wierd sexual likings

Hi,

I am a 31 year old woman. Was married once but now divorced as I couldn't cope with my ex's emotional abuse. Eventhough I am a woman, I get turned on to women's breasts so much. Not all women, but only some who are very motherly. I find it strange since it is a very strong feeling. I would love to suckle and feel like I am a baby. Why do I feel this way? This has been a problem for a long long time..I am trying to figure it out, but I can't. Please help me. Thanks for reading.

Hi, Sunrise! Maybe you feel the need to be nurtured and loved or maybe you felt like it was denied to you when you were a kid. What do you think?
I will move this to the paraphilia/fetishes forum and leave the shadow topic in place.

It might go back to infancy. Were you breast fed?
My guess is it just goes back to wanting the feelings of comfort and security.

It's perfectly possible to find something attractive about the sex to which you're not otherwise attracted. I find men's genitals slightly arousing, at least on super-attractive guys. Not sure I'd want to do anything with them though, but it's definitely sexual as well as aesthetic, and it's definitely females I'm into (even though I'm not that bothered about breasts, ironically). I wouldn't worry too much about it; if it's something you can't leave then why not find a willing partner? I'm sure they'd be plenty of women out there up for a bit of what you'd like to try.