by Razael » Sun Nov 11, 2012 4:08 am
is it anxiety neurosis... I attribute things to the symptoms of anxiety and panic attacks like it causes a full blown realisation that I might die and the stress snowballs and images in the mind appear like I'm having a flashback of drowning, like I reliving it and can;t breath..... Was totally strange, It was after substantial sleep deprivation and I made the mistake of calling an ambulence for myself and got dragged to psych ward where they gave me a heap of sleeping pills then I passed out then I woke up with paradoxical reaction seeming v"preoccupied with the drugs" blunting my thinking and making me come across as having a mental illness...Totally sucks
They've no insight on iatrogenic illness & PTSD of hospitalisation torture with NDE, amnesiac to an attemted murder +covered up road accident.betrays justice,Sleep deprivation. HIgher dimensional development of perceptions of astral projection to higher lifeforms in the cosmos.Esoteric journey and become a god