Questions for Emetophiliacs/Vomit lovers

Hi there! I'm very new here but I thought I'd ask a burning question.

I'm actually someone with Emetophobia. Vomit is something I fear a lot and I've always been curious about people who are sexually attracted to it. Not in a 'ew, those people are gross' way, but just like...wow, you guys are pretty brave and I want to understand it kind of way.

So if there's anyone with Emetophilia here, what is it you like about it? If you've ever engaged in actual sex with vomit, how was it? Is there something specific you're attracted to? I've heard from some that they like nausea and belly rubbing the most because its sensual and whatnot.