Masturbation

Okay first off I am a pedophile and all my fantasies these days are about young children. Well when I first became aware of my sexual attraction towards children I would masturbate to stories or pictures all the time and once I came I would feel guilt for what I just did and that I was thinking about young children. Now when I masturbate to fantasies or stories or what not that has to do with children once I do cum I don't feel guilt or shame about it anymore, its like this is who I am and why should I feel bad about something that feels so good. I just am not sure why I am like that anymore. I really have no desire to change who or what I am, I am not hurting anyone and I am not about to molest a child and I am comfortable with who I am, maybe that is why I don't feel guilt anymore.

Good for you!

It's nice to find a little peace and self-acceptance.

Yes, it is great to accept oneself. In situations that involve sexuality, acceptance can be one of those goals that many people struggle to realize in the first place. Attaining acceptance and being able to welcome these experiences of masturbation is a big step in living a healthy and fulfilling life as a pedosexual. I know that when I realized that there was no changing my sexuality, and that I had no desire to change it, receiving the self-love came very naturally and fast to boot.

I'd rather go through all the shock and anxiety of discovering this aspect of my sexuality a thousand times than have to live an entire life denying myself the acceptance of it.

Sounds like you have achieved self acceptance. Which is great because you should not feel bad about your sexual orientation. No one should.

As long as you never make that fantasy reality, you're not hurting anyone.