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[no-mans-land]

It´s confusing, this self-contradiction. Two; I want someone to hurt me, but I don´t. And I want company, but I don´t. I needed sleep 4 hours ago, I´ll figure this out tomorrow.

[no-mans-land]

It´s confusing, this self-contradiction.

No, just been too busy to think about it.

I want someone to hurt me

I wonder if it is your longing for a father figure and your missing being abused by your dad.

but I don´t.

Yes, injuries aren´t fun.

And I want company

Indeed, that is going to take a little more time though.

but I don´t.

I think you are confusing the past with the future.

I´ll figure this out tomorrow.

Sorry that this took awhile.

-- Wed Mar 19, 2014 1:06 am --

I needed sleep 4 hours ago

Oh look, are at a much better time today.

[no-mans-land]

Indeed, that is going to take a little more time though.

I am kinda sick and tired of your promises, you know. Always taking your time and whatnot. You sort of remind me of mother actually. I am not as horrible, guilty nor perfect as you would have me believe.