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Working on Acceptance

Postby tomboy24 » Thu Mar 28, 2013 11:39 pm

*possible general trigger warning*


i just realized how much we need to work on acceptance, and have decided to do something about it, right here, right now! :oops:


so to all who might be listening, reading, or knowing what's going on, i say this to you, and i say it for everyone to see/read, and i say it for it to be known to all! :oops: easy or not, i am going to do this! and i mean every word i say! :oops:




cassandra, i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

kat, i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

rain, i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

shay, i accept you. i do! i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you AS YOU ARE.

l.c., i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

luna, i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

ray, i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

myself, i accept you! i accept that i exist, i accept that i am real, i accept that i am a part of others, i accept that others are a part of me, and i accept myself as i am!

lynn... i accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that you...are indeed a part of me. i accept that i am a part of you. and i accept you as you are!



prism, i accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that you are a part of me. i accept that i am a part of you. and i accept you as you are!



marie, i accept you! i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

valera...i accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that you...are a part of me. i accept that i am a part of you. and i accept you, as you are!

phenix, once known as rebel, i...accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real. i accept...that you are a part of me. i accept that i am a part of you. and i accept you...as you are!

dallas, i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

damone, i accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that you are a part of me. i accept that i am a part of you. and i accept you as you are!

kyra, i accept you! i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you. and i accept you as you are!

blank, i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are!

pretty, i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you as you are.

cassidy...cassidy, i...accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i...accept, that you are indeed a part of me, and that i am indeed a part of you. and...i accept you...as you are. i accept you as you are.


hawk, i accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that you are a part of me. i accept that i am a part of you. and i accept you as you are.


maiingain, i accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that in some way, you are a part of me, and in turn, that i am a part of you. and i accept you as you are.



ryan/"big ryan", i accept you!! i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real! i accept that you are a part of me. i accept that i am a part of you. and i accept you, as you are!

keith/"little ryan", i accept you. i accept that you exist, i accept that you are real, i accept that you are a part of me, i accept that i am a part of you, and i accept you, as you are!

"hannibal"... "hannibal", i... i accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. i accept that you are...that you are indeed, in some way, a part of me. i accept that i am a part of you. and i... i accept you, as you are. exactly as you are. i accept you.


black cat named kuro, alter/fragment or simply an "inside pet", whatever you may be, i accept you. i accept that you exist. i accept that you are real. whether you are a part of me or a part of the inner world, i accept that. and i accept you as you are.


i accept that all of you are real! i accept that all of you exist! i accept that all of you are a part of me! i accept that i am a part of all of you! and i accept, i repeat, i accept all of you exactly as you are!! i accept you!!


and for anyone who i/we possibly are currently unaware of or don't know about yet, i accept you as well! i accept that others may still exist without my knowledge. i accept that others may be there without me knowing they are. and i accept that if there are others i don't know about, they, just like everyone else, are a part of me, and i am a part of them. and i accept them, as they are.





...wow...that was much more powerful than i thought it would be... got tears and cried at multiple points while typing/saying this (yes, i said this all as i typed it)... and feel strange right now...feel shocked for the most part i think...and in a state of uncertainty to really believe... but i mean it! and it's true! i accept you all! and i accept you all as you are! and i accept that you are all real!

:oops: :D :cry: :cry: :D :oops:


- cassie (age ?)
| Cassandra; Kat/Kataki; Rain/Riyoku; Shay/Shadow; L.C. & Luna; Ray; Cassie; Lynn |
| Prism |
| Marie; Valera; Phenix (Rebel); Dallas & Damone; Kyra; "Blank"; Bridgette; Cassidy |
| "Hannibal"; "Big Ryan"/Ryan; Keith/"Little Ryan"; Kuro |
| Hawk ; The Doctor |
| Aurora (mermaid), werewolf, silent one, black ponytail, Kichijoten, The Master |
| Maiingan |
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby Hypo_tredec » Thu Mar 28, 2013 11:51 pm

You've done a great job. Acceptance is always a major step. I'm sure your alters feel a lot better knowing that you accept them as well.
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby AliasForAFew » Thu Mar 28, 2013 11:55 pm

Oh! :D :oops: That was very sweet to read!
Wow! Good job!
:oops: :D
We're going to meditate tonight...
I missed it last night because I fell asleep...
Hopefully it'll end up nicely.
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby tomboy24 » Fri Mar 29, 2013 12:01 am

thank you! :oops: i still feel like i'm in a state of shock/disbelief or something... but i'm going to keep repeating it until it gets through!


and i'm going to have EVERYONE in our system do this. (when they're ready to, of course). i'm going to have every single alter/fragment/part type this out here on this thread (and say it while typing), stating that they accept everyone else, just as i did. we're going to work on everyone accepting everyone together! :oops: :D because i know between us all, there's varying degrees and levels of acceptance, some of us definitely accept more than others, so i'm going to try and help work on our acceptance and getting us all on the "same page"! :oops: :D


- cassie (age ?)


-- Thu Mar 28, 2013 5:01 pm --

(and i hope the meditation goes well for you, AliasForAFew!)
| Cassandra; Kat/Kataki; Rain/Riyoku; Shay/Shadow; L.C. & Luna; Ray; Cassie; Lynn |
| Prism |
| Marie; Valera; Phenix (Rebel); Dallas & Damone; Kyra; "Blank"; Bridgette; Cassidy |
| "Hannibal"; "Big Ryan"/Ryan; Keith/"Little Ryan"; Kuro |
| Hawk ; The Doctor |
| Aurora (mermaid), werewolf, silent one, black ponytail, Kichijoten, The Master |
| Maiingan |
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby tomboy24 » Fri Mar 29, 2013 1:24 am

i accept you all.

cassandra, kat, rain, shay, l.c., luna, ray, myself, lynn, prism, marie, valera, phenix (rebel), dallas, damone, kyra, blank, pretty, cassidy (yes you!), hawk, maiingan, keith/"little ryan", ryan/"big ryan", "hannibal" (as hard as it is), and kuro (whether you're an alter/fragment or not).

i accept that all of you exist, and that all of you are real. i accept you all as you are, exactly as you are! and i mean it. accept ALL of you. every single one. exactly as you are.


- cassie (age ?)
| Cassandra; Kat/Kataki; Rain/Riyoku; Shay/Shadow; L.C. & Luna; Ray; Cassie; Lynn |
| Prism |
| Marie; Valera; Phenix (Rebel); Dallas & Damone; Kyra; "Blank"; Bridgette; Cassidy |
| "Hannibal"; "Big Ryan"/Ryan; Keith/"Little Ryan"; Kuro |
| Hawk ; The Doctor |
| Aurora (mermaid), werewolf, silent one, black ponytail, Kichijoten, The Master |
| Maiingan |
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby Tunes14 » Fri Mar 29, 2013 6:12 am

i almost cried just reading that. ill say its powerful. wow. and good for you. im so amazed.
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Janice - F, Twin, 13-16.
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby tomboy24 » Fri Mar 29, 2013 7:35 am

thank you.. :oops: :)

i didn't think it'd be hard to do until i actually started doing it... and i definitely didn't expect it to have that much impact... and i especially didn't expect it to still have an impact each time i reread it... :oops:

i'm glad i did this... i'm going to repeat it and/or reread it, let's try for, at least once every other day right now for a goal. :oops: :oops: think it might some how, in some way. :oops: :oops:


- cassie (age ?)
| Cassandra; Kat/Kataki; Rain/Riyoku; Shay/Shadow; L.C. & Luna; Ray; Cassie; Lynn |
| Prism |
| Marie; Valera; Phenix (Rebel); Dallas & Damone; Kyra; "Blank"; Bridgette; Cassidy |
| "Hannibal"; "Big Ryan"/Ryan; Keith/"Little Ryan"; Kuro |
| Hawk ; The Doctor |
| Aurora (mermaid), werewolf, silent one, black ponytail, Kichijoten, The Master |
| Maiingan |
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby TooCloseToTheEdge » Fri Mar 29, 2013 7:46 am

Everything that you wrote is very powerful. Wow indeed. It's good to see that you are working on acceptance after all that has recently happened. :)

~ Everyone/Mixture ?
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby lifelongthing » Fri Mar 29, 2013 8:22 am

This is beautiful, and great progress. You're doing great work here :)
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Re: Working on Acceptance

Postby tomboy24 » Fri Mar 29, 2013 4:35 pm

thank you, lifelongthing and tooclosetotheedge. :oops: :oops: :)

- cassie
| Cassandra; Kat/Kataki; Rain/Riyoku; Shay/Shadow; L.C. & Luna; Ray; Cassie; Lynn |
| Prism |
| Marie; Valera; Phenix (Rebel); Dallas & Damone; Kyra; "Blank"; Bridgette; Cassidy |
| "Hannibal"; "Big Ryan"/Ryan; Keith/"Little Ryan"; Kuro |
| Hawk ; The Doctor |
| Aurora (mermaid), werewolf, silent one, black ponytail, Kichijoten, The Master |
| Maiingan |
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