No more.

[CruzingLily]

Please!
No more, I am just getting so sick and so tired of everything going wrong for me. There isn't any point in anything anymore, not that I can think of. Nope.
I'm getting worse. ###$ this. I'm getting so sick of everything getting worse... My health is getting worse, my mood is getting worse, my life is getting worse,
And everyone is ######6 blaming me for it. Why? Huh? Why are you doing this?

This isn't fair and I want to just give up right now.
It's not fair to me or anyone else who's time it is I am wasting by complaining and whining.
Ugh.

[rainbow_sprinkles]

I honestly can relate SO much to exactly this right now that I don't have much of a capacity to offer any real assistance, but for whatever it's worth, you are not the only one feeling this way, and the one thing I can offer/suggest is to keep talking about this. do you have supports in your life? professional or otherwise?

it's not a waste of anyone's time. I sympathize with you so deeply. if you want to talk you can pm me. please take care