Opinions on having my first kiss with a prostitute?

I am nineteen and three months ago I decided to lose my virginity to a random prostitute. She was just a low class one that doesn't do anything intimate. It was just like renting a vagina and this was fine with me because I only wanted to figure out what sex feels like. I didn't really like it.

Now, I figure I still need to learn what it feels like to kiss a girl and also cuddle. The high class escorts that provide intimacy are actually much more attractive too. I have been trying to think how else I could achieve this but there isn't any other option. I can't imagine asking a female friend to kiss me because then that would be sexual and stepping outside of the friendzone boundary. I can't go to a club or party because I do not know PUA/game and wouldn't be able to successfully close in such a short time. I can't get to know a potential sex over some dates because by that time she would have already lost sexual interest and decided that she just wants everything to be strictly platonic.

Opinions and advice? Please no stupid replies. If you say something like prostitution is bad or that I should wait and do nothing I will just assume you're an idiot or troll and not reply.

The only thing that's really important about your first sexual encounters or experiences with a woman is how you feel about them. (That's both my own opinion and also what I think would be the "correct" opinion. In this case they seem to be the same.)

Seriously though, you'd need to drop all the "pickup" and "friendzone" $#%^, cause this would explain a lot... lol

katana wrote:The only thing that's really important about your first sexual encounters or experiences with a woman is how you feel about them. (That's both my own opinion and also what I think would be the "correct" opinion. In this case they seem to be the same.)

Seriously though, you'd need to drop all the "pickup" and "friendzone" $#%^, cause this would explain a lot... lol

I would feel nothing for the prostitute. No love or anything. It would just be to see what kissing and cuddling are like. Another learning experience just like when I tried out sex.

What is wrong with pickup? It is the study of seduction. It is how certain guys are able to go out to clubs and get sex regularly. And what is wrong with using the term friendzone to describe the boundaries on a relationship? A relationship that is in the friendzone would mean that there is no sexual stuff being done and everything is only platonic. It seems much easier to just say "friendzone" because the majority of people understand what it means.