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P0ppy, perhaps you, like so many of us, don't have the same "emotions" that people generally do.
At any point in the relationship, do you truly feel love? Or is it simply that you get along for a time, so you decide to label it something? I do not feel, or fully understand "love". I understand mutually beneficial relations, but no more or less.

However, if you are not like me, perhaps you simply are subconsciously afraid of commitment.
Perhaps you feel you are not responsible enough? Or maybe you're scared that they'll hurt you. Perhaps you feel that you're too good for them? Or perhaps you feel they're too good for you.

There could be many reasons for your problems. I'm sure if you look inward long enough, you'll find the answer, even if you don't like it.

Ha, I guess you replied as I was deleting the question. I deleted it because I realized, like I mentioned in the post, that no one could probably give much of an answer. (Also because I tend to get emotional and then regret it later, and by then, I can't delete the post. =/ ) The thing is, is I've wondered about some of the things you said- that maybe I'm subconsciously scared or sometging. But honestly, I don't think that's it. I've always been very honest with myself, and psychologically, I can usually figure myself out- figure out real, deep reasons for the things I do and feel. And the thing about love- I do feel love in these relationships, and a lot of it, too. But it's more of a friend/family love, not an IN love kind of love. I know I'm only 22, I'm young, but something inside of me feels like I'll never actually be in love with anyone. I'm not sure why I feel that way either...

Yes, I have.