The Lonely Guy

Now, I'm 17 now. I do have good friends, but other than that, I'm an only child and out of every person I ever met. I'd say I am the god of being alone, oh no, I ain't no amateur at it. Why, never always knew.

I never had a girlfriend in my life, and hardly ever kissed a girl. I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes, although I am very antisocial because I lost trust in people. No, please don't tell me give it a try, I've tried it enough all my life. I don't advertise it though, if you were to see me, you'd think I'm just another guy who don't talk much. But sometimes I think I was put on this planet just to feel rejection and be laughed at. Any girl I talk to just looks away and pretends to not hear me. I've been through every ignoring game. And no, I don't to hear this, "maybe they're ignoring you because they like you!1" No, I'm not saying it never ever happened, but I know the game and I take the time to get to know the inner person. Every single girl I ever liked hated me back, not just "not-liked" me back, they hated. Now I'm starting to lose my mind, because this is an endless loophole I can never escape and now I'm thinking of clever ways to kill people and sometimes blurt out compliments to girls. Someone help me, counselling can't fix this.

All I can say is that 17 isn't your whole life. A lot of girls are just plain bitches, and maybe you went to a school full of them. There's nothing wrong with you. You'll find the right person eventually. I'm older than you and I haven't yet, but I haven't lost hope.

Yes, 17 isn't all that long.

I'm in a similair situation, but well I'm female. I'm also 17.

Anyway, it takes most girls a while to figure out what they really want. Things will change. Just give it some time.

Neurotic-Slush wrote:A lot of girls are just plain bitches, and maybe you went to a school full of them.

Pfff, what do you mean "maybe"? Anyway, it's like I'm glad I don't have a girlfriend because I have freedom, but for some reason I look at these girls I've wanted for years and say, "God I wish I was with her." And no, don't think I'm shallow, I don't want a "trophy girl".