me vs my mother

[jenicho]

You think you're always right about me. I can see it when you make false stories about me with your friends in front of me. I can see it when you look down on me telling me i'm stupid every time you're angry with me. You always say that i can't live without you, well NEWSFLASH! I BLOODY CAN!!! AND I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU!!! I don't need a mother who treats me like i have no life of my own and put me down every time. I don't need a mother who tells me false promises because i have the politicians for that. I DON'T NEED YOU! JUST YOUR MONEY!

Just one more fight telling me i'm stupid, i will straight up leave you're trash cause i've had enough of this and now i'm pissed. I will give up all your money to be on my own and be free.

I'm gonna do things my way. Not gonna follow what you want for me. Not gonna choose friends according to your standards. This is my life you have no right to dictate me what i should do about it.

[jenicho]

I tried to discover what makes you behave like this. Something than can make you refrain from bashing me. I found out that you're just unpredictable. Can you please at least give me a little respect in front of your friends than making stories about me? What reason can make a mother do this to her daughter?

I'll be forever blue here with you. Don't even ask neither i wanna hear your reason. Try to understand yourself before you ask why me and dad are angry at you. you might find the answer.

[jenicho]

It was a good day. we were shopping when you flipped out again. while i'm sitting in front of my pc. happy. you stormed my room and pointed out my wrongs. i accepted it with patience. i didn't ask why. the nagging mother. fate tell me to answer back. is it hate? just leave me alone.

all i wanna do is leave you and live my life. say you agree. you want me to.

we made war that day. i said something right. you brought the beast out of me, few times and it's increasing, more powerful, easily. when i woke up, all i feel is dislike of you. i told you i'm not perfect. i walked out and watched movies than to stay home with you. don't try to find me. don't you dare. just live in my past, i want my future.

It will happen one day. i will leave you. i can imagine your surprise. Please understand this is not the life i want. A life that's impossible with you in it.