by P0ppy » Sat Sep 19, 2015 8:51 pm
Hello, OP- you are not alone. I'm the same way, but I go through phases with different attractions. One week, the only thing that will get me off is bestiality. Two weeks later, I'm onto incest- and the idea of bestiality seems bizarre to me and I wonder why I was even into that. The next month, it's something else new. And so on and so forth.
It's hard when people ask, "What paraphilia do you have?" Because, in a way, I feel like I have a million. But at the same time I don't really think any of them count as official paraphilias because they were just weird phases where I was attracted to them.
I think it's okay to feel this way, as long as you are okay with it, and as long as you're not harming anyone (or planning to). As I'm sure you've heard this a million times, but teenagers are full of hormones and this could be a contributing factor. I know all this started for me at a particularly hormonal time in my life and has stuck with me since. I'd say, as long as it's not harming your lifestyle and you are okay with yourself, then to just wait it out. Maybe it's a phase you'll grow out of, and maybe not. If you don't like this part of yourself, then you could always go see a therapist. In some places, they have therapists who deal specifically with sexual disorders, if that's something you'd be interested in. Best of luck.