freedom

your words are greattt 'aweakening' ... 'rebirth' but is it really this?? i have gone through this 'aweakening or rebirth' but sincerely when one da way listening to 'still havent found what i am looking for'... i realised that this is true whin myself that i wanted a cure and i got it but annot find what it is .. so let continu with the smoking and smile to the world..

I think i know what you mean. Liek you journey inside, searching your soul, but without knowing what your looking for, its impossible to find, or recognise when you do find it.
And btw, if by smoking you mean smoking crack...maybe thats why you cannotsleep