Is there anyone out there that will accept me? IL/IA area

I'm so tired of meeting, being in relationships with and surrounded by people that cannot or refuse to understand how I feel and accept me as I am.
Is anyone in the Davenport, IA, Moline, IL area? I am a 30 year old (ugh! Hate that i turned 30 and don't like saying it) attractive, mostly introverted woman. I left my husband over a year ago and basically spend most of my time home with my 2 kids, boys 2yrs and 14yrs. LOL. Big gap I know. I have Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression and PTSD. I was sexually abused as well as emotionally, mentally abused and abandoned, regected and neglected. I am very emotional, "overly sensitive", understanding, compassionate and base so much of my life and happiness on my feelings.
I would like to make some friends. I am a very loyal, kind, and I suppose a kind of "needy". Needy being that I count on my "friends", want them to turn to me, share thoughts, fears, etc. I don't really enjoy large group activities, rather a small group of friends.

Also, open to a long term relationship. I am bisexual and just want someone who is honest, kind, compassionate and will want, love and accept me. I am sick of being used, taken advantage of by cold, detached people (men).

So, if you wanna meet a nice girl to hang out with, here i am...

This isnt a dating site and if you are tired of being used and abused by men dont put yourself into relationships with those types. Perhaps because of your past you are seeking out(subconsciously) these guys that hurt you.

I'm sorry, wanna_end_the_pain, but it's true, this isn't a dating site. I will lock the thread, but if you just want to talk about your problems with relationships or anything else on the forum, feel free to do so.