paranormal happenings during psychosis

Recently I noticed something peculuiar about a point in time I got apprehended by police in the middle of the night for disturbing some workers during the middle of the night near a car park. I remember the terrrain that evening fairly well, I was quite lucid ev en though sleep deprived. I was running from home environment and an impending threat from astral origins as I was led to believe in fantasy story-line of opening the gates which held great suffering and my sister from a time in her teenage years [was pregnant with family in present time]...Like a wave was going to engulf me , I ran down a dead-end street about 2km away from my house [Important to the uncanny part is it was an industrial kind of street with automobile shops, large production shed kind of things and one street has a post office, It is interesting because I distincly remember certain bushes and a truck leaving a building on the corner, yet I ran down the street with a post office that in reality has no bushes out the front an is on the corner where no truck could park like that....kinda like I was down three streets at once.....my bus goes past their and I look down trying to figure out which street I ran down, I remember it being enclcose dead end street, but the one I ran down goes in a U Shape totally not as it was on that night.

Interesting I only just remembered about a hole in the sky, I remember looking back in the vicinity of where my house would havbe been and seeing in the sky a funnel like whirlwind, I now wonder of its implications to have been decievedd when I usually was directed by more pure beings and deities. On this occasion running through a grassy patch, I thought or well in my mind a telepathic voice tol me to "Jump" I was running and looking up in this hole in the sky like something would beam down and I could jump up and ind mysel in another land..anxiety and hesitation ofver abnormal happenings, but I wonder on this funnel I sore also abouve where my house would have been, it seemedd chaotic onnly because of my anxiety over something so artificial like an impending psychic threat?

...seems like something weird actually hapenenedd that night as It seems like I was down about 5 streets at the same time, they are all different ;engths some are U shaped and that night it seemed like there was only one choice or something....maybe I should take a walk one night to go down each street , but I know I was officially down one street with compleetely different terrain.

just tonight I sore two bushes from the bus that looked more like where I was yet the street itself was shorter. A few nights earlier I ran from home to find a place to rest an my home seemed engulfed with astral beings that were hostile, that came every night over a period I had become sleep deprived but that night my run found me in a place I cannot for the life of me figure out where I was, several crossings of foot bridges and a highway, and intersections that are beyond belief to find some strange opening to a familiar street where I knew whrer to go and went 5km or more on foot to a police station, they didn;t see me come in and spent half an hour chilling or getting up to try to get someones attention but nothing. I was finally at peace with intrusive beings that were at my home environment.



The night I went downt the dead end street witht the postal workers was rather unfortunate as this time I would have liked to have found my way to beach, yet the extent of the astral threat I retreated from was open ended. Shame that I wound up having to explain myself to hospital doctors and get a briefing from captain dick about how I'm hearing vboices when I wasn;t , for some reason they thought I might be agitated, coming off zeldox the experience was the worst maybe contributed to anxiety and wanting to get out....



I usually can;t remember all my tripps dunno if thats actually from psych drugs and it could be, it becomes irrelevant as never get sleep deprived, that's usually when I trip, ater about 4nights, could be stress and cumulative effect of it on my consciousness, euphoria, can trigger response and feedback on manic states, hypnotic states retrieval of life lost repressed memories emotional states, grand ideas, can trigger hallucinations in some and honestly don;t understand psychiatry ignorance o such phenomena when treating psychotics... I or one had nothing unusual in my perception after one night sleep and refused medication by inducing vomit immediately, or whenever i could not taking it before making it official. They still don;t acknowledge that I made a quick exit after recovering by my own means. as I reported and tried to excuse my behaviour getting caught by police in the middle o the night, kinda hard to explain but I sore it the entire process with spiritual perspectives, something of an eye opener and know nevverr to trust this particular character that warned me of danger to fall into a trap of running down a bad street or 3

The voices and threats you are hearing are real but they originate from a bad place and are in fact fabricated by liars not of our world.

The truth is that they are trying to separate you from your reality and the only way to fight that is to try to go back to the way that life was before.

The things that helped me the most during my time of crisis (and believe me, it was a crisis, I experienced many of the same kinds of experiences you have) were changing my diet to vegan and more specifically, removing gluten/casein and MSG (and foods containing high amounts of free glutamates--research the difference between free and bound glutamates) and turning off the television, radio and videogames which are all ways of communicating with us and distorting our reality. Since I couldn't remove myself from the people around me, simply believing that the messages I was receiving from them without them even knowing were attempts to deceive me into believing something that wasn't true. The way that works, I believe, is that it is a very powerful method of communication with machinations that we cannot grasp and that it breaks down our reality by causing us to become overly imaginative to fill in the gaps. Once that starts happening, it snowballs. The story becomes more and more fantastic and even contradicts itself at times but it doesn't matter since the imagination will attempt to fill in the gaps and forget the parts that it deems irrelevant.

It's like Alice falling down a rabbit hole and instead of looking up and climbing out, we continue to chase the white rabbit even deeper into wonderland.

To an extent, what you see is what you get but you must be able to discern the otherworldly lies from our truth.

totally agree, I can see the distinction between that particular character and other lower forms in my dream, waking dream and totally get the way you describe filling in the gaps, we do that quite well.

I had been more interested in angels before the story line got ran over by hostile $#%^, even though the angels were "weird" to say the least, maybe coz they come from another world, but then again its part of the day-dreaming thing that I was creating it all in my mind, some things seemed so seperate to what I was in control of or what I focused on.

don;t know if I described this street very well, that I ran into and it was diferent and only one option to run down and was completely different to what it is in reality, still don;t know exactly what happened but it is weird just wish I could describe it better. I remember the bushes because I tryedd to dive into one and was concrete out front of the shop, but in reality that particular street I was apprehended on hass grass infront of a post office and no bushes and the street is U shaped ad wasn;t like that on the night I ran down it.

-- Wed Dec 19, 2012 12:41 pm --

I'm pretty much screwed because of it, the way they made it sound on my file, running from extra-terrestrials, never said I was running from extra-terrestrials...they play it out to make it sound as bad as possible to excuse holding me and forcing me with involuntatry meds, when infact I learnt my lesson from it.

plus the particular instance was made a hell of lot worse by withdrawal off Zeldox/geodon, I know to be more carefull with drugs like that now, it caused insomnia, irritability, anxiety and withdrawals caused a bigger mess...Right before I got pulled up by cops I had this thing what seemed like I had a couple of beings inside me kicking in my stomach. and yeah I made a comment to the cops like "I don;t care if you exterminated me" and now they claim I was suicidal or something, or to indicate I'm a risk if I get episodic so they give me drugs with the idea that its a preventative measure.

Razael wrote:totally agree, I can see the distinction between that particular character and other lower forms in my dream, waking dream and totally get the way you describe filling in the gaps, we do that quite well.

I had been more interested in angels before the story line got ran over by hostile $#%^, even though the angels were "weird" to say the least, maybe coz they come from another world, but then again its part of the day-dreaming thing that I was creating it all in my mind, some things seemed so seperate to what I was in control of or what I focused on.

don;t know if I described this street very well, that I ran into and it was diferent and only one option to run down and was completely different to what it is in reality, still don;t know exactly what happened but it is weird just wish I could describe it better. I remember the bushes because I tryedd to dive into one and was concrete out front of the shop, but in reality that particular street I was apprehended on hass grass infront of a post office and no bushes and the street is U shaped ad wasn;t like that on the night I ran down it.

-- Wed Dec 19, 2012 12:41 pm --

I'm pretty much screwed because of it, the way they made it sound on my file, running from extra-terrestrials, never said I was running from extra-terrestrials...they play it out to make it sound as bad as possible to excuse holding me and forcing me with involuntatry meds, when infact I learnt my lesson from it.

plus the particular instance was made a hell of lot worse by withdrawal off Zeldox/geodon, I know to be more carefull with drugs like that now, it caused insomnia, irritability, anxiety and withdrawals caused a bigger mess...Right before I got pulled up by cops I had this thing what seemed like I had a couple of beings inside me kicking in my stomach. and yeah I made a comment to the cops like "I don;t care if you exterminated me" and now they claim I was suicidal or something, or to indicate I'm a risk if I get episodic so they give me drugs with the idea that its a preventative measure.

I promise you that the terrain did not morph nor did anyone alter it, it is simply a matter of realizing that right now, you are not in control of your thoughts and the force that is, is toying with them immensely. To regain control of your thoughts, you must realize that the world you live in is exactly as you see it.

It's hard. Believe me, I know what it's like but you mustn't allow your fantasies to control your actions. That can get you and others hurt.

The next time you get an urge to run from some force, please understand, it's just them trying to ###$ with you. Nothing bad will happen.