Checked out

[ScotisGone74]

How I wake up each day and do what I have to at work, talk to any friends, or talk to my family these days is beyond me . My ex PD partner lied, manipulated, cheated, and then laughed at my situation in the end. She is much more than sick, also sadistic, like pure evil. If there was ever any justice in the entire world she will get back some of what she has put out. how do you get married behind your partner's back? Ha Its so sick its childish, like 3rd grade type stuff. As much as I cared and loved this person at one time I wake up everyday now and Thank God that I did not have child with this person and I know I'm blessed and lucky for that, whatever else may happen. My heart won't be right forever, I have good days, then bad, sometimes I cry to myself about the whole thing, how could my best friend in the world and loving partner commit such heinous acts upon another human being???I don't know, I really don't ...........maybe I never will, but I'm struggling each day to get healthy and I hope those of you that are doing the same thing keep hanging in there too.