AragakiShiro wrote:The only thing I want right now is for someone to open their arms when i walk into the room, beaming, genuinely happy to see me, and say, "I am so glad you are here. I love you unconditionally."
There is someone I would like to say this to. I can't. And I'm sorry.
Why don't you show unconditional love to this person by yourself, which would mean showing love without any conditions? Maybe this person will appreciate this when you do the first step. Opening up to someone can sometimes do miracles.
I guess something happened that's withholding you to leave your comfort zone and to say what you want to say but I think that staying in the current status quo by remaining silent won't unfortunately change the situation either. I wish you good luck!