first gf

I dated a girl over the net for 4 years
we used to go on cam and talk on the phone for some time
she then grew up
got much prettier, did make up etc..
then slowly slipped away from me
shes 16 now
im 20 i know THATS ###$.
she then dumped me
cus she wanted a guy with her there
and she met some dude named chase
she only knew for like 9months online
he lived closer
he's turning 24 soon
first day he came to see her
she lost her virginity to him
she got back from their "fun"
and told me
she bragged about every detail thinking i wouldnt be mad
said she did handjob boob job blow job etc
then i went ballastic on her ass
i know she was my ex
but ######6 a guy almost 8yrs older than you underage is ###$
i can understand if she was like 20doing that
but ###$ that:S

then she went on
saying she was drunk and didnt remember
how the ###$ can you say that
when you ######6 told me what you did
now her and that pedophile are a couple
she was my first and last gf
even if she was 1,500miles away
this was about 5months ago
ive been alone since

i lost faith in the love system
and lost hope in peace

i'm sorry to her that. =(

i suppose she wanted to experiment, and that's what she did... and much as you might not want to hear that. i hope she will not go through with this again. it's a sad story. i hope there will be a happy ending... for you and her.

do you feel the need to be in a relationship? your post gives me that impression. you're still very young; there's no need to lose faith in the love system! i'm also skeptical that this girl loves the other guy. it seemed like she was more in it for the physicality of it all than anything else... although i can't say for certain. as for you, you can still find love... and i do mean love, and not lust. =)

again, i'm sorry to hear about this. it hurt me to read it. i can only imagine how much it hurts you. =(

take care*

I don't see myself dating any one in the future
sadly, i don't care

Im just waiting for Armageddon