Wish I could explain so much but words just are not enough.

How much every day I don't look at CP or put any thoughts out of my mind when they creep in, I feel so bloody brilliant, the best I have felt for years, everything else is still crap in my life though.

Seriously I just wish I could express how I feel about making it a thing of the past as much as is possible, if I could just be told oh you were a naughty boy and we see you have changed your ways just don't ever do it again it would be like heaven for me, knowing that I would be given a second chance at life without the humiliation to come in the future.

Learning to live life differently is a journey I am currently enjoying and I really hope to god I never go back to that life.

I don't even look at clothed pictures any more as a substitute, sometimes going cold turkey is all you need. If only I could give up smoking as easily I'd make a fortune.

I know some will think this is complete BS but all I can say is it honestly is not. Maybe my will power is actually a lot stronger than I gave myself credit for.

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Good on you.

Looking at CP can have VERY severe legal consequences if you are unlucky enough to get busted.

Also look at it can have very severe social ramifications, if for example someone else discovers the material on your computer. Even if you go to great lengths to hide it, one simple mistake or careless act may be enough to get you exposed.

Also looking at "hardcore" style CP may encourage and reinforce the idea that sexual acts with children are acceptable.

I certainly believe a person is capable of demonstrating self control, as you have.

Wisedude wrote:Good on you.

Looking at CP can have VERY severe legal consequences if you are unlucky enough to get busted.

Also look at it can have very severe social ramifications, if for example someone else discovers the material on your computer. Even if you go to great lengths to hide it, one simple mistake or careless act may be enough to get you exposed.

Also looking at "hardcore" style CP may encourage and reinforce the idea that sexual acts with children are acceptable.

I certainly believe a person is capable of demonstrating self control, as you have.

This was a post of yours that was helpful to me, but after reading two of your other posts I wonder why you bothered to post this? maybe that's just me being cynical.

Maybe you should try to understand a bit about someone before you make your mind up on individual posts, if you had bothered to read some of my other posts you would see the world of trouble I am in for that very reason and also might learn a bit more about me as a person.

But again as I said in another post I am not going to respond any more as I feel we just won't get along and will just argue until the cows come home and that is not why I am here.