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(*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby tomboy24 » Thu Sep 13, 2012 10:29 pm

(!)(?)
(){()}[{()}][()][[{()}]]{([])}!!
(%)(#)(^)($)(*)!?!
<({[]})>!

:? :oops: :cry: :evil: :?

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*song lyrics*

I am
a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard

Handful of complaints,
but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see these scars
I am
what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real

So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't change this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I am
a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand, I do what I can,
but sometimes I don't make sense
I am
what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you for once just to hear me out

So I let go, watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got


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| Marie; Valera; Phenix (Rebel); Dallas & Damone; Kyra; "Blank"; Bridgette; Cassidy |
| "Hannibal"; "Big Ryan"/Ryan; Keith/"Little Ryan"; Kuro |
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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby HopeIsHere » Fri Sep 14, 2012 2:42 am

I love Linkin Park. Good music. Good lyrics. And amazing voice!
Is someone feeling ignored? I'm all ears if you want to talk :)
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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby Owleyes » Fri Sep 14, 2012 11:03 am

Hi :) I assumed you were Marie when you posted before. Just checking, though, is that right? Or are you someone Cassandra doesn't know yet? Either way, it sounds like you've got things you want to say, so we're listening.
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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby tomboy24 » Sun Sep 16, 2012 12:01 am

*song lyrics*

Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

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All I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like
Owleyes wrote: Marie
.

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All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not
Owleyes wrote: Marie
.

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I'm not
Owleyes wrote: Marie
.

I'm not afraid to fall
I've fallen many times
They laughed when i fell down
but i have dared to climb.

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There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me

Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say

So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on

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)((*))((#))((%))((^)!

[{}][()][{()}][{{()}}]!! [{(())}][[()]]! <%>[<>]<#>[<]<*>[>]!

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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby Owleyes » Sun Sep 16, 2012 10:29 am

tomboy24 wrote: I'm not
Owleyes wrote:Marie

What's your name?
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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby tomboy24 » Sun Sep 16, 2012 11:34 pm

Owleyes wrote:What's your name?

*song lyrics*

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey

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Owleyes wrote:What's your name?


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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby Owleyes » Mon Sep 17, 2012 10:52 am

Hi Shadow, it's nice to meet you. That's a lovely name :)
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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby Adameil » Mon Sep 17, 2012 2:53 pm

To Shadow:

Hi there,
you dweller of the dark,
why not pop your head out,
and take the change to meet us all,
I've seen my fare share of scared creatures,
lurking in the darkness,
too scared to come out,
every time they were ingnored,
silenced, beaten to ground,
eating the dust from the ground they have,
but finally some one saw:
they're just like us,
they're just like us,
one of us.

Your value is more than gold,
no precious stones are enough to measure your life,
you belong here,
not to hide anymore,
that's not your destiny,
to be always ignored,
no force of life or death,
can make you silent,
because this is life,
and you're part of it too,
don't be scared to look up,
leave your hiding place,
and you will finally see,
that we're not all the same evil,
you have always met.

:) I hope you can see the message behind this...I'm trying to welcome you here. Not to be mean or sumthing... :( I hate being mean...
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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby tomboy24 » Mon Sep 17, 2012 6:57 pm

Adameil wrote:you have welcome I here. I see the message behind this.

I've take the change to meet you all.

not too scared to come out.

I'm ingnored.

trying to not to hide anymore.

I can be mean. I not trying to be.

I'm not just like you. I'm not just like us.

I'm {[()]} <()><[{}]>([{}])!

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*song lyrics*

I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense

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I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself

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*original*

Unfocused

Blink blink.
Unable to think.
Twitch twich.
Thoughts on a hitch.
Tap tap.
About to snap.

Always moving,
What was I just thinking?
Thoughts I cannot retain,
Though my movements stay the same.


Desk drum to a beat,
Move around in my seat.
Listen to music and her friends,
Distractions never end.

Blink blink,
Twitch twich,
Tap tap.

I need to concentrate,
But I can’t seem to think straight.
I don’t care about it though
,
Go away and leave me alone.

No explanation,
For my lack of motivation.
Why can’t I do this?
Why can’t I just focus?

Unable to think,
Thoughts on a hitch,
About to snap.

I don’t know and I don’t care,
My desire to went somewhere.
Yet no one seems to see,
That something’s wrong with me.


I’m too unfocused,
To even finish this.


Blink blink,
Unable to think.
Twitch twitch,
Thoughts on a hitch.
Tap tap,
About to snap.

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| Cassandra; Kat/Kataki; Rain/Riyoku; Shay/Shadow; L.C. & Luna; Ray; Cassie; Lynn |
| Prism |
| Marie; Valera; Phenix (Rebel); Dallas & Damone; Kyra; "Blank"; Bridgette; Cassidy |
| "Hannibal"; "Big Ryan"/Ryan; Keith/"Little Ryan"; Kuro |
| Hawk ; The Doctor |
| Aurora (mermaid), werewolf, silent one, black ponytail, Kichijoten, The Master |
| Maiingan |
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Re: (*)((*)){(*)}{{(*)}}[{(*)}]!!

Postby lifelongthing » Wed Sep 19, 2012 6:15 pm

Very nice poem/song. Is it your own creation?

Tori Amos - Girl

From in the shadow
She calls
And in the shadow
She finds a way
And in the shadow
She crawls
Clutching her faded photograph
My image under her thumb
Yes with a message for my heart
She's been everybody else's girl
Maybe one day she'll be her own
Everybody else's girl
Maybe one day she'll be her own
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