Tonight we had a discussion that was worthwhile. She hasn't been very supportive at all. Tonight she asked me:
Mom: How long have you had the hallucinations?
Me: I started having visual hallucinations at age six. Auditory at age of ten.
Mom: Why didn't you tell me about it?
Me:Because you would throw me into a hospital.
Mom: I wouldn't do that.
Me: Yes you would, I decided to keep my mouth shut about it all these years.
Mom: But why?
Me: Because you wouldn't understand. You wouldn't understand one bit.
Mom: Let me try, try to understand.
Me: I don't know.