Hi all, I didn't know where to really post this but here it goes.
The voices being heard all started when I told my old neighbors to hush it in their backyard around 11:45 pm because it was getting really late and they would not stop. The next night after that incident, I started hearing voices from my neighbors home ( 2 females to be exact ) with ongoing random talk during sleeping hours. I assumably thought it was my neighbors and made a complaint to them because the voices are coming from inside their home, after the complaint the voices still persists. So one night I got so pissed off at my neighbors and bashed their home window and car window. I got away with that, but the voices still kept on going on.
During this time of weeks of hearing voices from now both my left and right neighbors homes, my family was deciding to move out.
So eventually I move out to my new home and as soon as I got there, I went to the backyard and smoked a cigarette and heard a girl say "talk now #######1", coming from the home behind mine. Then I heard my left neighbor as a couple talking randomly. So at that point I'm like " WHAT THE **** IS GOING ON" people are attacking verbally for no reason and the voices are happening again at my new home.
At first I tried my best to ignore the voices and live on without giving the voices recognition, as in talking back to them. So days go on and now the 3 neighbors behind, one to the left and the right are all talking to me. Saying random things and even knowing my name, car and it seemed so real of how they knew where I was all the time. I felt pinned down by these voices coming from my neighbors homes and was so annoyed, irritated and of course angry ( had to adapt to control the anger part because it would not stop )
Then days go and now it came to a point where the voices coming from my neighbors homes were reading my mind and even communicating with it. It all happened one night when so many voices from all directions came from my neighbors that my mind would start reacting with annoyed reactions like stop, this sucks, I hope this stops and so on in negative ways. Then this male voice would say right after I got a reaction in my head with a saying "I hope this would stop some day", the male voice right after would be like " this wont stop man" Then days go on and other people (voices) are doing the same thing and reading my mind reactions and communicating with it. I'm still thinking its the people in my neighbors homes.
Now when I go to work, a market or even a restaurant I hear voices along the way there and at the location and it seems to be all connected my neighbors voices.
This has been going on for months now and I sort of adapted to living with it hoping some day it would all just stop.
The voices all sound like distance audible like when you turn your tv on and hear $#%^ from feets away. So I know to my own knowledge that it's not coming from my head.
Some days and night the voices coming from my neighbors home goes CRAZY. Talk about all sorts of things and even yelling and talking about death to the most random things ever.
For now I think it's my neighbors, really. I feel like their doing this just to harass me and get the best out of me. I don't know why though.
By the way I tried calling the cops and they thought I was basically crazy. Asking me if I was on medication and surprisingly the voices didn't happen when the cops were there.
Does anyone have experience with this?
Can someone help me out?
Can this be some sort of spiritual thing happening to me? ( the voices )
This is how bad it is for me, there 5-6 neighbors now all talking to me and I wish I can just blow their heads off. I know I wont do that because ill end up in jail. Just saying how I feel at times.
What should I do?