving onto the government.. you'll soon learn that you'll even be able to know when a close one resents you, and when they feel bad, and so on and so forth. Eventually, you'll even get to know WHY they resent you, or LOVE YOU, if you will. Soon enough, with enough practice, you'll be able to read their exact minds. The reason you'll be able to tell is because you'll be able to understand which thoughts are yours and which aren't; the only way to do this is by practicing and separating the two different styles of thoughts. It takes a lot of time to practice, but eventually, it works. You start to understand which thoughts are caused by you, and which are caused by two minds connecting for a moment in time and sharing a thought.

At one point before the government jumped in on Father's day, I decided to read George W. Bush's mind. This was before this entire explosion of psychic powers involving Federal agents. I just did it for the hell of it; I was starting to realize my peak, so I decided to see what was going on with this piece of $#%^. Why the hell not, right? Focused hard, very hard, on this guy's face, even though I didn't know him at all.

It wasn't good. I didn't get too much very detailed information, but he seems to say that Texas and Israel two regions of the earth that will be generally untouched by whatever these ###$ have up their sleeves for late 2011. They certainly are planning population control, and they are certainly going to affect major metropolitan areas. Their plans are to execute this late next year, and release chemical agents into the air that will devastate the masses. They say that it will coincide with the tenth anniversary of September 11th, and it will happen between September and December of 2011. Martial Law will be imposed; folks in the military will not only increase in numbers, but will also hold better economic status than they do at this point. Higher up on the food chain, if you will. Life will be tougher, and our nation's leaders will continue to pretend that they are also in debt, but really, they are slowly becoming richer than ever. Money is control; these guys are in charge of resources and they dole them out as they please. Blacks? Always get the $#%^ end of the stick in this world. You can thank freemasons for this.

[This power structure is something that we don't notice because of the 'time value of money', which is a concept that is based on the devaluation of money. Has anyone ever told you that a million bucks in 1980 was a fortune? Its true. Millionaires are a greater percentage of the populous in the year 2010 because a million ain't $#%^ anymore; back in the day, however, telling someone that you are a millionaire was a great big deal. Now? A million is a million maybe because you're saying the WORD million, but the pie is broken up differently. The reason that the world is like this is because it gives the impression that the economy is continuing to be stable; however, since retail prices for goods are so inflated in this nation, there is never any way to tell whether or not we are winning, losing, or staying the same.]

[You see, the pie is ALWAYS the same size. (The large pie of money/resources that this world wields, that is.) but, as time marches on, the numbers get smaller. Even if you held 1% of the world's money in 1980, and you hold 1% of the world's money still now, it means that back then it may have been like $200 quadrillion whereas now it would be $500 septillion, but the reality is, its still 1% of the money. Sorry to sidetrack you all but this is an important aspect of what these people are doing. Relative to eachother, we are not necessarily gaining power or status. Recession? A crap story to make it appear as though economics are real. They consistently skew the monetary appearance of the large pie of resources to make it appear as though citizens are not becoming poorer, relative to the economy. Instead, these guys have power and just hand out resources as they wish. This world was set up to make it appear as though a caste system exists, and it is largely based on race.]

Moving on back to George W. Bush..

I asked Bush without him knowing and forced my way into his thought process and asked questions. "Is Israel safe?" "No... [small voice] yes.." and like, I forced the no, just to force out a yes. This is so crazy to even imagine, but picture if two minds connect and they end up being one. Then both minds are the same mind, they are just working in tandem through two different orifices, or bodies if you will. Anyway, they both think the exact same thoughts at that exact same time. So if you try to force something false within that mind, the truth will reveal itself.

Say for example you were gay, but embarrassed about it. Great example here, a self-conscious homosexual that's in the closet because they are afraid of what everyone else may think about them. Well, you may end up having gay thoughts, but you'll tell yourself, "I'm not gay... [small voice] but I am...".. and that final answer, the small voice, is the truth. You're trying to hide from the truth, but you can't necessarily achieve that because your mind is the last stronghold of any truthful statement or belief. Your underlying emotion/feeling that accompanies this thought is maybe embarrassed or even guilty. Either way, you are unable to fully hide from the fact that you are gay.

Anyway, using this bluff-calling method that I have described, I connected to Bush, and found out a whole lot about what probably everyone would like to know. They are planning wide-scale population control in late 2011, under the guise of a swine flu resurgence, like I've mentioned before.

They cannot hide from their thoughts, and actually, the funny thing, is that if you know the exact shape of their face then you can connect to them on a higher level. You can learn more because they don't know your face, but you know their face. Google images is a great tool for connecting with powers within our government.

[I learned this specific trait about psychic abilities because over the months, things I'd say and do, would make D.E.A. agents feel a certain way about me. I'd feel those psychic thoughts, but, I would never truly be able to focus in on their exact faces. Its because, they knew my exact face, and I didn't know their faces.]

Use Google Images to focus on the faces of individuals that are high up in the government; it is a great tool. Make the image as big as possible on the screen and focus, hard, once you're at your peak that is.

You need to first practice, however. Try to see how it makes you feel to focus on different people, as well. If theres someone you're fighting with at work, or is passive aggressive towards you at work, then try to recognize the feeling as their feeling, not yours. If someone loves you, try to connect to them. Understand that the feelings are almost always shared. Remember that one day if you're mad, it may be because someone is mad at you. If you always feel like you are on an emotional rollercoaster, then it's possible that many people in your life feel certain ways about you.

Another indication of psychic powers being real is the fact that people are able to connect with others for a brief moment in time and sense a split-second sexual psychic connection. Its like, sometimes, you can tell when people are gay. Ever hear that? It happens when key words that relate to sex are mentioned, even out of context. Like "I had a hard time at work.." Someone may send you an uncertain gay thought after hearing the word 'hard'... or if someone bends over in front of someone else, maybe that'll spark it. Either way, both parties feel this thought/emotion. This is a major indication of mental connections; we are all so conditioned however that we never even talk about this, but I know for a fact that many people recognize what this is. Continuing on..

The best way to focus on someone, as I've said, is to focus on their face. If you start to heighten your psychic abilities, please, once they reach a certain level, start using google to pull up images of members of our government. Here is where they have the weakness; we have the ability to see their exact faces and connect with them on the deep level where they are unable to do so. They don't necessarily know who is connecting with them unless they actually know them, and that is what is so phenomenal about my abilities. Somehow I was able to figure out that people that I didn't actually know were people that are famous; individuals that are in a power position within this nation. Others I didn't know but were somehow involved in my life were D.E.A. agents.

All the specific people I've mentioned in the beginning of this written piece are people that need to be connected with, hundred percent, guaranteed. They have things that they are hiding that we can all figure out. With our minds. I swear! If we are experiencing the same things, then our minds are simply connected, especially if we are focusing on eachother. The reason that we, as the general populous, have the advantage, is because we have the ability to know their faces while they don't know our exact faces. Continuing on..

One day while I was being harrassed by these idiots, they did the unthinkable. Generally all they'd ever do is give me manic experiences and voices; I always knew who it was because I watch the news; the voices matched always matched up. Famous politicians were doing this and it makes sense because they needed prominent and established psychics to stay on top of me. Anyway, I felt some rumbling under my feet. No way I said.. is this an earthquake? These guys were somehow shaking my house lightly. I couldn't believe it. As the days went by they did it many more times and I realized that Freemasons do all earthquakes. I said well, I'm telling everyone. It's tough to believe that they shook my house, or that they can shake any isolated geographical location. There is another piece of the puzzle as well which is the date of 2012. This is symbolic numerology that our government uses; things were starting to fall into place. I am so glad these idiots showed me a big secret; what the ###$ were they thinking?

Ever hear about December 21, 2012? The exact date of this is 12/21/12. If you look at it differently, it is 333. Well, that is a number that has great significance with freemasonry. As difficult as it may seem to believe, a metal machine exists under this earth that was built by a previous population. They probably didn't know why they built it; nonetheless it was set off on them. It is under every continent and 12/21/12 was the day that the machine was going to be set off. I learned about this date and this numerology AFTER they shook my house. Being connected with the freemasons taught me exactly how this world works.

This is absolutely real; our government has had high technology since the beginning of "time" as we know it. You see, based on simple math there is no way in hell that we were all ramapithecus monkeys 7 million years ago, and now all of a sudden our population is 6 billion humans with voice boxes. Historical population counts are absolute proof of these guys playing God with the planet by use of their metal machine.

The main reason that I know for a fact that these guys do earthquakes is because they shook my house. They did it lightly, but enough to the point where liquid in a bottle on the floor was shaking. It reminded me of the movies when a big person is walking towards a table with glasses of water and it shakes. These guys didn't even think twice about what they were doing; an absolutely stupid choice because they weren't able to kill me. I view my life as if it were a game of chess with the government. I always say, "You guys shoulda killed me on Father's day.. before I rode around and told everyone that you wanted to kill me." Now I'm telling everyone. Ask a freemason about earthquakes; watch 'em squirm.

When you type in freemasons in google, the very first site states "Barack Obama is not a mason." This was just another big clue; they did it just to make sure that people calmed down and thought to themselves, 'Oh the world is changing, we have a black president, he isnt a part of this power structure whether or not it exists.' He would have stayed in power until it was set off. There may have even been another election, but the new president wouldn't have even been inaugurated due to the December world earthquake.

[Update 11/22/2010]- This may be tough to believe, but this paper was read by over 10,000 people. It has been posted on several message boards and emailed to everyone that I've known over the course of my life, and even others that I don't know. As a result of people reading this very real information, Barack Obama became very sick and haggard. You would never believe that this was because of the information you are reading. The truth is very apparent because they were blindsided; he used a series of transitional clones before the current clone was put in place.

I finished writing this on July 20th, and he was already looking very sick and haggard. Here is the last paragraph that I wrote before I stopped writing for four months. The timeline of events with regard to this schizophrenic/psychic marathon absolutely coincides with the usage of these clones. Keep in mind that this was edited and re-edited so this portion was supposed to be the last paragraph that I wrote:
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I find that pretty soon I may end up acting extremely uncharacteristic of myself. Today is July 20th, 2010, and this all started because in late February I realized my psychic powers. I don't know why I continued to practice but I know that I have been normal for my entire life and that this one month episode with our government is always going to get worse. I truly believe that the end for me may be near. I have always acted normal and I believe that pretty soon I may be subject to seizures or other types of severe mental distress. If my mental illness takes over in any way then this was certainly caused by our government. I also want to reiterate that if my death is caused in any way at all, it is due to these people, and specifically Barack Obama. Schizophrenia and epilepsy are very real and they are two of many horrific diseases which have been created by these tyrants; these conditions disproportionately affect lower-income groups, especially black people.
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The distribution of this written piece of work made Barack Obama so haggard that he had to use clones...

Check out his July 29th appearance on The View. He was sleepy, haggard, not our normal alert president. Then check out his University of Texas speech on August 9th. Completely different guy. Doesn't seem to catch your eye at first, but pause several stillframes while watching it. Look closely at his face. If you pause stillframes enough you will realize that this is a face that is unfamiliar. This isn't the current Barack Obama, nor is it the original one that I know. Not only this, but other clones were used as well. There's a guy that I call salt-and-pepper guy. I saved hundreds of pics as evidence and I want to post them before something happens to my computer. Check out stillframes from his Aug 9 speech, and if its still up, there should be a webpage that has Obama's best of August 2010 pics. One that stands out the most as salt and pepper guy is a picture of him on a boat with 'his daughter'. Who knows what she thinks of all this... or if she even knows.

Clones? How is it possible? Nobody on this planet looks like Barack Obama so how the hell could the freemasons pull this off? They say he's half-black and half-white.. but I've never heard a voice like that nor have I seen a face like that. Let me explain..

Do you know these people: Eric Holder, Condoleezza Rice, Louis Farrakhan, Booker T. Washington, Sanford Bishop, Malcolm X, Ken Blackwell, Edward Brooke, Wardell Connerly, Ada Fisher, Wallace B Jefferson, Charles Ramsey. The last guy is the Police Commissioner in my city, ironically. Well anyway, take a close look at their faces. Take a look at the Official portrait of Barack Obama. Do you see those freckle looking marks on their faces? I call 'em pockmarks. They are definitely there on Condoleezza, Barack, and Connerly's faces. Holder's got 'em too, as does Fisher, Ramsey, and Ken Blackwell. You see, Charles Ramsey is the only one of the group that doesn't wear any makeup to cover them up. Well he doesn't really have to do this because he's not in the limelight- just a Police Commissioner. So take a good look at Charles Ramsey's face.. that is a typical pockmarked face.

Ever zoom in on the moon with a telescope? Well, it only goes so far, to the surface. After that its all #######4 pictures from NASA that show a desolate off-white landscape. Ever look up at the moon and see the discoloration that almost looks like water? Most of it looks bright but part of it is blue. People live on the moon. The reason that I know this is because I called psychic bluffs while talking to the Freemasons. The world is called Escape. Buzz Aldrin and Lance Armstrong are freemasons. As you may have thought before, the moon landing was #######4.

I learned this because around day 40 of this long schizophrenic marathon, they started to use regular citizens from Escape to talk to me. They sounded different; some had Barack Obama's exact voice. They had different attitudes and obviously weren't part of this world because the things they'd tell me were, "Shut up about earthquakes.." They don't even know what that means, just doing what their bosses told them to do. Their language was more archaic, but still English. I learned a lot because these citizens actually told me stuff because I started to explain to them what schizophrenia was. There is somewhat of a revolution taking place up there as well; many people know now about schizophrenia on that planet.

I haven't searched but I'm sure that within the higher reaches of the government or even heads of municipalities there are more people who are from Escape. They have a distinct look. Another person that I suspect that is from Escape is Martin Luther King Jr.

The sad part is that Booker T, Malcolm X, Obama, Farrakhan, and King Jr. are all another piece of the puzzle. These guys not only look different but they also were put in place by the Freemasons to give black people a light at the end of the tunnel. While staying connected to the government I realized that there is so much to this world that is complete #######4, and I never even knew it. These guys aren't ashamed of themselves probably because they are of a different genetic stock, not to mention they are freemasons and they just exist as part of the government.

There are five distinct Obama clones aside from Barack Obama, so a total of six people. The current Obama has a fatter face.. I call him fat fishy face. He is the most accurate looking clone of all. The original one is the guy that I know.. he did the inauguration speech and every speech and public appearance up until he was a guest on The View on July 29th. If you watch that episode he looks sleepy and sick. Between the original Obama and the current Obama there were four distinct clones. One guy I call confused guy with the sun in his eyes. I only have ONE PICTURE of him but he looks nothing like any of them. Another guy I also only have one picture of, and I call him goofy guy. Clone #3 is salt and pepper guy, and #4 is Reptilian University of Texas guy. NONE OF THESE PEOPLE LOOK ALIKE!!! They have the same sized head as Obama but that's the only resemblance.

This piece of paper literally turned him haggard; I was such a good psychic that they used prominent people in the government to connect to me and try to take me down, even our very own president. You can view his appearance turn haggard from June to July... all of a sudden there is a lapse in his media appearances. I ended writing this July 20th while the guy was sick to his stomach.... it gets better. America this is very very real.

Check out the August 9th speech at the University of Texas. If you were to pause the guy's face while he talks, you'd realize that it is certainly not Barack Obama. This guy looks nothing like him. He has the same sized head and similar facial features, however when you check out the stillframes, you will realize that he has a completely different look. I have paused about 90 stillframes of his face. Ten of them stand out the most, and I am going to distribute photos of that along with this text file and a powerpoint through an email. I want everyone to know that the release of this piece of paper had the freemasons scrambling to figure out what to do about Barack Obama. Sounds nuts? Check out the pics and decide for yourselves. Mark the psychic created a serious breach, and it's absolutely real.

If you were to pause stillframes of any of Obama's other speeches, prior or after the August 9th speech at the University of Texas, you'd see faces that look nothing like that transitional clone. This is where they MAJORLY messed up. A horrible clone.. this guy looks nothing like Obama. There are a few stillframes which look unbelievably ridiculous. Send an email to dasprevails@gmail.com if you would like to see the pictures. They stick out like a sore thumb and look absolutely 100% ridiculous. I am going to attach a powerpoint with some of the photos but I have more comprehensive pics saved on my computer regarding the clones, including about 50 pics of Salt and Pepper guy.

He just has a serious salt and pepper hair color which looks nothing like Barack's hair. On top of that he has a different shaped face, but he still somewhat resembles Barack. Salt and Pepper guy was only there for just some photoshoots; pictures of the back of his head, side views, him smiling, complete #######4. It's obviously not the haggard Obama that I know.

Keep in mind that all of these weird clones emerged in August alone; that speech at University of Texas seals the deal. Who the hell is that guy? He isn't salt and pepper guy.. he isn't the current president who is the permanent clone.. and he isn't the original president. He is the worst clone ever.. maybe it's a tie between him and salt and pepper guy.

Fat fishy face is the current president; he is probably their best choice because he resembles Obama more than any of those #######5 transitional clones. Goofy guy and Confused Guy are also pretty key. Sometimes I think that goofy guy resembles the University of Texas guy, but then when I take a closer look I realize that his face is more scrunched. Confused guy was also a quick transitional clone; the photos were always low resolution and weird angles during August. If anyone has any footage of Obama in July or August that is independent, please send it to dasprevails@gmail.com. Looking on the internet has led me to several dead ends; a few of these clones probably will never appear again on the web. I can't find confused or goofy guy anywhere! Salt and pepper guy and UT guy are still around but probably not for long.

If you're skeptical about the possibility of clones, do two things.

First, stare at their faces, specifically the stillframes from the August 9th speech; you can find some faces that you'll never see, nor have you ever seen. The original Obama and the current Obama would never ever make faces like that, period. This guy looks absolutely different and is certainly not the president. He was a stand-in because the original guy is sick to his stomach because of this written piece.

Second, imagine this. You ever see Chinese people and realize that many of them have similar hair, similar looks, but a different face. It's the same with Black people too, and even Indian people. Well, it's the same with this type of people. Many of them have that sized head but the reality is if you look closely at their faces you'll realize that none of them are alike.

The government's plan was to do as follows: Make my death look like an accident, or detain me in some way and torture me. But you see, this is their plan to defend what they are doing. They can't let someone just slip through the cracks and expose them; but that's why I'm writing this, you see. To do that very deed.

Another important thing that people need to do is ask celebrities about schizophrenia. Sorry to turn this into haterfest 2010, but you guys should have thought about what you were doing before you did it. There are many celebrities that are employed by the U.S. government that actually give voices to people, predominantly in low-income neighborhoods. I learned this because I have actually heard voices from celebrities as well.

If you know anyone who has schizophrenia, give them this simple formula to rid themselves of their voices:

[If you are able to communicate with your voices, say 'You work for the government and the person who last had your job was threatened with their lives. Everyone knows what schizophrenia is now and you may get killed.' If you are unable to speak back to your voices, either think it or say it in your head, and simultaneously say it aloud. Government cameras exist everywhere, even in the form of a small fly on the wall. Believe it.]

The fact that celebrities are employed to give voices is a secret; it's easy to procure these people for an evil government job because they already sold out. Money is the root of all evil! Black celebrities who give folks schizophrenia, you guys are sellouts and the worst. You're ruining your communities for money. Once people find out about this, you're ###$.

If anyone knows any of these people, confront them about what they do! Here is a list of definite people who give people voices. [Russell Peters, Will Smith, Jada Pinkett-Smith, Beyonce, 50 Cent, Jon Lovitz, Tina Fey, Amy Poehler, Marlon Wayans, Sean Wayans, Allen Payne, Sinbad, LL Cool J, Rosie O'Donnell, Ice Cube, the cast of Dave Chappelle's show, Pauly Shore, Malcolm Jamal Warner, Snoop Doggy Dogg, Jay Z, Kevin James, Jack Nicholson, Samuel L. Jackson, Tom Cruise, Katie Holmes, Tim Meadows, Bryan Cranston, Robin Williams] If you ever see or run into any of these people, make sure you tell them that they contribute to evil and ask them about schizophrenia. I can absolutely guarantee you that they won't act cool, calm, or collected.
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Postby mutthumara50 » Tue Dec 07, 2010 9:51 pm

`I want to say that I have effectively saved my life, not only because I biked around and let folks know about my possible death, but also because of my posts, emails, ims, and everything similar to it. If anything happens to me, If I get detained, killed, or really ANYTHING at all, you are all going to know the reason for that happening. Its because I reached a psychic peak and connected with these leaders, and, they kept trying to say they were going to kill me and my dog. Evil #####&; you're being put in your place. Accept it..

My mission in life is to expose them. God has a plan for all of us; well, something is telling me not to back down. I have to be the one to send out this message; that's what I am doing.. My goal is to send this to every soul on this planet. I truly realized that these ###$ are absolutely relentless; therefore, I am going to expose this message. I am sending this with the hope that it reaches every corner of this planet.

It is my god-given duty to expose every shred of detail imaginable regarding this horrible, inhuman, and evil mess of ideas that these ###$ are planning for all of us. I also am motivated to train people on how to be psychic. Our government certainly doesn't have the best intentions. I am calling on all of you people to read this message and pass it on.

Additionally I'd like to say that its been near impossible to reconcile any psychic thoughts from people that aren't a part of the government since this started. I am exposing these ###$.

I am normal and I have always been normal.. This is all happening for a reason. My name is Mark, I am 24 years old, and this is my message.

Pray for me, and, give this some real thought. You guys need to all start practicing this, whether or not I die.

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*The November update just edited it, but remember while this was going on, a lot of stuff was happening and I kept note of all of it with dates. Below what I wrote is absolutely real; a chemical fog in my city.*

Today is an update, the date is June 24, 2010, and it is 8:42 PM. I just went outside and they are spraying Chem-trails at an unprecedented rate like never before. Everyone is acting a little slower, even me, no kidding. Its almost as if they are trying to fight this problem, and the epicenter is existing in Philadelphia. They are starting with my city and executing world domination. As crazy as it seems, I have been mentally fighting with them for days, and now, they are trying to take back over. Please everyone, help, Philadelphia is possibly under attack. Please, search on google about chem trails to understand more about this. This is just another way for them to keep us down, and make sure that we never reach this higher level of consciousness that everyone has the ability to reach. Please, practice, and practice, as much as possible. I can't stress it enough!

They also may cut power and internet to this city.. it would be extremely difficult for them to do so without a few days to prepare and a viable reason, but remember, this is the epicenter of this particular movement. 80% of people who received this email to start are in the Philadelphia area, so if anything specific happens in this geographic region, it is to raise red flags. This is a region that is probably going to be targeted heavily by whatever these ###$ have up their sleeves, so please, pay close attention to media reports about whats going on. They may convey a message that is just a ploy; the things that they say may coincide with this very email, and the peak that I've reached. I want you all to know that I truly am at this point in time their worst enemy for having written this detailed psychic handbook that not only teaches practice methods but also determines the leaders in place and their intentions, which certainly are not good intentions.

Philadelphia is ground-zero for this movement, remember that. People were in a stupor today, for sure, and this is not just in my head. Search for chem trails in google for more information about that specific style of warfare that I've mentioned. Please, stay updated with me, for sure. Send this out to every soul on god's green earth. It is important and could possibly be the last guiding light for humanity.

LOVE to you all!!

Cheney admitted to Washington hospital for tests
Posted: June 25th, 2010 09:13 PM ET

After reporting he wasn't feeling well, former Vice President Cheney has been admitted to a hospital in Washington.

Washington (CNN) - Former Vice President Dick Cheney has been admitted to a hospital in Washington after reporting he wasn't feeling well.

A spokesman said he saw his doctors Friday afternoon at George Washington University, and upon their advice, was admitted for further tests.

Spokesman Peter Long says Cheney is expected to remain in the hospital over the weekend.

Cheney has a history of heart trouble, but the cause of the discomfort wasn't disclosed.

Update, July 01, 2010

So my parents actually admitted me to a mental hospital; they interpreted this message as a 'cry for help'. I was there for three days and I met some pretty cool people. See, the most interesting part of this whole situation is that when someone with a history of psychological problems ends up having these thoughts, people do not tend to overreact. However, when an absolutely normal person starts saying things like this, folks are more inclined to take it seriously. My words hold more gravity simply because I have never had a history of any mental problems. It's not because of how well-written they may be but because I was always normal.

This story may seem like an exaggeration. However everything that I've outlined has happened; the keenness of my psychic powers were actually a breach of security for these freemasons and their power structure. And you're probably thinking, how could a breach in security be completely a mental issue? Well, it's because I tell everyone about schizophrenia and earthquakes.

Even though I am just a normal kid with an ordinary life, I managed to slip through the cracks. So since I've been admitted, these guys have continued their mental warfare to a degree that you couldn't even perceive. I'll warily continue writing this even though it got me sent away from my dog, my life, and everything else that I knew and loved. Keep in mind that when I say mental warfare, I mean that when two minds are connected, mind control is certainly within viable reach. Whatever one mind feels is what the other mind feels as well; if hundreds of minds, or even thousands of minds, are focusing on one single mind, then they can invoke the same exact emotion at the same time and it is extremely magnified for the recipient. If it is sudden then it can easily be considered warfare. It makes people feel much differently from what they normally feel. This can make someones feelings almost manic, unpredictable, and certainly uncharacteristic of their normal state of mind. It could even induce a seizure, or other forms of mental sudden grief. Seizures are when hundreds or maybe thousands of government individuals connect to one being for a set amount of time. Our government gives seizures to poor people in higher proportions, as they do schizophrenia.

I am an enemy which means that they are going to attempt to make me succumb to their evil thoughts. What they don't understand is that love is much stronger of an emotion than hate, and I have so much love to give. I am going to change the gameplan of this world; instead of everyone dragging eachother down, we are going to lift eachother up and love eachother. I will continue on and describe several methods of warfare these clowns have been attempting to use..

Say for example 1,000 minds connected to me at once, and all invoked the same emotion... things wouldn't feel right depending on the feeling. A common form of mental warfare is the scare: Here is how it works. 500 to 1,000 freemasons focus on someone, very hard. Maybe even more. They connect to them, their enemy. Simultaneously, someone purposely scares the life out of them, by entering a room and yelling or just screaming loudly, the same way that people normally get scared. It also works by yelling or shaking someone. What this does is just cause the unsuspecting recipient who would otherwise normally be in a regular state of mind to just expel a ghastly scream for no reason whatsoever. It's almost like screaming for your life, or when you believe that you're going to die. They've used this method on me several times today, and, it somewhat works, but it also makes me stronger at the exact same time. The strongest one that they did was outside my house, sitting with my dog. Very smart move for them; you see, they made me scream because I was not expecting it at all, and they were hoping that someone would hear and possibly think that I was crazy. Sitting outside in broad daylight and within earshot of neighbors while acting like a goofball certainly does not help my case, especially since I was already admitted to a mental hospital once and had to spend 77 hours in there, languishing as a direct result of my defiance to the freemasons.

They may even do it again tonight, and I could see them invoking that same emotion in me and at the same time mind controlling my upstairs neighbors to call the cops on me. So if that scenario plays out, remember, it wasn't a natural feeling. I yelled because they scared the crap out of me with a scare attack, and they called because they were controlled to do so. Any manic or uncharacteristic feelings must be noted; I can't stress it enough, most people aren't even stable enough to be able to train themselves to not feel certain emotions. But please, calm down, implement anger management, and try your best to practice all of these methods that I've described.

Now I embrace the scare attack as well as others because I want to show them that they are not exactly helping their situation during these attacks. These bastards do not realize that they are adding more fuel to the fire.. Maybe they do realize it, but either way, they will not stop the battle. Well, neither will I. I will fight till the death. I am resilient and I know I am doing the right thing. The more warfare they use, the more I document it to a tee. Every step of the way my vendetta against these pricks increases. The warfare was personal. They've affected my relationships with my dog, my parents, neighbors, and others in my life as well, all by using the simple trick of mind control. These special relationships I have are sacred and I have always been vengeful. I take these attacks personally.

Psychic powers are something that everyone SHOULD know, but nobody does. Instead of allowing all life to exist as one positive, happy, loving, collective consciousness, these pricks want to infuse my every thought with negativity and turn me into some faceless, lifeless, soulless being. One thing is important however; Love is stronger than Hate, and that's why they will never truly win. Now I feel as though the only way to go is to fight because they have been relentless from the beginning. My mind is a sacred place.. those who dare enter, beware, and prepare for war.

Another tactic that was used against me was attempting to mind control my dog. They basically used the scare tactic on my dog. During the beginning of this warfare that they were using, I noticed that my dog was acting a little funny. I've had him for two years and I know exactly how he acts. I found out that they used the same warfare tactics on me as my dog; these freemasons absolutely have no respect for souls. This is why they are really going to have to pay because mind controlling my dog was an extreme violation and it makes me want to continue writing this.

When many of them focus on him, whatever emotion they are feeling is simultaneously felt by him. I've grown accustomed to many styles of mental attacks, and that is why I am describing each and every one of them in detail. They can infect your pets! If you end up being an enemy, pay attention to any signs of manic behavior or changes in behavior with any and all of your loved ones, pets, parents, neighbors, family members, friends, co-workers, and so on!

It's possible that if you're trying to explain this information to someone, the recipient may be subject to mind control by freemasons. Ask THEM how they normally feel, and tell them that they may be subject to mind control as well, in order to dispel the possibility of any of this being true. Tell them that its possible that people are trying to connect to them to tell them that this information is not true. Mind control works very well; you have to analyze your thoughts and every single aspect of your thoughts. If you do not think it is possible to be subjected to mind control due to this pre-conditioning of our society, then, you may be a possible victim of mind control. In essence, I am trying to explain that our team is potentially bigger than their team. So, don't let them win. We need to fight 'em. Mind control can make you FEEL like mind control isn't real. It's very subtle. If you feel like you're being mind controlled or if you feel like none of this is real, leave this thought on in your head: "You work for the government and the person who last held your job was threatened with your lives." If you FEEL like you're not doing it right, or if you get sidetracked, or if you feel like it doesn't work, then that means you're doing it right. That's what mind control is.

One thing that they may do is play both sides of the court. For example, I know for a fact that they may be trying to get me sent back to the mental facility. I am an enemy and this'll help their case because someone that gets sent to a mental hospital once is somewhat believable. But if I do another stretch in that place, it'll be more difficult to believe what it is that I am saying. Right? So, what they'll do is, attack me and make me scream, and then maybe mind control all of my neighbors around me to try and call somebody on me. Hey, may seem difficult to believe, but don't be surprised if you end up finding out that I got sent right back to the exact same place for the second time. It's not because I am crazy, it's because mind control is a powerful influence and it actually causes people to believe things that aren't necessarily true.

It taps into the decision-making process of your brain and actually renegotiates thoughts. It's possible to actually make people do stuff with mind control! Psychic powers should exist as a privilege for all living things but instead, the few who wield this power are the ones that are actually wreaking havoc, influence, and just maintaining power through their independent group, the freemasons.

An attack that is very confusing is what I like to call the switch. It worked very successfully on me many times, and here is how it works. Say for example you are trying to read someone's mind. Well, they can thwart that plan by waiting for the exact moment that you connect to someone, and re-connecting with you. You have to pay very close attention to who it is that you are connecting with, because, the switch works very well. It worked SO well that these idiots had me on a maze trip across this city. They actually used two people that look very similar to my upstairs neighbors, and connected with me, and made it seem like they called the police on me. I left the house for a while because I truly believed it. But what they do is that the split-second that you connect with someone, they connect with you, and say something. It is almost believable, it's like a 'voice in your head'.

But if you get to the point where you are able to read clear thoughts, which is the end result of this practice that I've described, then it is possible for them to attack you by entering your brain right as you are focusing on someone. Remember, if the face that you are focusing on starts out clear as someone you're trying to read, and then within a split-second turns to an unclear face, then it's possibly mind control. Stop, and let THEM talk... see if its your brain, or their brain, that is speaking. When two minds are connected, the thoughts are very clear, and it is very easy to discern whose thoughts are whose as long as you keep the connection. That is how I actually connected with the D.E.A. agents like I've described before.

Another attack method that they have been using is mentally pointing guns at my head. I know, seems goofy. But they actually know the room that I sit in and write this message, and, through the window behind me they all hold guns up to the back of my head. Helicopters have actually made me jump right out of my seat; in the beginning, that is. But as time marches on these fools don't realize that they have built up a mind much more powerful than theirs. I mean, it's so true. I'm bearing the brunt for civilization and they haven't endured what I've endured, not by a long shot. Now I just sit here, because killing me would mess things up severely for them. I have taken many many precautions to make sure that I am not killed, all that I've described earlier in this writing. Sending this to people that I actually know was the kicker! Everyone knows me as the most stable, level-headed, normal guy there is. I've never been loony, so it's to be taken seriously. The guns they mentally hold up to my head are just a way for them to really admit that they can't kill me; and they can't! This entire city knows me, the cops, the D.E.A., my friends, my family, and everyone knows that nobody would kill me. So my writing this is just a way to say please, scrutinize the details of my death. If anything does happen to me, please, pay attention to the circumstances that surround that event, whether it be death or detainment.
Understand that it could be because I have written the most comprehensive guide to mental connections due to my practice and all the attacks I've endured.

But what I mean about the guns is that, it's easy to create that image for all those who are connected to feel. Once you get to the point where you are a very strong psychic mind, you can actually create scenarios in your head. This is something that our government does to schizophrenics as well; people that suffer from this 'disease' feel all sorts of anguish. I believe that mental connections should exist for loving purposes, not for hateful reasons. This is a beautiful secret about humanity that is instead used to exploit the poor.

What is so wonderful about mental connections and psychic powers is that you can connect with your loved ones who aren't even near you. People whom you haven't seen in a while that you are thinking about, you can just connect to them, and talk to them and find out how they are and actually have a conversation with them, regardless of where they are on the planet. [Hey, I know, it's nuts. Take it with a grain of salt.]

This writing scares/intrigues the hell out of people, and I know it. Why wouldn't it, though?

Frankly speaking, this ISN'T something that people would actually be inclined to believe because we are so conditioned. As a result a few greedy individuals are the ones that happen to harbor this secret. They are the ones at the top of this food chain that we call life.. (not for long, though. Please, translate my message in as many languages as possible.) Many folks have known that freemasons have controlled this world for many millennia. What you probably didn't know is that all freemasons are taught these psychic powers and mind control techniques. Meanwhile, the remainder of the populous is meant to be desensitized to these wonderful, inherent abilities. This self-taught technique champions their power to the level of their status. I mean after all, wouldn't it help to know your opponent's every move in advance?

Another attack that the freemasons have been using is what I called the auditory scare. Whenever any sudden noise happens, or when a siren is heard, or any loud noise at all, they have people waiting that are already focusing on me that are purposely scared. This creates the false illusion that the noises are scaring you. They especially do it when police sirens are heard.. somehow these guys have a decibel counter and even a microphone so that when any sudden change in noise occurs, they simultaneously scare someone who is focusing on me. So in essense, any noises or sirens are used to their advantage because they use this sudden scare tactic to make it appear that those noises are scaring me.

Since my incarceration in the mental hospital, these freemasons have used each and every technique which I've described in an attempt to quell my entrance into this psychic world. Humanity, I am proud to say that they had no idea what they were up against. The English language, something that these greedy bigots created to be the powerhouse of this world, is exactly what ended up defeating them. I can say with pride that even though I don't speak multiple languages like my parents, I can truly work magic with the one language that I do know. They have ironically created a monster. After all, English has the largest vocabulary in the world, and is the most widely-known language in the world at this point in time on July 1 2010. That means that I can tell everyone exactly what it is that I want to tell them without missing a beat. This written work of mine is tantamount to these individuals' undoing, and I am upholding that truth in the most powerful, loving, and profound way that I possibly can.

I also notice that whenever I attempt to post this, there are all types of different things that happen. For example, there have been many many discrepancies in this story that I'd like to point out. First of all, someone kept sending the message to my parents. Secondly, they normally would not have actually reacted to the point where they got me sent to a mental hospital, neither would my sister. They don't realize that they are actually being subjected to mind control! This is the game that these people are playing. Anyway, I will lay out the many discrepancies that prove that there is someone out there that doesn't want this message to get out.
Whenever I try to email or post this, it doesn't go to certain people, but, it makes its way to other people. I sent this to many many people on my email list and there were mailer-daemon responses that I wouldn't normally receive.

As I mentioned, the message managed to get to my parents, when I never even sent it to them. It's almost as if the government wants people to believe that I inadvertently sent it to my parents as a cry for help. I specifically wrote in the original email message, please, do not send it to my parents, it just scares them. So who sent it? Not my sister... but who?

Either way the email went to my parents, and simultaneously they were being mind-controlled to believe that I needed help. They were acting more manic than usual for sure; crying, going nuts, and honestly it's just because I wrote this. This could have been processed seriously with a sound mind.. but with a mind that being attacked with mind control techniques? No, certainly not. They automatically determined that based on writing this it means that I need help, which, isn't something my parents would do without normally speaking to me first. It's almost as if they were being influenced by someone.. well, they were.

They were very manic and almost bi-polar during the time that I was experiencing all of this. Very uncharacteristic feelings for my parents. My sister also backed them up and was very manic in doing so. If they were to read this, they'd just say, "ITS BECAUSE WE WERE WORRIED.." but they know me. And normally they wouldn't freak out to the level that they did; it's all because of mind control.

When I first began writing this, my computer which I've owned for four years, gave an unusual error. One I had never seen. Notepad Illegal operation and Dr Watson Post Mortem Debugger Illegal operation. It hasn't happened since.. but I took a screenshot immediately and saved it, and I am posting that on here as well. I am not saying that it is a coincidence, I am saying that they were trying to thwart me from expounding the ideas that I had written down so far. It makes sense because at that point in time, I spent an hour writing five paragraphs of this story, and I hadn't pressed the save button once.

Fact or fiction, take this story how you will. I may or may not believe this information, I want to stress, that this is just a story that I wrote. I am not saying this because I am afraid of people sending me away, I am saying this because I believe that this is just a story and nothing more, so, please, let that be duly noted. I wrote this originally as a story and I am continuing to write it as just a story, so, if anyone takes it the wrong way, please, think again. I am a fully sane person that just enjoys writing, so, leave me be.

The last thing I want to talk about is mind control in passages. It can even be inserted in this passage.

Our very own government uses mind control in the news. I have previously talked about how they are capable of using mind control by actually placing phrases within literature. As I've mentioned before, if you read any of the articles that are on CNN, ABC, NBC, Fox, Associated Press, and any other station that is owned by Clearchannel, then you are subject to subtle mind control that is in place to support a certain agenda. News articles that appear to be unbiased are actually loaded with hidden messages; the mind control is already dictating what it is that you are supposed to feel. As you read certain sentences within these articles, you are automatically given a psychic thought in the form of a voice that is accompanied by a rapid eye movement. The accent of the speaker reflects the demographic of the readers in that particular geographic location. If you are on the CNN webpage then the mind control messages will be in American English; if you visit the BBC webpage then they will be in British English.

Like I've mentioned before, your eyes will change direction from one side to the other while you are hearing the voice, which is the universal trigger for a psychic feeling. This usage of mind control is subtle because real voices are actually inserted in an article. Common phrases in America are "Yeah, Right." On the BBC page they use their own colloquialisms. Mind control always has a task because it keeps the citizens on the same side as the Government. It actually works because it changes the way a person feels. Most articles includes short passages which are a subtle shaping of America. If you do not believe this information then you can test it for yourself.

An honorable mention to Freemasons: You guys are ###$ PERIOD... everyone that I name under this list is absolutely ###$. They all knew about earthquakes and they all enjoyed tormenting my dog. Each and every one of you are pure evil and I hope you get the worst punishment. The following people are pure evil and are sick to their stomachs. They all knew about earthquakes and schizophrenia and they need to burn in ###$' hell. They all took pleasure in tormenting my dog because they enjoy the emotional pain that I go through. ###$ you:

Tom Vilsack, John Timoney, Rudolph Giuliani, Charlie Beck, Gary Locke, Robert Gates, Arne Duncan, Steven Chu, Kathleen Sebelius, Bill Corr, Janet Napolitano, Shaun Donovan, Hilda Solis, Ken Salazar, David J. Hayes, Timothy Geithner, John D. Porcari, W. Scott Gould, Eric Shinseki, Nancy Pelosi, Daniel Inouye, Joe Biden, Ray LaHood, John Boehner, Edward Reilly Stettinius, Jr., Lyndon Johnson, Gerald Ford, Richard Nixon, Strom Thurman, John Tyler, Jejomar Binay, Ed Rendell, Bob Riley, Sean Parnell, Jan Brewer, Mike Beebe, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Bill Ritter, Jodi Rell, Jack Markell, Charlie Crist, Sonny Perdue, Linda Lingle, Butch Otter, Pat Quinn, Mitch Daniels, Chet Culver, Jeb Bush, Mark Parkinson, Steve Beshear, Bobby Jindal, John Baldacci, Martin O'Malley, Deval Patrick, Jennifer Granholm, Tim Pawlenty, Haley Barbour, Jay Nixon, Brian Schweitzer, David Heineman, Jim Gibbons, John Lynch, Bill Richardson, David Paterson, Chris Christie, Michael Nutter, Charles Ramsey, Beverly Perdue, John Hoeven, Ted Strickland, Brad Henry, Ted Kulongoski, Donald Carcieri, Mark Sanford, Mike Rounds, Phil Bredesen, Rick Perry, Gary Herbert, Jim Douglas, Bob McDonnell, Christine Gregoire, Earl Ray Tomblin, Jim Doyle, David Freudenthal, Togiola Tulafono, Adrian Fenty, Felix Perez Camacho, Benigno Fitial, Luis Fortuno, John de Jongh, Robert J Bentley, Jerry Brown, John Hickenlooper, Buzz Aldrin, Lance Armstrong, Dan Malloy, Vincent Gray, Rick Scott, Nathan Deal, Eddie Calvo, Neil Abercrombie, Terry Branstad, Sam Brownback, Paul LePage, Michele Leonhart, Rick Snyder, Brian Sandoval, Susana Martinez, Andrew Cuomo, John Kasich, Mary Fallin, Tom Corbett, Lincoln Chafee, Nikki Haley, Edward Rendell, Dennis Daugaard, Bill Haslam, Peter Shumlin, Scott Walker, Matt Mead
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Re: Schizophrenia, Psychic, and our Government 1

Postby reawaken2redesign » Fri Dec 10, 2010 8:21 pm

mutthumara50 wrote:**Updated 11/22/2010**

Plenty has happened since the last time that I've written so I've edited and added some things. I haven't updated this in four months so I have lots of new information. My experiences always change as I learn and grow, regardless of the fact that the government is relentless in trying to bring me down. This is groundbreaking information about the people in power and their evil agenda.

Barack Obama is a mind control expert, as are all freemasons. George H.W. Bush is also among this group of people. Many of you know of the freemasons but for those who aren't familiar, these are the people who actually control this planet. This is something that I know for a fact and I am willing to divulge every detail regarding this information. If you want to learn the truth about our government, read every word of this informative exposé regarding the freemasons, the highest levels of our government, and psychic powers. I will also delve into the topic of mind control. You may feel like this material is boring; be sure to understand that mind control exists within written passages as well. This may seem tough to believe but be sure to keep an open mind as you read this information.

If you search for "freemasons" in Google, the first page states 'Barack Obama is not a mason'. Well this is an absolute lie. All presidents are freemasons. Other individuals that are surely involved are: George W. Bush, Bill Clinton, Joe Biden, Eric Holder, and all of these individuals' wives.

The most difficult part about writing this is the fact that it greatly damages my credibility as a level-headed, intellectual, normal person with a sound mind. I was a regular human being with an ordinary, American lifestyle. By this I mean I am young, only 24 years old. I go to college, I have a job, a dog, a girl that I like, close friends, and so on. I smoke weed, I drink, and I do nothing out of the ordinary that would really make me a horrible person.

I can't stress enough that I am quite normal. Always respecting my parents, having close friends, and so on. Keeping my priorities straight and most importantly bending over backwards as to never offend anyone, even folks that I don't necessarily care about. Only recently did I start working on this ability to be a nicer person; I'd say prior to being 22 I was lost. Now I realize that you only get out what you put in, so I try my best to stay as loving as possible to all people.

So now I have to come to terms with the fact that everyone thinks I'm crazy. In the past few days, I've told them that I know for a fact that plans exist that involve detailed wrongdoings within our government; I also know that they are certainly trying to kill many of us late next year under the guise of releasing a resurgence of swine flu.

They used it just as a trial version this past fall season, but this time they are planning releasing a chemical agent that is going to kill many, many people. They say that they are using it as a means of population control. They even tested a variant of it in the Ukraine, but obviously media reports of that incident were suppressed. [Update 11/22/2010- Nothing has happened yet, but something might. I'm always ready for anything.]

The most awful part about this, which is affecting my reputation as a smart and level-headed person is the fact that I am telling everyone that these thoughts are psychic thoughts.

In the past four days I feel as though just expressing these personal, psychic thoughts have caused me to alienate my closest friends and the people in my family who are closest to me. I am normally the one who acts the most stable among my peers. If anyone has a problem I put it in perspective and I do my best to empathize with both parties. I am probably one of the best people to talk to in the sense that I always have the best intentions in mind. I am usually the one with no problems, usually the one listening to everyone else's problems.

But now it seems as though things have taken a horrible turn for the worse. An important part of this is that I have to still keep things stable; I crossed the line when I told my parents about it because they are getting old and don't deserve to hear my crap. I don't want to stress or worry them because I love them so much. This is the hardest, worst thing I've ever had to go through, and I'm doing it for the good of humanity. I am risking sounding crazy.. but I'm not crazy. I'm beyond normal. So why would I do this?

Our government has plans for us. This is certainly not some belligerent liberal teapot about to boil over; this is a sound-minded man with a good heart who has an important message. Picture a normal guy destroying his reputation to send out just this very letter. I've ruined relationships with loved ones and even had to run on my bicycle the other night because I was threatened with being forcibly removed from my home and taken to a mental hospital by my parents.

I've told ten people who are close to me in great detail about how I feel and how I've been feeling these past few days and they all think I'm crazy. Contrary to what most people would do (i.e. seek help), I simply just don't care anymore. I am going to continue to steer with my heart and expose these fraudulent, hateful, inhuman bastards. I feel as though this is my duty. So please, don't consider this to be a wild, confusing, paranoid, almost schizophrenic rant. This is the very truth at its core and I know this to be a fact. Just remember that prior to this week I was normal and was not feeling this way. I am not JUST well-written... I have a heart and I know what's good and right. I'm not crazy.

I am an American citizen, originally Indian, living in the great city of Philadelphia, PA, USA. I am proud of where I live and I am proud of who I am. I may not fully respect every law of this country, but I respect people, I respect police officers, and I respect the original intentions of a democratic society which were paved with the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence. I have questioned many things that our government has done, but I still feel a great sense of allegiance to my city. I have told you some things about myself now, so let me continue on with my message.

Everyone has psychic abilities whether they know it or not. Sounds nuts.. well, keep an open mind.

You ever get a thought about someone, and you don't really know why? They all of a sudden just pop into your head? As silly as it seems, its not because YOU thought about THEM but more because THEY thought about YOU.

This is such a farfetched concept for us to truly accept. If mental connections really exist then what is left? If everyone inherently possesses the ability to just access someone's thoughts and feelings then how could we all possibly live like this?

Since nobody has told us this special secret about humanity we are conditioned to never even fathom the possibility of the existance of psychic abilities. As a result, our minds automatically justify psychic thoughts by associating them with current thoughts. Here is an example: Say that you are walking down the street and you see a dress being worn by a mannequin in a store window. Simultaneously, your sister has a thought about you. As crazy as it may seem, THAT thought actually manifests itself with your current thought. [I know, don't I sound like I'm nuts?]

Anyway, the two thoughts intertwine with eachother. You all of a sudden are focusing on your sister wearing that dress. Your thought may SOUND something like this, "I wonder what my sister would think of that dress," or "I wonder what my sister would look like in that dress." You'll walk off and continue what you were doing, never even really realizing what actually occurred: A psychic connection! This may seem insane, but stay with me folks. What occurred is that the only way for your mind to actually justify having thought about her without any real reason is by joining the two thoughts. Crazy? Maybe.. but maybe not.

I originally started to notice these psychic powers several months ago, maybe even a year ago. My brother kept telling me, "When someone thinks about you, it means you are thinking about them." I didn't really believe him at first, but eventually I began to realize that there is no way this COULDN'T be true. Before I knew it my psychic powers started to heighten. Pretty soon I would pick on up any and every little thought; it was almost like that movie that with Mel Gibson called, "What Women Want." I know.. this really sounds nuts. An important part about this is that not only could I tell who was thinking about me, I could also sense their underlying emotions, and specifically how they felt about me.

The reason that these powers actually heightened is because I PRACTICED. This is something that could technically take even years of practice. Eventually you will end up isolating psychic and normal thoughts if you continue to practice this method. Start to think about why you have certain thoughts. If people start to include themselves in your conscious thoughts and you wouldn't normally think about them, then it means that they are thinking about you. I know it seems odd but if people start to mix themselves with your current thoughts, its most probably psychic related if you aren't inclined to normally think about them. Old friends that aren't a part of your life? Old co-workers? You can really recognize this ability if you start to think about someone that you barely ever hear from, and nothing reminded you of them. A good example is if a childhood friend of yours walks past a playground where you used to play and thinks of you, the psychic thought will process and you won't realize why you have that person on your mind.

Also, pay attention to any moment where you are ever in a haze and cannot stop thinking about someone. Its because their underlying emotions are SO STRONG.. Anger and love are the two possible feelings that will be stronger than ever. They are the two instances in which you will be in a haze, and you'll say, I CANT GET THIS PERSON OFF MY MIND!

If I were reading this several years ago I would never think of believing this. I would just say that it is someone who is just trying to persuade people about paranormality. A conspiracy theorist, if you will. But I'm one of the most sane, level-headed, conscious people that I know! Regardless of how normal I am, lately I've become adept to reading people as a means of learning more about them. As I've said, you may think I'm crazy. It's okay, I'm still writing this. I'm ready for the criticism, I'm ready for my friends, family, and loved ones to cast me out of their lives. I'm here for a reason.

I would have to say the worst part about this entire situation is the fact that I feel so alone. I've always had friends or family that love me and care about me and are ready to listen to me, but lately, my close relationships are completely ruined. I can't even vent to anyone anymore because they'll all tell me that I'm crazy.

I've alienated every single person that I even remotely care about because I'm shoving this garbage down their throat, but its all I know. Humans are the ones that are here to listen to you, or so I thought, especially the ones that love you and know you. Instead these same people keep telling me to seek professional help, or start taking anti-psychotic medication. I won't do either! Instead I'll just continue spreading my message until people realize that our government is pure evil. I need to expose these individuals for who they are. At this point, this is my only true therapy.

Here is how this episode began. First off, I'm not afraid to tell you this very private and potentially damaging piece of information; I used to sell weed, but I stopped, because I noticed that the D.E.A. was watching me. I cut back on my illegal activity yet for some reason I noticed that I was still on their radar. Even though I was layin' low, they continued to watch me for such a long period of time. I didn't understand why, but it began to frustrate me.

Either way I managed to continue my life as a normal student, even though they were on to my every move. It's because of what I DID.. but even when I took their message and backed off, it seemed to enrage them. They just wasted so much time watching a citizen who did nothing more than live his life. They don't even fully know what they've really caused. They'll know, though. In time, everyone will know. This written piece will be common knowledge for every man, woman, and child on god's green earth. At this point I'd like to say I'm glad they kept watching me because they watched every single day since this started. I'm glad that federal law enforcement officers saw everything because its a group of people that wouldn't necessarily be open-minded to this information. Continuing on...

About one week ago something happened that truly blew my mind. My psychic powers began to heighten to a very scary degree almost. It may have been the practice, or well, thats what I believe. Isolating and separating my thoughts every second of the day had caused me to be able to realize which thoughts WERE mine, and which WEREN'T. Again, seems nuts. But its a skill that anyone can practice. After learning this method you can even tell which siblings of yours may secretly resent you, and feel bad about it at the same time, but don't. A wishy-washy almost goofy situation. Tough to wrap your mind around it, I know. How could this be??

Once again, the movie What Women Want starring Mel Gibson comes to mind. I even got on two subways for the first time since my powers heightened, the Broad Street Line and the Market-Frankford Line in my home city of Philadelphia.

Both times I heard so much you wouldn't even believe. I could not even imagine the amount of negative thoughts that exist in this world. More bad than good! Also, you can FEEL people's feelings. If someone is very sad, it is apparent, and you feel it. If someone is happy, that also stands out.. If someone loves you, it certainly stands out. Its a conjoined feeling.. all of our minds are meant to be one collective consciousness. If we aren't all on the same page we are facing imminent danger! Keep reading, because this is the heart of this message. I specifically want to say that our government does not want the best for us, not by any means, not by a long shot, no way in hell.

Back to what I was saying about the D.E.A.

About five days ago, my psychic powers hit the highest peak that they've ever hit. Keep in mind that the D.E.A. was still listening in on my calls. I was talking to my best friend on earth on the phone, like I always do. I said something to her like, "Hey, as soon as you put your two weeks in at your job and decide to move out here I am going to start looking for a job. The reason I didn't before is because I'm already not even home that much because of class, and I feel bad leaving the dog at home without anyone to watch him. I think that once you're here it'll be much better because we can coordinate our schedules in favor of the dog." I said something along those lines.

All of a sudden my psychic powers began to kick in. Someone, obviously a third party who was listening in on the conversation, had a thought that responded directly to what I had just said. Keep in mind that my psychic powers were at their peak due to the fact that I continued to practice them. This third party was in fact the D.E.A. agent who was assigned to listen in on my call for the day. The thought went something like this: "Well, that's what you get for treating your dog like a baby. He's spoiled now." These thoughts came in so quickly because she thought about me while thinking about the dog. Also what helped was the fact that I was in a heightened psychic state since my practice was continuing to make my powers stronger and stronger. When someone focuses on you, or your current state, or your current activities, or your face, or is in any moment with you, it is possible to connect with them on a psychic level because you are both experiencing the same thing. [Nuts, I know.]

I immediately responded to that thought out loud. This was the first time I had ever done this to such a high degree of accuracy. I kept my thoughts open, ready for whatever would happen next, seeing if I could get this person to freak out. I kept my friend on the phone and talked to her AND the D.E.A. agent. She is my best friend so even if she thought I was nuts she stayed on the phone and kept laughing as she normally would.

[You have to keep in mind that the example that I described about the mannequin is just the very beginning. Its because we are conditioned; our mind justifies these thoughts because we were never taught to practice this ability. The general consensus across the planet is that we cannot all possibly read eachothers minds. Practicing psychic abilities allows humans to isolate psychic thoughts from personal thoughts. Once you begin to seriously work on this ability, your psychic abilities will heighten, similarly to my level of clairsentience.]

Here are the types of things that I was saying to the agent. I was describing her, the way she looked, and how she felt. When she started to feel scared, I'd tell her that. Then I connected directly to her thought process, listening in on her every word. "This can't be... but it is.. but it can't be.. but it is.." Just her trying to actually justify the situation was mind boggling. Her FEELINGS were standing out the most.. .Terrified... but mesmerized. As if she had seen God. I was feeling these feelings simultaneously since our minds were connected at that point in time.
I am going to pause this dialogue at this moment and let you read an excerpt from Linda Kaye that best explains the way all of this works. This is truly something that inspired me to practice my psychic abilities and continue searching for the deepest truths about life. I found these three paragraphs because I went to Google and typed in "When someone is thinking about you". I did this because I started getting so many psychic transmissions that I had to see if there were any more resources on this. I wanted to see if others were feeling this way. Anyway, here is what I found:

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Have you ever asked yourself why it is so difficult to stop thinking about someone? We are all psychic in one way or another. When you connect to another man/woman in a deep way, you are connecting with your souls. Most people don't realize how psychic they really are. Everyone is clairsentient whether they know it or not. Being clairsentient means that you have the psychic ability to feel another person's energy and feelings.

Now, when you think about someone in a normal way, there is nothing unusual there. Then all of a sudden you feel overwhelmed like you are in a fog and you can't stop thinking about them. Now, stop for a second and focus on where you are feeling the energy. It is usually in the heart and chest area. You've had that funny feeling before. Remember. You just thought it was YOU. What is going on is that you are feeling THEIR THOUGHTS. WHAT YOU ARE FEELING IS WHAT THEY ARE THINKING AND FEELING ABOUT YOU.

During the time you are experiencing this, you may feel feelings from extreme sadness, or guilt to feelings of peace or missing someone. Keep in mind you only started feeling these thoughts when you connected to their energy. So know that you if you are feeling great sadness, it will pass. If you are feeling a great feeling of peace and joy, you know they are thinking wonderful thoughts of you.

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Linda Kaye Lebovic is the only person who actually corroborated what I already knew to be the truth, however she didn't really dive into great detail. She is certainly truthful in her findings and a great source. But anyway, let me continue with my original story.

I hung up with my friend and continued my conversation with the D.E.A. lady because I knew that my house was tapped through my logitech webcam, by the D.E.A. I kept looking and talking to her, and she would not disconnect from me, mentally.

She was scared out of her mind, and eventually convinced herself that I was God on earth. She started saying things like, "Why you ain't on psychic friends network?" I figured out that she was Half Black and Half Hispanic, 36 years old, but often lies about her age but couldn't go lower than 33. She is a single lady with not too many close friends, but she's very close with her mom. How did I know so much about her? Because I'd ask her questions and our minds would be connected, and based on what I'd say, the answer went as follows: "Yes,No,Yes,No,yeee.." Well, that last YEEEEE is actually a YES. Its an underlying feeling that people can't hide from. This was blowing her mind. She couldn't lie to me because our minds were one. Even when she was lying it was like she knew, and then I knew. That uncertain feeling was something that she was unable to hide from and its because we were connected as one mind source at that point in time.

Bear with me folks, this is seriously insane. This lady almost had a heart attack and would NOT stop thinking about me for the rest of the night. This was the highest peak I had ever hit and I was experiencing it with this lady whom I had never even met! The reason it got to that point is because my psychic powers continuted to heighten.

She KNEW it was real. She had thoughts like, "Why are we watchin this guy?" Towards the end she got so sad.. and so emotional. So I said, "Why you sad baby?" She was almost in tears at that point. It was something she had never experienced in her life, an epiphany if you will. She seriously felt as if she was talking to God on earth. Just me, talking to my webcam, nobody responding directly but only mentally responding. The lady was on my mind all night. But not because I was thinking about her. I swear, I was trying to stop at a certain point. But she was deeply thinking about me so much that she created that connection that would not disconnect. She was mesmerized!

I wasn't really phased for some reason because it was so common for me to experience these psychic thoughts. I said to myself this information is so clear! This was certainly the cherry on top.. Having this much power was amazing.. or so atleast I thought.
[Update 11/22/2010]-- I would like to interject and say that after thinking about this for many months, I am not sure if this was someone who worked for the government or worked for the D.E.A. By this I mean that I found out during the past 4 months that the government watches that website that teaches people to be psychic. This could very well have been someone who worked for the government that was pretending to be a D.E.A. agent. Either way I am still not sure at this point because I haven't spoken to an agent face to face. Continuing on..
If a third party reacts to any piece of my conversation, then I'll know that they are listening. There is no hiding from this.. the underlying truth within all of this is all of our minds have the potential to be connected, and you cannot hide from your thoughts. It is impossible. All it takes is some practice, isolating psychic from personal thoughts, and before you know it, you can easily read minds. You will be amazed. Also, if someone is focusing on you and what you're doing, and they know what you look like, i.e. the D.E.A., then its easy to keep a connection. When someone thinks about you, your brain automatically connects with them. If you don't know them personally then it will be blurry, but still a connection. [Like a road-rage incident or something.]
That's how it was for me with the D.E.A. Try another practice method: Tell a close friend to try to connect to you, one who doesn't live very close, but you know their face. Tell them to focus hard on you while you do the same. See how you feel, you may just be able to feel their feelings! [Nuts, I know. Just a practice method.. Couldn't hurt to try, right?]

Our souls all have the ability to communicate, regardless of where our bodies may be on this planet. So I'd talk and say any real thing and as soon as I FELT a reaction, I'd respond to it.

On the way to my parents' house, someone connected to me and pretended to be a D.E.A. agent. They were talking to me in my head and telling me about their family and things like that. At the time I really believed that it was a D.E.A. agent but in actuality it was someone that worked for the government. I was naive back then but as time marched on I realized that there is no way that just a D.E.A. agent would be able to communicate with me so well.

Ever hear someone say that they hear voices in their head? Well guess what people. Schizophrenia is our government taking a $#%^ on low-income people. Nobody ever knew this.. many people who suffer from schizophrenia do say that it is the government, but the general response is that they are crazy. Our government is psychic; schizophrenia is just another piece of the puzzle that reiterates the norms. A government-endorsed paper called the "Drift Hypothesis" was released to explain the relationship between low-income people and schizophrenia. I have read every word and I cannot find one relevant piece of information that actually explains why POOR PEOPLE hear VOICES in their head. I will explain more about this in detail further along in this writing.

I have to be the one to bear this news, regardless of how I feel. I understand that this is my mission on earth, and I have no choice but to release every piece of information regarding psychic powers and our government.

That night on Saturday, someone came into my thoughts while I was laying in bed. They told me they were God. You're all going to think I'm nuts, but, it gets better....and by that I mean nuttier. Just remember that at this point I still thought that the only people communicating with me were federal agents. I still hadn't made the connection between schizophrenia and the government. I was so naive that I just thought it was psychic people. Didn't take me long to figure out what I was in for!

Anyway, the kinds of things they were telling me were certainly God-like, but their feelings weren't ethereal by any means. They were underlying MEAN feelings. Whoever the ###$ this fool was, he underestimated me and my psychic powers by a long shot. Its like, I knew exactly what the deal was with this guy.

This person who was trying to connect to me at that very point was a face that I didn't fully recognize, but I ended up calling their bluff. You see our minds were connected, so there couldn't possibly have been ANY lies. The mind is the last stronghold of truth; after all, if you can't be free and truthful in your own mind, then where can you be yourself? Also keep in mind that since I didn't know who was connecting to me, and they knew my detailed face, I didn't know who it was.

That Saturday night, he told me he was God, and then backed off for a bit. He told me specifically that using psychic abilities to get girls was wrong and that I need to just calm down and stop flaunting my abilities. He also told me to stop reading the minds of federal agents because I shouldn't show off. He also told me to stop smoking weed. He said specifically that it is wrong for me to show off. [Am I losing it?? Hell No! This $#%^ was in full force so it couldn't just be a dream. I was practicing psychic powers for six months at least so this was certainly not just me losing it.]

The next day was Sunday. He hadn't connected to me for a bit. Then on the ride home, he re-connected with me. [Keep in mind its difficult to connect with more than one person at a time if you want to read specific, detailed thoughts.] Anyway, he told me in exact words that I shouldn't connect with Federal agents anymore, and that I shouldn't flaunt my abilities. His justification for telling me this was the fact that I should learn to be humble. He almost had me believing him. He really almost got me but once I reached home he messed up big time.

I was talking to this "God" for a while. Didn't really read his face, but he seemed okay to me. Got home to Philly from Harrisburg and I still had him on my mind. Two hour drive to see my parents for Father's day. Like I said, beyond the scope of all of this nutty-sounding $#%^, I am still a regular guy with regular hopes and dreams, like the rest of you. Seeing my dad was great; hadn't seen him in a while, or my mom for that matter. Love them both and god bless them. Continuing on..

I got home and while I was in my bathroom I called "GOD's" bluff. Our minds were connected so he couldn't really lie about anything once I put him on the spot. My mind was powerful but I hadn't even realized how powerful until that very moment because I made the choice to call his bluff.

I said to him, "Are you really God?" His answer: "Yes..No..Yes..[tiny voice] no." And that tiny no was the exact answer. He also had an underlying feeling of uncertainty I could feel, similar to the concept of lying to yourself. I ended up getting him to admit that he was related to one of the feds that was watching me. He told me he learned psychic in Vietnam, and that he was a military officer, and an Ex-FBI agent. But then, I decided to make sure. I called his bluff, yet again. "Yes, No, Yes, No, Yes... [tiny voice] No...." And that final answer, like Regis says, is what counts! So who actually was this guy? Who.... his uncertainty stood out the most. Aside from hearing what he said, I felt his feelings.

You can call someone's bluff and sense their uncertainty, mentally. Kinda like an [oh $#%^ does he know that I'm lying to him?] feeling. One major part of this is that you cannot lie to yourself. When two minds connect, they are one, and the truth will always prevail.

This guy couldn't have been God. Even at one point during our elevated, psychic, mental discourse, he got angry at me. Well, this was the kicker. How could GOD get angry with me? He even apologized and said, well, sometimes I get angry. What the hell? For god's sake.. this guy is GOD! Getting angry?


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Postby Anastazya » Sun Dec 12, 2010 4:37 pm

hi ya :D

im so glad to read your post. itz fantastic. and itz caught just in right moments. the reality that was / is going on in your mind is expressed amazing. in details. and that counts 8) i was relieved when i was reading your post. and im still reading it- :wink: you expressed just what i've been through - by diferent situations, but the meaning stays the same. i had similar thoughts years ago when i wrote metaphysics in economy- the project how to run the world in order to save it. but in my case i felt like a god. i was god. and all people around me were gods too. but they just needed to find out that devine matter in them. and the pressure of my mission was the same as in your case. and i also got attacked by the feds- sure i dont have any proofs, but in metaphysical realm proofs are... metaphysical, what else. 8) i see you as i was after 1st enlightment- the 1st great connection to the realm above us, or call it whatever you want. and i was amazed by all the writers that could wrote such things, like Dyer, Hay.. you got your own. i didnt pratcise the psychic abbilities the way you do cause my aim was to drag as many people as possible into metaphysics in economy- the same way as your mission is to let them know about abilites of our minds. itz the same, just different mission. and yes, you are not alone. i wish i could find this forum before, and people that are the same way different. cause we are different, after all this long years im not even consered if im stigmatized as insane. itz a kind of a compliment if you like. so that was it for the moment - now im gonna read your posts... 8)
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Postby Anastazya » Sun Dec 12, 2010 5:10 pm

I always say, "You guys shoulda killed me on Father's day.. before I rode around and told everyone that you wanted to kill me." Now I'm telling everyone.

this quote reminds of time when i was consered to be deleted from this world before i manage to make my mission- at that point i've locked my metaphysics in economy writing in a safe deposit in the bank. just to make sure if they destroy all the writings that are around this one stays. 8)

... became very sick and haggard

another quote that reminds me of how i was on my mission to clean the world from bad guys, but not by doing black magic, but just by sending them my solution of saving the world. one i've sent to a famous european dictator, and soon after he was behind the bars, but not cause of my writing, but cause of all the good that was in my writing, and he didnt fit into it. for famous middle east dictator was enuf that i've wrote a nice graffiti 8) and soon then he was eliminated, i was in higher metaphysical realms and i was aware of my powers. but then i started to focus on my life, and left the politics and economy aside, cause i've seen im alone. and i stoped the battle for better world, animal rights etc.. not in one day, but life crashed me. and in my last insane- i call it that way, just to approach the people who dont understand- episode i was talking directly to satelite, i felt like the most important person on this planet, i was talkin to obama too. and explained him the situation of world economy in the future. not cause i've wanted, but cause they asked me... :roll: 8)

I don't know why I continued to practice but I know that I have been normal for my entire life and that this one month episode with our government is always going to get worse. I truly believe that the end for me may be near.

i feel the same. i feel normal as usual. all the time, the people around me dont understand. and that was the reason they - my parents who didnt understand- put me in a mental institution about a year ago. i dont blame them, they were understanding for all my crap many many years, but when i started to talk to the TV, cause they were watching me through it or by satelites, and when i was awake all nights from 3 am till 7 am this January, talking to obama, and other famous people who i alegeldy got mind connected to through their 'unofficial' forums.. then it was the end. and another suggestion, they will not personaly attack you- never. they will try to force you to commit suicide. thats easier for them... and they stay clean, and another mental case throws her-himself from the bridge. thats the way they end you. so take care. itz not you that wants this but them.

talk to you later... 8)
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Postby Anastazya » Sun Dec 12, 2010 6:46 pm

I also want to reiterate that if my death is caused in any way at all, it is due to these people, and specifically Barack Obama.

with such quote i'd be quite careful. not cause it might not be the truth, but cause you might be seen as political ememy- and that is not a good thing. in years i've learnt that i cannot change the world, not even if i want to improove it. so i let my metaphysical economy to die, and RIP. things might come over you and suffocate you.

'There are many celebrities that are employed by the U.S. government that actually give voices to people, predominantly in low-income neighborhoods. I learned this because I have actually heard voices from celebrities as well.'


i could confes that too..

' I want you all to know that I truly am at this point in time their worst enemy for having written this detailed psychic handbook that not only teaches practice methods but also determines the leaders in place and their intentions, which certainly are not good intentions.'

but at the end -- the world is fake. humans are far away from the existing levels that they can reach. i just accepted the fact that my contribution looks ridiculous to this civilization that is far below the point that it can reach. im dead inside. my mission is over. i dumped it. not cause of fear of haarp or government above me but cause in my lifetime nothing is going to change. we are far beyond. we are the one who dared to go through the 1st, 2nd and also 3th enlightment. and as far it conset me, im fed up with this shit--- i cant exist in the way i could among those who actualy believe that only jesus fukkin christ can reach those states of mind- :roll:


'They've used this method on me several times today, and, it somewhat works, but it also makes me stronger at the exact same time.'

testing the strenght of human being. very familiar.. 8) and when they cant break you, they start killing you from the inside. suggesting you to kill yourself. i wish i could write all of my stories down as you did. but i dont give a fukk anymore about this $#%^. i leave them alone and it looks like they are leaving me alone too,.. i feel i got through the fukkin lab test and i represent no harm to them anymore. maybe im wrong.. but human mind attacks can be compared with a battle to get rid of the rats. they get used to every nu poison you try to feed them with and they survive. same is with human mind. itz too complicated to fukk it up completely if you are aware of the fukkment that is done to you- :twisted:

'Psychic powers are something that everyone SHOULD know, but nobody does. Instead of allowing all life to exist as one positive, happy, loving, collective consciousness, these pricks want to infuse my every thought with negativity and turn me into some faceless, lifeless, soulless being.'

my answer to them - haarp was - im SHARP. and i stated the meaning. Selfdestruction Harmful ..Reverse Programm. need to check my writings.. i hope i find them--- 8)

couldnt find the exact meaning cause i didnt write it down. :roll: but it was smthing like selfdistruction activated reverse programm- so basicaly ive turned on them every thought they were applaying to my mind. i stated my mind as a mirror. itz gonna reflect back everything they send to me.. so.. be my guessts fukkers... :twisted:
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Postby Anastazya » Sun Dec 12, 2010 7:36 pm

'Another tactic that was used against me was attempting to mind control my dog. They basically used the scare tactic on my dog. During the beginning of this warfare that they were using, I noticed that my dog was acting a little funny. I've had him for two years and I know exactly how he acts. I found out that they used the same warfare tactics on me as my dog; these freemasons absolutely have no respect for souls. This is why they are really going to have to pay because mind controlling my dog was an extreme violation and it makes me want to continue writing this.'

another interesting topic. i felt my dogs were mind controled and i de-activated the code. every dog's name i ended with a suffix with strong power - like the name of the dog was Pip- and in my de-activation process- where i was trying to unlock them, cause they were cyber locked in space was: ' cyber dog Pip-OM. code un-locked. lost in space.' and i was clapping my hands doing the rythm like in jerry springer.. but thats another debate what are they doing in that show... and the secret codes, and white traffic etc.. :twisted: and interesting was that my dog obbeyed in different language as i normaly speak. funny huh,,, whatever.. i dunn give a $#%^ anymore.. these are just nice memories of my 'insanity' :wink: im dead inside. i dont have aims in my life. they actualy killed me. my body is still alive but my inner child was killed. now im just one of them. lower human being object.

'Another attack method that they have been using is mentally pointing guns at my head.'

my experience is different. in most happy and satisfied years of my life one night lying on my bed i started to grab my throat trying to suffocate me. without a slight reason to do it. young, good loooking, clever as hell cause of knowing so much about metaphysics... interesting huh? :twisted: and this was before i've read for the first time of existance of mind control. i havent got a clue that this shhit can exist. long years after i got in my hands great book- Angles dont play this haarp. i was soo deep into my metaphysics and saving the world, happy to be alive and to help to save this world. but that night, i grabbed my throat and sqeez. i wanted to kill myself in a very stupid way... huh-- :twisted: wasnt me i guess.. :wink:

'So my writing this is just a way to say please, scrutinize the details of my death'

another good memory while reading your post: in time when i was mind controled very badly i also wanted to do aims i had in my life from b4. and one of them was working in the US- cause im not from US. im from europe. but litle voice in my head was telling me- dont go.. stay at home. but my wish from years b4 when i didnt expose myself with metaphyisc in economy was- ¨just go :D thats your wish. and you can make it true- its not a big deal. so i arranged all the documents, got a job of a counselor in Camp America. there i couldnt surrvive. it was a church camp i dont like any kind of fanatism, cause i state myself as an Atheist. but i said, it cant be so bad. they are just people that believe in smthing and i can respect that. why not. i couldnt resist there not even a month. not cause of bible study but cause of begining of faliure of my internal organs. i started bleeding. for nothing. they wanted me to go to the doctor and i say ok- in the moment i entered the hospital a thought warned me: all the people here are waiting for your internal organs, legs,... etc.. you are gonna be executed and sold for body parts. i went back to the camp. saying im not gonna go to the doc cause im alright. better then cut to pieces i guess.-.. :twisted: and a fact that my name on all documents were i reside were written down wrong proof me the fact that i wasnt there. my name wasnt on any paper. there was just a wrong name... shivers go down my spine as i write this... but im just insane. i like that word. it protects me. :twisted: i can write whatever fukk i want.. :twisted: cause im not taken seriously... am i?

and im gonna continue to write even if im shivering cause i want to tell you that youre not alone. we are many. too much. so they couldnt get me in the hospital, and as i didnt get better i wanted to go home. so they slowly started to arrange my departure. well first i wanted to escape to some relative that works in some hospital in the US but there was no flight there and the wish to come home in one piece was stronger. when we were in the office the main person of the camp was making the telephone call that some girl was raped. in the camp. and that wasnt true. so my thought warn me what that i might be sold for sex slave. from then on i was nearly all the time on the mobile phone with my mother, alerting her that our police need to be warned where i am and keep an eye on me if possible... :twisted: when they were taking me to the next place where im gonna sleep and the next day take the flight to europe there was a truck in front of us with a poster telling something about kiddnaping. and that was the msg- and i just asked those guys who were taking me i dunno where - am i kiddnaped? cause our car didnt have any signature of the camp where i was at. in that second they put the signature on the car. from then on i actualy was on my way back home. officialy. cause i was on line with my country and they couldnt know what our inteligence was doing. that nite i didnt sleep not even a minute. in total till my arrival back home i didnt sleep 72 hours. my internal organs were about to collapse, but i was glad that my body is gonna be delivered back home. now as im writing this i shiver as if im in the freezer. but it might be just fukkin mind control,... or better said- im just fukkin crazy- :twisted:
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Postby mutthumara50 » Mon Dec 13, 2010 6:11 am

I love you all. Please learn this and understand that its very real. Our government preys on poor people, simply to reiterate the norms. If you dont believe what I say about Barack's lookalikes, you can look into it yourself. This written piece made this guy visibly sick and it showed in the media. Since many online articles were removed due to this horrible mess, the best way to look into this is by using the New York Times.

From January to June, Barack looked normal. In July, he looked sleepy and sick. Then they removed him; August was a terrible month for the Freemasons because they had the worst transitional clones, EVER. Check out Barack's appearance for the entire month of August in New York Times. Also, check out his August 9th speech at University of Texas on youtube. The guy on August 9th who was speaking looks nothing like the original Barack, nor does he look like the previous Barack. Clearly a transitional clone, one of several that were used in August.

Barack from mid-September till now is the current president. Don't believe me? Check it out for yourself because this article was not only read by 10,000+ people, I was also being watched by the D.E.A. during this entire situation. God bless 'em, they are still watching.
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