back to the nightmare

[whybother]

Last week I for medical reasons had to travel interstate and organised accommodation with someone who has the same complaint as meself, because when I was down there in November I got more than sufficient support.

Alas between November and last week this person obtained a partner who reminds me of mother dearest - my main but NOT only abuser.

So for a week I was more or less back under the control of mother dearest.

Not a terribly good idea.

Well I got back the other day, but I am sliding back into the black hole it took me three decades to get out of............ and being a recluse there is no 3D I can turn to for help.

I woulda blogged about this, but my last blog was not approved. And my last vent here was removed....... Yet members apparently thought it appropriate to respond to my vent.

Hope they don't have that amount of bad manners (again) to reply to this one.

Enuff