Vent

[annrose02492]

I just need to put out a "vent" I had earlier today. After sleeping really late this morning, I realized that - due to the heat outside - I had no chance of accomplishing what I had wanted to today. I had wanted to wake up early - while it was still cool- and finish weeding my garden. What irritates me is that I repeatedly do this - make plans and then sleep through my opportunity to implement them. You'd think I'd figure this out. I'd like to be more productive in my life. So far this month, I've managed to opt out of learning to use my new bicycle, calling various friends, making hotel reservations so I can visit my sister, attending my weight management and exercise classes and heaven knows what else. I feel as if I've lost any willpower I once had - I don't really know if its due to depression, old age or lack of concern for myself. That's it.