Written Word Child Erotica - legal or not?

I do get both sides of the argument, but from my experience anything that promotes sexual activity between adults and children just adds fuel to the fire. I don't believe I would ever have molested a child in my life regardless of the stuff I was viewing or reading, but I have figured out that for me at least by continually viewing and reading those things I effectively made myself believe that's what I thought would make me happy in life, not just feelings that could come just from the instant moments in intimacy with someone.

What I have since worked out is there are a number of things lacking in my life, things I will now never have very likely unless I happen to be very lucky.

I never at the time when I started finding those things thought of it being abuse, or that some of it was unwilling or any of the countless other thoughts that should have gone through my mind, I was very confused about things, the more deeper involved I got the more I rationalised it, in hindsight it is easy to see how that can eventually lead someone to do something worse in the long run.

I do believe that people can go on to make really stupid choices if we are not on the ball,I've made a lot of mistakes in my life and the reason I am here is just one but pretty much most of my life has been a mistake.

Hindsight is a wonderful thing and i don't want to preach just explain my thoughts and feelings.

airwolffan wrote:I do get both sides of the argument, but from my experience anything that promotes sexual activity between adults and children just adds fuel to the fire.

You are completely correct and this is why I can understand why countries have made such things illegal. I read and view those things only in my darkest times because I would rather use that in a safe controlled way that find the real thing. The note here for me is when, I do not view them all the time I get that urge and instead during those times I use music, brain game or adult porn.

What we all need to remember is not to become over dependent on such things and to make sure we all remain in control with the choices we make.

Tulula.

Thanks guys basically just confirmed what I already suspected. Its so annoying as it really has a very low harm likelihood and taking away all outlets is more likely to cause people to snap.

Its this kinda zero tolerance attitude that makes me feel so lonely. And making us feel alone and angry at the way we are treated does not seem like a good way to go about dealing with it. I mean rational people like us on these forums will just take all the sadness inwards but I imagine societys obsession with making us feel like monsters is what creates real monsters such as rapists and child molestors.

I sometimes get a double hit as I am not only a pedophile but a nepiphile so I'm often looked down on and hated even by other pesos sorry to be so melodramtic just feeling really down about it today

markspringer100 wrote:Thanks guys basically just confirmed what I already suspected. Its so annoying as it really has a very low harm likelihood and taking away all outlets is more likely to cause people to snap.

Its this kinda zero tolerance attitude that makes me feel so lonely. And making us feel alone and angry at the way we are treated does not seem like a good way to go about dealing with it. I mean rational people like us on these forums will just take all the sadness inwards but I imagine societys obsession with making us feel like monsters is what creates real monsters such as rapists and child molestors.

I sometimes get a double hit as I am not only a pedophile but a nepiphile so I'm often looked down on and hated even by other pesos sorry to be so melodramtic just feeling really down about it today

It is hard and society should actually see there are people with desires and fantasies such as ours who do not act upon them or are actively changing our lives in such a way to make ourselves better but they never will.

At least on this forum there is nobody that will judge your and are openly willing to chat and talk to if you need them, as am I. Just try to remember that somewhere, someone understands. You are not alone but it is easier said than realized.

Hope your ok and if not, inbox me.
Tulula.

How the fcuk does that even work? If i write some string of words about child eroticism is that illegal? What about blogging? If i draw a picture of naked children and masturbate to it will i go to jail? How absurd.

I couldn't respect a country that says such erotica should be illegal because it may normalize adult-child sex, be used to coax children into sexual activity, or otherwise be detrimental to society or the public morals, and yet say that it's fine for people to own lots of powerful firearms. For example.

I hope that you can't get in trouble just for reading it. I've read some because I was curious, but I've never actually seen any CP.

I believe it all depends on where you live. I do not think that it is illegal in the US, but it sounds like it is illegal in the UK. But just reading it online is sometimes considered "downloading" it, because it ends up in a temp file on your computer.