Am I a pedophile?

You wrote that the forum rules say no diagnosing, but hey never mind.

According to Oxforddictionaries.com:

To break or fail to comply with a rule or formal agreement

I am completely aware that this is a support forum, still nice of you for the attempt to remind me.

Hi again and thank you all for your answers.I changed my account my new one is this.Well look,when I was an early teen I had mainly fantasies about my peers,and just because I wanted to put even more females into them,I would choose females from all ages.I never had a strong preference or attraction for children,i would just put the sometimes(then) as an extra(together with too mature women) to my mainly peer fantasies.I was generally crazed with butts and whenever \id see a butt I was aroused,never matter the age.When I became 15 these fantasies were no longer existent(like I feared it was wrong and I just stopped),I became extremely fearful of becoming a pedophile...I visited five psychs because one wasnt enough to satisfy me,two wasn enough,three werent enought etc etc.Now when I am ok,and calm I dont feel any sexual attraction,but when I get fearful I test myself purposely and check for any erection,most times I dont have any but some times that I get stressed I have a mild,but I have no desire of sex with a child.I consider a child,a child and I cannot feel anything sexual when seeing one...My question was if this is repression or If it is normal for young teens to fantasize about everything including taboos.

Ada yes I am into therapy with a psychiatrist for 4 years now