I had a discussion with my cat...

and I axed him what he thought about me being so hypersensitive. He's orange with orange stripes and is an orange tabby; so he just clawed and bit me when I gruffed him long enough after axing him this question...but I think the point is well made. I cannot fathom any other outcome. Delusions are just a stable defense-mechanism. 90% of them turn out to be true. At least, in my case.

His name is "Pumpkin".

ya know, it's few and far between that i hear a cat's name that isn't a proper english title of nobility, wearin a bowtie and a monacle.

I talk with my cats too.I always use a pinch of salt when talking to animals or making psychic connections. That means I do not take it too seriously, cuz it might all just be make-believe.

I have 2 kitties too. They are so well behaved. One's a grey tabby and ones a brown and black tabby. They aren't brothers but they get along really well.

On a side note... I gave cats to some of my more annoying voices. They named them themselves and now they have their own cats to play with. It's calmed them down considerably. so freakin' funny man... arg!

ocular_razor wrote:ya know, it's few and far between that i hear a cat's name that isn't a proper english title of nobility, wearin a bowtie and a monacle.

I've always liked Louis Wain

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8MIe7_u_tA

crazymoth wrote:I talk with my cats too.I always use a pinch of salt when talking to animals or making psychic connections. That means I do not take it too seriously, cuz it might all just be make-believe.

I have 2 kitties too. They are so well behaved. One's a grey tabby and ones a brown and black tabby. They aren't brothers but they get along really well.

On a side note... I gave cats to some of my more annoying voices. They named them themselves and now they have their own cats to play with. It's calmed them down considerably. so freakin' funny man... arg!

I talk to my boy cats like they are dudes. They like being talked to like that.

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I did say "axed" and "axing" because that is what Lebron James says, the big oaf, he plays small forward for some team.

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I don't mean to freak anyone out. And if you are easily freaked out, please stop reading, and do not click on the link below. I got 3 seconds into it before I felt my brain slipping somewhere awful. I hit the pause button, 3 seconds in. Is there someone more brave? Or someone who can give a description of what exactly "can make you schizophrenic...lol"? without being so graphic? I already know it's a freak show of nightmares.

Again, only click on the below link at your own risk. Terrible things might happen to your mind. I have never been diagnosed schizophrenic...but that doesn't mean my brain hasn't gone various places.

Do not click on the link if you are diagnosed schizophrenic. Only if you are super hardcore and tougher than me or something. But, then, don't prove a point, don't prove anything. It's too scary. You know what, I'm removing the link. If you want to find it, here's the headline, you will have to do some work yourself, if it is worth it to you. It's the first thing in a google search:

"warning this video can make you Schizophrenic (dark ecstasy) Project: Schizophrenia ; mental differences in emotional processing...lol"

I made it 3 seconds. Be prepared to make it less. I wish I had made it less.

I guess what I am trying to get at is, psychosis is really easy to achieve for someone like me. I think my brain had an expiration date of over a decade ago. I am still really sharp. But the isolation and madness is so easy now. As it always has been. As videos like the one I can't watch for more than 3 seconds has always done. I have never been able to absorb such things. Total madness. And while my body still excels, producing that of a young man, due to proper fitness and nutrition and bipolar-like driven focus...my brain is telling me that I am as good as dead and dying on the vine. The emotional torment.

The bar is eating me. God with the long mustache tells me.

ocular_razor wrote:ya know, it's few and far between that i hear a cat's name that isn't a proper english title of nobility, wearin a bowtie and a monacle.

I've always liked Louis Wain

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8MIe7_u_tA

crazymoth wrote:I talk with my cats too.I always use a pinch of salt when talking to animals or making psychic connections. That means I do not take it too seriously, cuz it might all just be make-believe.

I have 2 kitties too. They are so well behaved. One's a grey tabby and ones a brown and black tabby. They aren't brothers but they get along really well.

On a side note... I gave cats to some of my more annoying voices. They named them themselves and now they have their own cats to play with. It's calmed them down considerably. so freakin' funny man... arg!

I talk to my boy cats like they are dudes. They like being talked to like that.

...

I did say "axed" and "axing" because that is what Lebron James says, the big oaf, he plays small forward for some team.

...

I don't mean to freak anyone out. And if you are easily freaked out, please stop reading, and do not click on the link below. I got 3 seconds into it before I felt my brain slipping somewhere awful. I hit the pause button, 3 seconds in. Is there someone more brave? Or someone who can give a description of what exactly "can make you schizophrenic...lol"? without being so graphic? I already know it's a freak show of nightmares.

Again, only click on the below link at your own risk. Terrible things might happen to your mind. I have never been diagnosed schizophrenic...but that doesn't mean my brain hasn't gone various places.

Do not click on the link if you are diagnosed schizophrenic. Only if you are super hardcore and tougher than me or something. But, then, don't prove a point, don't prove anything. It's too scary. You know what, I'm removing the link. If you want to find it, here's the headline, you will have to do some work yourself, if it is worth it to you. It's the first thing in a google search:

"warning this video can make you Schizophrenic (dark ecstasy) Project: Schizophrenia ; mental differences in emotional processing...lol"

I made it 3 seconds. Be prepared to make it less. I wish I had made it less.

I guess what I am trying to get at is, psychosis is really easy to achieve for someone like me. I think my brain had an expiration date of over a decade ago. I am still really sharp. But the isolation and madness is so easy now. As it always has been. As videos like the one I can't watch for more than 3 seconds has always done. I have never been able to absorb such things. Total madness. And while my body still excels, producing that of a young man, due to proper fitness and nutrition and bipolar-like driven focus...my brain is telling me that I am as good as dead and dying on the vine. The emotional torment.

The "bar" is eating me. God with the long mustache tells me.