I'm dreadful at relationships and I always have been. The trouble is is that I feel suffocated when I'm involved with anyone and that's even on a friendship basis.
But have this thing about me that craves to be romantic with someone. I am quite a romantic person but unfortunately this only works on a short term basis with me and then I need to move on and be romantic with someone else.
It's like I get a "hit" off being romantic with someone and I love it for that moment or few hours and then it quickly wears off for me.
I like strangers. I find being romantic and flirting with a stranger so much fun and then when they're not a stranger anymore then I go cold on them.
I can't ever imagine being in a proper long term relationship with anyone.