What's the point

[smurf]

Part 1
Why did you do it there? I hate you even though I don't know you. It was my turn. It was my place. Why couldn't you have waited? Maybe I'm just jealous you were able to do what I've spent years wanting to do. I hope you're at peace now regardless.


Part 2
I can't tell you why I'm so ashamed. I need you to ask the direct question. I need you to read between the lines. I need you to hear what I'm not saying. Please please please ask me the direct question.


Part 3
What is the effing point in posting? Hardly anyone replies anymore.


Part 4
I give up. I quit. I'm done.