Perhaps that was, because i didn't always hear the voices and when i did i was able to separate them from my new perception of reality.
I spent most of the time being amazed, astonished and flabbergasted. I also spent a great deal laughing about trivial stuff.
It often made me feel like i was at the very center of all things happening, and that the inertia of the universe would work for or against me like when cycling in the wind..
Heres a list of the phobias i had to deal with:
- Arithmophobia - The fear of some numbers (Mostly primes and uneven numbers. I felt persecuted by them and spent alot of time deciphering their meaning in relation to my current state.)
- Chromatophobia - The fear of some colors (For me it was red, but i was able to defeat that fear by realizing that i'm a taurus and by marking red stuff with something that is green.)
- Demonophobia - The fear of evil spirits (That wasn't as bad as it may sound, but i still take this one very seriously and i believe that there may be transdimensional dieties that can induce schizophrenia by messing with the neurochemistry of human brains.)
- General Paranoia - Like the fear of being stalked (I believe that "gang-stalking" is a real phenomen and that schizos make a great target for those groups that play with demons and participate in this "game".)
- Iatrophobia - The fear of going to a doctor (Probably the most rational fear i had. I couldn't conquer this one by applying irrational countermeasures.)
- Logophobia - The fear of words (Like nomatophobia, but far less serious. It depended on the letters in the words and on my understanding of their meanings.)
- Nomatophobia - The fear of names (This was the worst, because it made me fear some people for irrational reasons.)
Alot of those things i feared, represent very concrete ideas (numbers, colors, letters..)
I believe that most of those fears were rooted in my inability, to put concepts into the right level of abstraction.