Married and Feeling Trapped

I just got married in June this year. And ever since I got married (which seemed like the right thing to do at the time), I have been feeling trapped. I have been looking for reasons to break up, and get divorced. I have even looked for my own place to live. I have borderline personality disorder, and I think that might be a cause of how I am feeling. I just feel trapped, no future. I feel like I would rather be friends with my husband, than be married to him. He doesn't understand my disability. He is not very supportive either. I keep thinking "Why did I marry him?". It's what I have always wanted, to get married and have kids, but now that I am there, I don't want it. I don't want to seperate from him, or tell him I want a divorce, and regret it later. I feel completely back and forth on the idea of being married, or divorced. I guess its that back and white thinking. Either all or nothing. I can't make up my mind. I could really use some advice. I don't want to do something, just to change my mind again. I don't want to go though it, and I don't want him to either. Does anyone else feel this way? Maybe not about marriage, but anything else? I could really you some advice.

HI skykat,

I can understand what you want to say. Your husband should try to understand your problems, but he is not doing so. This doesn't mean to break up with him. Try to find out another solutions. You can see for counselor. May be because of little misunderstanding your husband can't understand you. Give him a chance to understand you, talk to him about your problems. DId you talk to him?