I tried to reply to my post "my boyfriend left and Im a mess"but it wont go through and Im getting upset so Im posting again.....

Thank you very much for your reply Kevin, and your advice. Ive read some of your other replies to people and I like the fact that you say how you feel and dont hold back.
Part of me wants to put my foot down and say enough is enough but the other part wants to stay with him and deal with his crap. I dont feel he should use his mental problems as an excuse to do what he wants and hurt me in the process but isnt that part of the illness? Dont you have to either live with it or not? He is on medications and takes them and sees a therapist. Other than when he pulls this crap he is a great guy. It is alot to deal with though and it takes its toll on me. Maybe Im getting too soft as I get older....lol
I will think about what you said. Thanx again.

Thank you too for your reply Sunny. I am not a first time mom though so I think things will go ok. I have a 20 yr old daughter and 13 yr old son, both without a father around. Darn men....no offense Kevin. Being emotional and alone is hard though. I didnt find out about my mental problems until my 2nd divorce 4 years ago. Thank you again for your reply and advice.
And thank you to anyone else who replies.