Am I lonely or is this mental illness?

Aries411 wrote:

JJ1243 wrote:I’ve watched it twice and since I posted this thread I’ve not watched it because I thought maybe it’s unhealthy to keep watching it

Don't work on finding the perfect woman. Work to create the perfect love.

There were many girls that I found very attractive and I wished I was dating them, but when I was in a relationship (with not the most attractive girl), I felt that they were the most beautiful girl in the world because I cared for her and she cared for me. Looks are not everything (even thought thats a little cliche)

Yeah I know nothing about this woman. She could be an unpleasant person for all I know. She forgot about me the second I took her flyer and here I am years later still thinking about her. I need to find someone who knows and cares about me and I know and care about them.

-- Sun Aug 25, 2019 11:32 pm --

xdude wrote:Agree that if a piece of content, media, etc., is leaving you feeling worse off, I think it's wiser to avoid it if you can. It's smart to make choices that make you happy, or at least avoid those that don't.

Yeah it gets me thinking about how time has flied, how i was a teenager back then and now I’m an adult. How she probably has a partner with kids and here I am years later still thinking about her and using her as the perfect woman... yeah I should probably try forget that video exists and hopefully find a partner.