Prison fantasy, "trigger?" I need some help here...

I know the rules prohibit people making posts about criminal activity, so maybe this is a taboo topic. I don't know how this will go over with the moderators, but I will give it a shot...
I am a gay man, 47 with too many fetishes to mention, all pretty harmless. I am a recovering alcoholic / drug addict with 24 years of sobriety, no relapses. I only practice safe sex. I am totally honest and law abiding. I am self employed and my clients respect me and feel I have very good judgement and common sense.
I was contacted recently on a fetish site by a man whom I found attractive. He is a dominant alpha male (I am very masculine but submissive). He is a police officer which attracts me very much.
Long story short, he is searching for someone who is willing to go to prison for him. He locks people up all day, so I didn't understand why this would be so satisfying to him on a sexual level. He told me he wants to put someone away who actually WANTS to go to prison. He would like me to come to his town and meet him, see how we get along. He then wants me to come for another visit and "do something" he can arrest me for (minor charge) which would result in my spending a weekend in jail. If I "enjoy'' it, we would gradually increase the time I would spend in jail to a couple weeks, then months....He told me last night that he would ultimately like to see me go to prison for "a couple of years." He wants to come visit me in prison, and talk to me through the glass every week.
I have had a "prison fantasy" for some time, and it does involve me getting raped. I know that the reality of it is very very different from the fantasy. I am also aware that the rate of HIV infection in prison is much higher in prison than outside. I am 47 and look good for my age but I don't know how likely it would be that I would actually get raped anyway. Especially as I would most likely be in with non violent offenders. I don't intend to do anything violent. Maybe some form of civil disobedience or numerous harmless midemeanors like trespassing or traffic offenses.
I will leave out the graphic details, but we did have an "erotic'' phone call wherein we acted out the scenario over the phone. It gave me an insight into his motives. During this over the phone role play, he was never abusive or demeaning towards me. His manner was actually more like that of a life coach. He was supportive and said things like " It's ok that you wanted to go to prison, you are ok being here. There is nothing to be ashamed of in your wanting to go to prison. It is where you need to be to become what you are meant to be...." and so on.
I know this is totally crazy, but he has me seriously considering it. I understand the downside pretty well. When he talks to me about it....he is like a Svengali. He makes me want to do it.
I know other people have done things to themselves that most other people would never want to have happen to them. People who have deliberately caused themselves to lose a limb through amputation for example. Or a sex change. A friend of mine with a diaper fetish deliberately became incontinent and has to wear diapers 24/7 for life now. (He has been diaper dependent for many years now is very happy with his decision by the way).
Does anyone have any insight or supportive commentary? I really do understand how crazy this is. I need some advice. Help!!!

Err....whoa. Oi, It's a really strange situation, eh? I'm shocked with that, but it doesn't actually matter, hehe.

So, he pretends to let you live like a prisoner? And your fetish is to get raped?
Well, not every single fetish should be realised; i wouldn't put myself in such a dangerous situation in order to satisfy myself. But that's me, eh!
But that fetish....is to get raped by other prisoners or by him? Or by both?

Just questions, no judgement! I'm really curious

well, my prison fantasy involves me getting raped by very sexy cell mates and being made their "punk"... but I know it is just a fantasy and not realistic at all. If I went into prison for real, I wouldn't want it to happen. I don't think my chances of getting raped would be all that high anyway. I am 47 but still good looking so I am told. I would also not be in with violent offenders.

For him, he doesn't want to pretend or play act. If I went to prison he and I obviously wouldn't be having sex anyway. He wants me to go to prison and live the authentic life of a convict, for about 2 years. He wants me to experience all of it, the dirty cell (he has a prison picked out he wants me to go to). The lousy food, the total dehumanizing control the system has over my life, and yes, even if I were raped he would want that too.

Hi Wharfrat,

If you go to prison, you will be using public resources and taxing an already overcrowded system. If you're on the fence about doing this I'd say the waste of other people's time and resources is good reason NOT to.

Enjoy the fantasy, but be sensible, and think of how your actions might affect others who shouldn't be roped into the satisfaction of your fetish.

This gives me great confidence in the police service! I've been judged so badly by them in the past stuff like that makes me sick, don't go to prison it won't be as you imagine

Thanks everyone who has repsonded to my post. There are some well taken points I am considering. I am still going around and around with it... I appreciate all the comments. Thanks again,
Wharfrat

I actually have seen this. The person became the prison ###$ toy. He enjoyed it. So...

I don't know if anyone is at all interested, but I am still dealing with this. I have even made the online acquaintance of a young man who also wants to go to prison. Apparantly I am not the only one. I am really tempted to do this.

Supportive, no. I'd report the cop to his department for using his position to gratify his sexual fantasies. This sort of thing is no more acceptable than a cop pulling over someone attractive just to talk to them. Look at it from another way: What if you get killed or maimed while incarcerated? There are legal, and infinitely safer ways to fulfill this fantasy.

I find your fantasies pretty twisted, being honest.